masked rider? =p

i have just recovered from demam yg agak lama, sangat menakutkan ye kalau demam lama2 skarang nih. nak tahu tak, saye agak susah demam tapi tersangatlah prone kepada selsema. so when da demam, and lambat nak kebah, ia sangat la merisaukan ye.huhu..


-kredit sedikit kepada kawan2 yg selalu nasihat and concerned with my health.tau la korang pun mcm pelik kan apabila si budak yasmin tetibe jadi kurang aktif- hehe..


somehow its hard to believe la that virus sangat cepat merebak. so da check semua2, im free from virus yg jahat itu. =) tapi...sekarang da taknak amik mudah lagi dah my mum nye request for us all to pakai mask setiap kali pegi tempat ramai org. huhu.. ye,perasaan mmg da macam masked rider dah cuma tak naik motor.haha. so...saye basicly akan memakai mask apabila...

- pegi bazaar ramadhan
- pegi shopping complex
- pegi berjalan di tempat ramai org
- semasa amik gambar. (^_^)v hehehe~~~

lagipun, kat kuantan ni mask takde la mahal sangat..tapi ape la salahnye spend sedikit money utk keselamatan juge kan.huhu..



so kepada kwn2 saye di luar itu, i think its high time kite semua mengambil langkah ini dan pakai mask. weh, kalau da semua org pun pakai, tak awkward dah pun and ppl won't laugh at us lah..huhu...-semangat mempromosikan- =p

-semua org mcm pelik-

-saye senyum tapi tak berguna sebab takde org nampak- =D

coppp!!! nak share something ni. haritu pegi la ke shopping complex dan memakai mask. then bila masuk ke kedai2 and browse for things to buy, si abg salesman dan kakak salesman nih pun duk senyum2 dan friendly gile lah. then saye kan pakai mask then mereka tak nampak saye senyum. sumpah kelakar. tapi later saye cakap lah, "thank you" dan senyum walaupun pakai mask. tetapi kan...ngeeee...~~~ ni best part. org2 itu cakap dia tahu saya senyum because mata saya senyum sekali. wahahaha.. terasa ikhlas kejap. =p dan mulai hari itu, saye sedar kepentingan senyum dgn sangat ikhlas walaupun tak nampak, tetapi mata kita mengatakan segalanye. betul lah, mata tak boleh menipu. =)

love,

Yasmin

a wise thing to say

when the feeling starts growing, insecurity knocks the door

- (putet, 2009)




maybe what you said were right.

i HAD issues with

differences.

u did not.

someone told me that difference is the beauty of relationship. so many

colours

painted in it.

kalau satu warna je, bosan.. (^_^)

cuba lihat gambar ni, tetibe rasa nak makan smarties. =)

-----when Min suddenly realises something-----

im sorry

im really sorry

i wonder how, i wonder why

• i wonder how people can be so mean towards other people.
• i wonder how people can act innocent when he knows that he is guilty.
• i wonder how people tend to blame others when things don't go their way.
• i wonder how people can simply put on an ignorant face towards others.
• i wonder how people are too ego to admit their mistakes.
• i wonder how people can be too fragile at times.
• i wonder how people can forget their past relationships just to secure a new one.

• i wonder why some people don't feel guilty after they hurt others.
• i wonder why is it so hard to say sorry.
• i wonder why is it so hard to leave the past and move on with life.
• i wonder why is it very easy for some people to break others hearts.
• i wonder why people can't forgive that easily
• i wonder why people can't forget that easily.
• i wonder why some people really wants to interrupt in others life so much.

wondering,
me




-----when Yasmin wonders-----

its REALLY hard to say goodbye

its memang not easy to say goodbye. yeah.im leaving home later at about 3pm insyaallah if everything goes well.. now da terasa sedih lagi, as usual.


papa selalu cakap.. "min ni mcm la tak selalu balik, nak sedih2 buat ape?" tapi nak buat mcm mane, memang sedih. i admit la maybe balik kuantan pun sebulan sekali, tapi nak buat mcm mane, kalau tak jumpe family lama sangat, mule la badan meragam, nak demam la ape lah..mengada betul.


tapi i dont know why, i have this very weird feeling when it concerns home.my home. everytime nak balik rumah, semangat sangat2! kalau boleh memang nak kasitau satu dunia that im leaving for home.. =) walaupun for a fact, baru jumpe family beberapa hari sebelum tu, semangat nak balik rumah tersangatlah tinggi dan penuh gigih!


