i am guilty

i am guilty. just now i talked to a soul about the things that happened around me during the holidays- minus my love life. somehow i still can't understand how people can be mean to each other as though they were born as enemies. everything turned bad as though nothing were good in the past. how drastic people can change over time. yes, it hurts to see this situation happening under our nose and whats worst is that we can't do anything about it. too many hearts to be taken care of, and too many people involved. in short, life can be ironic. but is it wrong for me to keep the relationships that i love, that i had known for a long time? yes, i am guilty. guilty of not trying hard enough to put the broken pieces back together. but, i had done my part and i am hoping for the others to help me too, i can't do this alone. life can be complicated. but i have the faith that everything has been written by the almighty, and who are we to deny what had been fated. in this situation, accepting it with an open heart is the best way. the more you deny it, the more foolish you will look.

-still hoping that the mixed colours would be clear, again-






thinking,

yasmin