bits and pieces

mampukah kau hadir dalam setiap mimpi buruk ku
mampukah kita bertahan disaat kita jauh

mampukah kau bertahan dengan hidup ku yang malang
sanggupkah kau meyakinkan disaat aku bimbang

- seberapa pantas, shiela on 7

-yasmin-

be jealous, please ♥

when you believe, believe hard. when you pray, pray hard.

who knows one day it becomes reality :)

the fact is, he responded :)

love,

me

three days wrapped with love

20.01.2012- nikah, kak iza's house.

21.01.2012- wedding reception, dewan jubli perak, kuantan.

28.01.2012- kenduri menyambut menantu, my humble house.

alhamdulillah. thank you to all who came, to all who helped, to all who prayed.

much love,

me

bagaikan sakti

20/01/2012

''jika ini hakikatnya aku serahkan jiwa dan ragaku, menantimu walau sengsara, jika ini ketentuannya. jika ini hakikatnya aku serahkan jiwa dan raga, jika ini ketentuannya, kau kan jadi milikku jua'' ♥

in addition to a naturally annoying brother, i now have an equally annoying sister-in-law. and soon i'm sure they will make little annoying creatures too. but, no matter what, i promise to love them to death. may your love stands strong no matter what abang and kak iza :)

p/s: can't help myself but to cry when i saw the wedding video. too beautiful :') alhamdulillah :)

love,

your annoying sister

sparks is sometimes overrated

yesterday was imran's and my 27th sixteenth together. things changed. i would not say we have changed, as i believe that as one gets comfortable with another person, he or she starts to show the original quality within. i guess that is just normal. but i also believe that as time goes by, we become mature in so many other things, and a part of being matured is to accept another person's strengths and weaknesses. that is what i am trying to do, and i hope i'm doing it the right way.

the holiday has already started and i am back in kwantown already, for over one week. and i must say that i am getting used to this long distance relationship that i found it to be so difficult at first. again, things changed. imran too, proudly (although he had always been the cool one) had shown a progress in dealing with this distance. yeay to that.

i had always thought that the longer you are with someone, the more you will love that person. and it would be such a waste if the long period of time spent is thrown away just because one of you wants to call it quit. you both had agreed to get into the relationship in the first place, so by right you both should agree to split, if it ever comes to mind. its rather sad when things don't prolong just because one person decides that it should be over. i am reminding myself as well, that the future in in the almighty's hands, and what we can do is pray, pray and pray so that things will work. and imran, you know that i never stopped praying for us.

anyway. at 11.35pm yesterday he called me and until 11.59pm we were still arguing who should say 'happy monthliversary' first. haha. honestly, i did not expect him to remember the date. i got used to it already. *rolls eyes* but he remembered anyway, just that he kept me waiting and tortured my heart only to surprise me that he remembered it. to me, that's sweet.

happy monthliversary my imran

yep, sparks still there.

p/s: i had a great life before i met you, but it gets better when you came. i love you.

yours truly,

yasmin

gift, redeemed. dessert, redeemed.

he makes faces almost everytime whenever i talk about makeups. he ignores when i show interest in makeups. and he answers back everytime saying how much he will not get me one as he thinks i have too many already, and no matter how pale i look i still have the look that he loves- the 'me' look. thus, when he got me this for my birthday, i thought that nothing can be more selfless than this.

thank you sayang. i love this gift, i love you more ♥

yours,

.saye.

pumping rapidly

kenapa hati saya dupdap dupdap je ni. sejak dua hari lepas. excited sangat nak jumpa si cinta hati mungkin. oh how i miss you bee.

p/s: nak redeem birthday present yeay! nak dessert jugak please :D

love,

nandini

don't remind me of things that i don't want to remember

its been a long time. you have your life and i have mine now. but whatever happened is still fresh here *pointing to the heart* and the wound never really went away. i am happy now, i can't be thankful enough with what i have now, and i am just so comfortable of what we have now, eventhough whenever you get into contact, i feel something. not like i used to feel, but something else. a normal feeling between friends, which i am really positive of. but let me tell you again, the scar is still there, which means that the wound never really went away. so why suddenly out of no where, you come again and add salt to that wound? have you not have any heart? don't you think that you are being so immature to do that? honestly, i had never regretted what we had. never. you said so too. but now, why suddenly you say the things that showed regret? i am not angry, no i'm not. but i am disappointed. disappointed because you acted that way. please, don't remind me of things that i don't want to remember. i have had enough last time, and i don't want to feel that pain anymore. i know you'll be reading this, so please. know your limits if you still want this friendship.

p/s: don't make me cry again after all these years.

-yasmin-

let the chalk board do the talking

well what do you know. since i went into college, this is my first time celebrating my birthday at my home in kuantan, and this is my first time celebrating my birthday without my regular people back in kl :) much to my surprise, the people near me had made today special, so special that i cannot express enough how touched i am with their efforts :) to my surprise, the spontaneous idea of baking my own cake came alive when gen and mochtar, together with abg fadli decided to spend their precious time to bake cake for me(with me). mochtar is such a great cook :) and the cake he made(we made) ;P was awesome. and ehem. gen and i decorated the cake and wallah that was the most pinkylicious double layered chocolate cake i ever had for my birthday. oh how i love chocolate cakes :)

gen knitted some wrist bands for me which are so lovely, customized with the colour that i chose :) sweet :) later after the cake was ready, we went to teluk chempedak to celebrate yeay! :) we sang, we took pictures, we sit and posed on the beach. as i thought that the celebration would end there, abg fadli and mochtar told us that we should go to the zoo. haha. i'm 23 years old today but i can't be more excited ;P

when papa and abang came home, we all went for my birthday dinner :) another cake teehee! :) oh ehem, my siblings got me a birthday card, and my little angel got me two black pens. maybe bcoz i told her yesterday that i have not gotten pens for my upcoming exam, and she couldn't be more thoughtful, can she :)

i realise that my life does not only evolve on myself and my own personal emotions, but my life actually evolves around the people who care enough about me. my family and my friends, who tried their very best to make sure that i am the most happy person in the whole wide world on my birthday, who turned my tears into histerical laughter, who understands my feelings just by looking into my eyes. these people, they cheer me up. and thank you for that, loves.

yours truly,

the 23 year old yasmin :)

before the day ends

i had a great day. with a bunch of great people. went to see a great movie. and ended up bursting into great laughs. now, all i am waiting for, is for that one phone call from that one person that i never let off my mind.

on another note,

kalau dulu, bila cuti start;

i: jom skype tonight?

m: okay, same time alright? see you.

now;

m: bile kite nak skype?

i: entahlah.

i guess this is bound to happen. i just hope that he will be online tonight, at least to be the first to wish me, like he had done for my past 3 birthdays. i truly hope so. if you're reading this, i want you to know that i waited.

p/s:

i managed to fit into a manequin-sized dress that mochtar and gen brought to our house just now, and oh boy it can make me smile so wide ;) not bad, yasmin. not bad at all ;)

yours truly,

yasmin mohd