and memang rutin, setiap kali sampai je depan pagar rumah, nina akan sambut with an open arms and smile on her face, eventhough sampai lewat malam, she always stays up to wait for me and abg to arrive. and setiap kali jumpe, memang akan biiiggg huuuggg selama mungkin and kiss her banyak2 and be kissed and go straight to my room and lepak atas katil and she will start telling me what she did earlier that day, and start asking questions.hehe..questions yg tak expect a 6-year-old girl to ask. =p


and...the total opposite pulak when its time to go home... akan amat kesedihan.. selalunye memang menangis lah.. walau lama mane pun cuti, akan nangis jugak.. and juge ruti, after 10 mins i leave home, nina will start using mama nye fon to text me "nina sayang kak min". terharu boleh tak! huhu..and i never delete those messages.. for me, she is really brilliant, baru 6 tahun da reti nak sent messages, even mms. so. budak ini sangat comel saye rasa nak gigit dan geram sangat dengan kecomelan dia! =) so...what to expect later is the same lah, akan salam2 dan peluk2 dan kiss2 dan sedih2 dan tears will start falling. haih...takpelah, nama pun memang rutin..so. yeah. da biase, tapi the feeling is never the same everytime.


hmmm...later balik kolej, will start semua perkara usual yg dilakukan di kolej, and menyambung puasa di kolej dengan kawan2. people, im looking forward to grab sumtin nice from bazaar dgn korang semua as what we did last year..! sangat sedap ok rasa nak lakukan setiap hari kalaulah duit itu mcm daun yg berteraburan atas jalan raya(makcik sapu2 mesti kaya)..haha. =p


ape lagi ye..oh yeah..this year it will be slightly different kerana kehadiran some new people in my life, and i hope its a good start for good things in the future lah. aminnn~~~


oh before terlupe..semalam telah buat puding jagung for the first time in my life! with mama's help of course. and..saye telah menghantar ke rumah dia..and keluarga dia suke! lalala~ wah berani betul, baru 1st time buat da berani anta kat org. hmm. segan. -kipas2 muka laju2- huhu..
and konon2 nak memberi jugak, this morning he dropped by at my house and kasi sumtin from ibunye. -touched- itu saje yg menarik hari nih.


well semalam was quite a disturbing night for me. to people that cared, thanx for calling walaupun at 3 in the morning dan awk sangat mengantuk dan saye pakse awk supaya jgn tido until sahur..huhu..sorry tapi saye cuma taknak awk missed sahur like yesterday..tapi maybe i was not ready to tell everything, pls understand. =) and to kesayangan saye, sorry saye call awk mlm2 buta tu just to talk coz saye tak tau nak call siape lagi coz da agak lewat and awk tau the whole truth and u always have the most right thing to say everytime.thanx darling! love u love u love u. to another kesayangan saye, saye call awk semalam tapi maybe fon awk jauh dan kite chat kejap kat fb tapi itu juge telah banyak membantu saye. thanx to you too darling. =)


so..im off now.hopefully everything is fine dlm perjalanan nanti. holiday has finally ended, and ade test family utk difikirkan. so long, toodles. =)

love,
yasmin


-----when yasmin feels reluctant to leave home-----

Ramadhan is back (^_^)

alhamdulillah saye masih hidup lagi utk celebrate ramadhan this year. semalam ade org kata saye mungkin meletup bcoz bercakap kat hp semasa hp tgh charging. =p thanx for that reminder though..


so, on this first day of Ramadhan, i have some stuffs to share.. i got this email from uncle sulaiman masrum, a friend of my dad..

The Holy Prophet (SAW) Said:
1) Four things that make your body sick:-

a) Excessive talking

B) Excessive sleeping

C) Excessive eating and

D) Excessive meeting/outing with people


2) Four things that destroys the body:-

A) Worrying

B) Sorrow (Sadness/Grief)

C) Hunger

D) Sleeping very late at night till can't get enough sleep


3) Four things that make the face looking dull and haggard:-

A) Lying

B) Being disrespectful/impudent (knowingly)

C) Baseless arguments

D) Excessive immorality (committing sins without fear)


4) Four things that make the face glow and shine:-

A) Piety

B) Loyalty

C) Generosity and kindness

D) Helpful to others without being asked


5) Four things make the Rizqi (Sustenance) stop:-

A) Sleeping till late in the morning (from Fajr to sunrise)

B) Not Performing Fardhu or Irregular in Prayers

C) Laziness/Idleness

D) Treachery/Dishonesty


6) Four things that bring/increase the Rizqi:-

A) Staying up in the night in prayers

B) Excessive Repentance

C) Regular Charity

D) Zikr (Remembrance of Allah)

well, bulan Ramadhan ni banyak mengajar kite untuk bersabar, meninggalkan habit2 yg tak baik dan to kuatkan semangat kite..


