yesterday night entah kenape, mood emo tiba2 datang. i on anneliese, then pegi kat picture files and i went through almost all the pictures yg ade in that file. memang banyak sangat...berjam-jam jugak lah actually nak go through everything.huhu. tapi..somehow i wanted to do it.
browsed through gambar2 kat asasi, gambar2 dgn senior2 yg baru graduated, where we went for bowling, raya trips, mock trial 08 and what not..dan jugak gambar masa lawnite early this february. hmm..here i thought of so many things.
i looked at the pictures of me and my friends who i will still see them next semester, will still hang out with them, and i know thy will always be by my side as always, which they had never failed to do so. i know no matter what i will face in the future, you guys will always have my back.
then there are pictures of my seniors yg just graduated, things are just not the same without them.. i remembered everytime i turned to them for whatever reasons, they always have the right things to say. some of them i dah tak jumpa, some of them i refuse to jumpa, some of them im still happy boleh berjumpa, and some of them just refuses to jumpa saya. so. yeah, everything is different now..
next, the pictures of my seniors and friends who has not graduated yet and i'll be seeing them lagi. as i went through the file, i saw this one picture of me and this senior. my heart felt ripped apart. in that picture, we were smiling and it was such a sincere smile we had on our faces. everything was prefect at that time. tapi semua tu da tak sama now. im sure nothing is the same anymore. nothing is going to be the same anymore.
browsed through gambar2 kat asasi, gambar2 dgn senior2 yg baru graduated, where we went for bowling, raya trips, mock trial 08 and what not..dan jugak gambar masa lawnite early this february. hmm..here i thought of so many things.
i looked at the pictures of me and my friends who i will still see them next semester, will still hang out with them, and i know thy will always be by my side as always, which they had never failed to do so. i know no matter what i will face in the future, you guys will always have my back.
then there are pictures of my seniors yg just graduated, things are just not the same without them.. i remembered everytime i turned to them for whatever reasons, they always have the right things to say. some of them i dah tak jumpa, some of them i refuse to jumpa, some of them im still happy boleh berjumpa, and some of them just refuses to jumpa saya. so. yeah, everything is different now..
next, the pictures of my seniors and friends who has not graduated yet and i'll be seeing them lagi. as i went through the file, i saw this one picture of me and this senior. my heart felt ripped apart. in that picture, we were smiling and it was such a sincere smile we had on our faces. everything was prefect at that time. tapi semua tu da tak sama now. im sure nothing is the same anymore. nothing is going to be the same anymore.
i cried
sometimes a moment of silence is needed
.. me ..
.. me ..
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