SELAMAT MENJALANKAN IBADAH PUASA AND SEMOGA RAMADHAN KALI INI LEBIH BAIK DARI YG SEBELUMNYA..

..:: Noor Yasmin Mohamad ::..

dedicated to elmo

as promised, this post is for you, elmo.. (",)

awak, sometimes kan, ape yg kite fikir is the best thing to do is not always the right thing to do. again, the best thing to do is different than the right thing to do.

elmo, as i always say to u, please make up your mind and be sure about it, and sememangnye kite tak boleh puaskan hati semua orang.tapi most importantly you have to be fair towards yourself..then only came the others. dont feel wrong to let people down when you dont have a choice. mcm the path that you take tu might puaskan hati one person but not the other..its reality and you can't run away from it no matter how fast you run.

i know everything has not been so good and maybe your lucky star decided to leave you for a while, just to make you become stronger. just so you know, you can count on me, i am here to listen..(or talk)..and you know that very well.

i hope and pray that semua perkara yg berlaku nih will result a happy ending for you, because i believe that you are a nice person and believe me, good things will happen to good people, but maybe, just maybe, your fate was decided that way because Allah knows that you can handle it well.trust me on this. =)

saye percaya that awk seorang yg baik, and i hope the best things will happen to you. biaselah, dugaan kan..berlaku to semua org, saye tak terkecuali and you know that kan.haha.when sampai masa kita burst sebab terlalu marah, lepas kite da lepaskan kemarahan tu, we should have gone pass that state of anger and start to think rationally...please try.. besides, i don't call u elmo for nothing wahai elmo. =)

saye membuat post ini kerana saye rasa saye perlu lakukannye, and saya nak lakukannye..

if what i heard was clear enuf semalam, awk pun nak do the same thing tapi awk takde blog, and awk akan kasi this type of encouragement to me dalam hati awk.hahaha.tak kisahlah coz for me, its the thought that counts.

ok i guess this is long enuf and eventhough maybe awk da dgr the same thing from others, im just doing what i think would help.pardon me if its not substantial enough.im trying. =)

yours truthfully,
saye yg buruk =p

-----when yasmin tries to do sumtin nice for someone nice-----

The Show

THE SHOW


I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show



-lenka

asal lu tau ya, i don't simply pick up any lyrics to be put in this precious space. hmm..this song mcm kelakar (i duno nak letak perkataan ape lagi dah) bcoz somehow it iss subtle tapi sarcastic sangat enam puluh kali..! =p haha.. i am placing myself into the song, as from where i stand, this is how my life has been since the past few weeks...

just enjoy the show,
me (^_^)






-----when min thinks its time to sing her heart out-----

is it necessary??

"He was detained because his surname is Khan. He was kept until officials from the Indian embassy intervened. Now he has been released," Khan's manager said.

this is another issue that should not have happened. yeah, im being bias. i care, i choose to care because it involves him. yes, im bias. but wth laa..kenape nak detain dia sampai 2 hours?? kenape kalau nama khan je it will pop up on the computer? semua khan tu t_rr_rist ke??????? see how narrow minded poeple can be at times. security caution konon.beng!



hmm..ala biarlah, im being emotional pasal ni because of him. tapi kan, on the bright side, he was being such a patient and humble person, he said he deserved to be checked. i agree lah.but then jangan la ask silly questions like "do you know someone in the US who could vouch for you, if you could give numbers of people they could get in touch with" memang sah sah unreasonable lah.

i am assuming some countries are paranoid with a certain section of religion in the world. fullstop.

-----i heart him-----

feeling better

im feeling much much much much better! (^_^)


mesti org2 terkejut ape kes la si yasmin ni marah gile kat the previous post. haih for all i know, everything da settled. ade kebaikan ye tulis blog coz somehow ia dibaca oleh that person and terus insist to meet.this morning, i mean, at around 7.30 am kitorang jumpe kat jogging park and we talked. da settlekan ape2 yg tak puas hati..over breakfast lak tu.hehe. im really thankful coz i have this stand not to listen to what people say because i prefer listening to what tuan punye badan has got to say.


so basicly..i dont like people to toy me around, and for you pulak, hopefully its something that u have learnt by now. gosh i am a lil bit kiddy at times tapi im definately not stupid lar.
oh please.please grow up.


hmmm...


suddenly evrything went back into its place. for one moment everything seemed to be serabut dan tak menggembirakan but somehow when i try to be patient and dont take things in my own hands, everything seemed to fall to where they belong.bagus betul kalau semua benda mcm ni.


to you yang spent time listening(reading my messages) very3 early in the morning semalam, thank you so much. im sorry i buzzed you with that stupid problem at that really unreasonable hour, but u cared enuf to listen and offer some advices. appreciate that. *hugs.

to anda yang i called eventhough sekejap, believe it or not, after saye melepaskan geram, and u made me laugh about it, i feel really much much much better. saye rasa kite memang adik beradik dlm kehidupan lain =)


to awak, yesterday's conversation was really short and unusual, and i noticed that you are not being yourself. maybe penat ke ape ke..ntah lah. im sorry jugak coz i was not being myself jugak bcoz of problem saye, and what i hoped for at that time was that awk would understand...tapi somehow u don't and just leave me mcm tu je.just hope everything is okay between us. i wanted to tell you about my problem tapi we din have two way communication semalam.hmm..elmo, please talk to me if u need to.i know u din call me for nothing semalam..



on the other hand, now i'm getting a grip, i have made a decision. an important one. just hope and cross my fingers la harap2 its worth la making that decision. honestly, im not sure if its the best decision, but i am really sure that it is the best decision for now. as what i posted before, i take the advise to cross the bridge when i reach it nanti. and i still have a looooonnngggg time i think.


hey, im only 20 and i want to have fun with my life. nak have fun but i stick to the boundaries in my personal law..so that i won't regret doing something OR not doing something when i da grow up nanti. as what an entity said..

"fall in love while you have the time. semua org berbeza and you would get perkara berbeza bila bersama-sama org2 yg berbeza. experiment.ape2 pun..saye masih org islam."

-hahahahaha tak tahu kenape ayat terakhir itu perlu ade everytime sebelum abis kelas- =p

so here i go again...i am really sure that i have opened my heart...again.after a looonnnggg time taken to recover. to anyone in my network, yang can win me over. no rush. limitations set. no this, no that. deal with it or just walk away.. i dont need someone yg tak respect me because its not easy to make me respect others as well..i believe that respect is to be gained, not given.

after all..i am young and insyaallah i have a long future to go through.

hugs,
min



-----when Yasmin feels calmer-----

crap

memang dalam hidup ni kite tak boleh percaya siape2. kadang2 terasa kurang bijak je bile kena tipu. haih geramnye!!!!! ya rabbi!!! haih geram.geram..!!!



if you think you have any problem with me, ataupun memang sesuke hati nak play with my feelings, please lah. i have no time for all these nonsense!! haih rasa nak mengamuk pun ade. here u say all the nicest things. there u talk bad. tolong la weyh! kalau awk ingat saye ni easy, senang nak dapat, think again. jgn nanti saye yg buat awk rasa humiliated.huh! bengong seratus kali!!!! jangan ingat saye sangat kurang pandai, i can be nice to u and i also can make u suffer sebab rasa bersalah.i promise that.



to mereka yg bgtau perkara sebenar, and are being overprotective towards me, thanx sangat2 i really appreciate that. nah, tengok lah, ni baru la kawan, tahu the limits and nasihat for my benefit.bukan yg main tikam dari belakang.haih sakitnye hati!




sabar.sabar.insyallah everything is gonna be okay.

saye marah

-----saye da takde mood nak continue-----

nerVous-neSs

it happened lagi yesterday!!! bengong betul!!!! kenapela benda2 ni selalu berlaku kepade saye when i least expect it to happen, dengan org2 yg saye tak expect pun to happen..huhu...



16th AUGUST 2009

HARI NI SAYE TUMPAHKAN AIR LAGI!

utk kesekian kalinye ia berlaku..huhu..embarrassed.





kepada sesiape yg berkenaan, im so so so sorry and i pray it will never happen again..(if ada 'again' la ok) hahaha. tapi...its something that people should expect lah.
..: ngeng :..



nervous?

butterflies?

clumsy?

blushed?

amazed?

seduced?




-one way to find out-




p/s: hari ni saye dapat cadbury besar sangat from manusia yg baik. terbayar juge janji anda pade saye ye.hehe.=p



lurve,
mrs.shahrukh (^_^)v




---when min becomes clumsy lagi---

what if...

sometimes this hyper brain of mine just cant stop thinking, what will happen...

• if i can turn back time?

• if i never met you before?

• if i just ignore what people say in the first place?

• if you did not make the first step?

• if i can leave whenever i feel like leaving?

• if i can sleep as long as i want?

• if i can fake my actions and act as if i'm not affected by anything?

• if can smile and tell people that i'm happy when i'm not?

• if i refuse to answer when u ask whether i'm ok or not?

• if i can make people shut up?

• if i can tell it to your face that im hurt by your actions?

• if i can just forget everything as live as usual?

• if actually the one right in front of you is really the one for you...?

• if i refuse to care about other's feelings?

• if im not strong enough?

• if i dont have all the lovely people to support me all the way?

• if i decided to talk to your face that i don't want to be the victim?

• if you decided to walk away from my life?

• if you treat me real bad until i can't stand it anymore?

hmm..questions and questions.

lots of answers but i decided not to choose from that limited options. maybe you think i'm strong but i really can't take that but i assure you that i'm trying hard..

"min, tak payah fikir all these.u ni banyak sangat fikir..buat tak tahu je and act mcm nothing happened, you'll be fine."
- i can act...i can fake..tapi deep inside i can't lie to myself that i'm not thinking.


"min, don't think too much.u cross the bridge when you arrive there ok.chill."
- the problem is, im on the bridge but i can't seem to turn around or cross. i'm stucked. shooot!!!!!


"sayang,don't trouble yourself utk benda2 mengarut mcm ni.you have more things to do yg lebih bagus."
- i know.* sigh. wish i can tell myself the same thing..

well..as some people say, its easier said than done..and my friends know that when im unhappy with something, i cant hide it coz it will show on my face.

Penat lah.Penat sangat2.

ha kepada org berkenaan, setiap kali we meet mesty u will hear i say that kan.huhu sorry. mmg penat pun..

hmm..harap2 everything will be fine lah.i don't need all these..please..banyak lagi benda saye nak fikir...

hugs n kisses,
saye


-----when min writes when she din get enuf sleep-----

My Imperfect Side

WATER AND A FLAME

Seven days has gone so fast,
I really thought the pain would pass.
It's been nearly an hour,
since I thought of you.

But your not answering the phone,
I'd settle for a busy tone,
At least that I'd know that you're okay.
A girl like you ain't meant to go away.
Oh...

Now you're gone,
Theres nothing else I want.
Now that it's over,
There's nothing else I want.
What have I done,
looks like I was wrong.
Is everything really meant to change,
I guess we're like water and a flame.
water and a flame..

I'm tired of this empty house,
I need a drink to get me out.
A couple more til I forget your name.

I saw a boy that looked like you,
I didn't know quite what to do,
It took a power of will to break my stare.
I realized what I wanted wasn't there.

Now you're gone,
Theres nothing else I want.
Now that it's over,
There's nothing else I want.

Is everything really meant to change,
I guess we're like water and a flame.
Water and a flame...

If you see me coming...
I look away, I look away...
And if your mind is made up...
I look away, I will look away...


If your worry bound
I'm okay, I'm okay, yes I am
All this sorrow and this pain,
is going to go away

Now you're gone,
There's nothing else I want.
Now that it's over,
There's nothing else I want.
What have I done,
looks like I was wrong.
Is everything really meant to change,
I guess we're like water and a flame.
Water and a flame...





-Yasmin-

wHeN ReaLitY iS puT oN tHe sCreEn

Today..kepenatan akibat training mock trial...hopefully all the comments put forth will make us more determined and tak putus semangat! yeah! people, we can do it!!! -semangat tetibe- =)

The girlfriends (ad, deline, lye) and the only guy friend yg i know to have the same passion as me in this subject matter, syak, had a good laugh tadi. sangat! ad yg berbesar hati nak join kitorang ni sangap hindustan nih telah bawak ke sunway coz kat mid tak show that movie. bengong punye gsc. =p

anyway, nak dijadikan cerita, kitorang sampai at the cinema kat sunway tu around 8.50 gak ah. tu la pandai sangat berlengah, nak weng sana, weng sini dulu kan.haha. =) and bile sampai..

Ya Rabbi!!!!

line sampai ke luar lah terima kasih la umat2 manusia semua, mmg harapan la kan nak dapat seat best dan masuk on time. (movie kul 9pm btw). *huh!

tapi..berkat kesabaran, kami pun berjaya dapatkan tiket. masuk2 cerita da start, tapi mengikut pengalaman yg luas dalam bidang hindi movies nih, mmg tak rugi mane la kan coz cerita baru nak develop time kitorang tgh bli tiket tu, so nothing much to lose. hehe..terima kasih director hindi movies yg stick to that tradition of draggy introduction.hehe.

LOVE AAJ KAL

aaj: today
kal: tomorrow

saif ali khan and deepika padukone

so basicly its a really well developed, cute and different type of romantic comedy. kalau tak, mane nye cik deline nak gelak2 and mengeffect org2 di belakang utk gelak sekali ye tak deline? haha..i really dun wan to spill the movie nye storyline here coz u guys really have to watch it lah! memang tak bosan, well choreographed dance moves and omg saif ali khan gile hot boleh tak. *melts tetibe. =p

what i can say is, this movie is really different, and its somehow a reality put on screen, and tersesak esak menangis (dah la tisu da abes) and gelak gile2 plak tu pastu.mcm mixture of emotions yg sangat beautiful and tak memberatkan akal utk fikir at all. salute! well what can i say, kalau da JAB WE MET pun da gile best kan...can't wait for the nest movie by IMTIAZ ALI. sangat salute ok. (^_^)v... yg tak boleh tahan, mmg tersentuh ah when ade parts yg mmg jadi in reality. -kenangan tu indah actually, dun u think so?- =)

oh ya! ade perkara kelakar terjadi masa nak balik.haha. nampak kereta ad, dengan penat dan lemahnye kitorang bergerak la ke kereta itu, menunggu ad unlock the car. da siap pegang pintu kereta, si deline da nak berebut seat depan dgn syak. tetibe..."mmg terbaik la korang semua tak tau tu bukan kereta ad!" kata si lyla dengan gile cynical.hahahaha nasib baik owner myvi tuh takde kat c2.hahahaha. =p

hmmmm...

friends, u complete me. and as i always say, when we are together, mmg benda2 normal jadi tak normal lah ye, and we have a good laugh. we always do. thank you, love you love you love you sangat99!!~

p/s: syak, kita da tunaikan azam kita! hehe..

Lots of love,
a girl who thinks Saif looks hot in white *winks!






-----when Yasmin is delighted to tell a story-----

-dah cuba-

tetibe malam ni rasa nak makan aiskrim. haih i dont know la what is my problem, this habit of eating ice-cream at night da mcm jadi satu tabiat yg tak baik! -skema sikit di situ- =) well, with things going on, i really dun have time to hangout dgn kawan2 yang saye selalu lepak dengan. -koyak la bm saye- hehe.. to syak dan za, saye tahu saye telah kinda mengabaikan korang tapi dun worry, after da abis semua nih nanti i'll make it up to u guys.love you love you love you mucho!!! thanx for being there when i really needed people around me, to giv me hugs when i need it..(ini dituju kepada za sahaje) and syak, thanx for caring a lot pasal saye..nanti kite gi tengok hindustan sesama ok, its on me.lalala~
oh yeah, special thanks to these few people:-

- mu'izz (^_^) yg sangat memahami dan always there for me, stay chomel and baik. *smile.

- awin: thanx sesangat coz offer me a ride when i really need it.saye sangat terhutang budi dengan kamu, semoga awk selalu happy and gembira dgn kem. =)

- deline: thanx for the biiiggg huuug that u gave to show support when u c me earlier today. =)

- izzat: thanx for really being an understanding ketua and such a caring friend.kite takkan let u down.

- fendy: u sent me the first message to show ur condolences.i really appreciate that.

- imran: for the looooong walk.and walk.dan walk lagi.

ok2 back to what i really want to write about. do u know how it feels when suddenly something bad happens after u say something about it? yes.saye sangat pelik, i tend to rasa bersalah out of things that i said, which might hurt other people.i really do. call me pelik, call me cacat, call me gile dan sewel, tapi this is me. and..when i feel that it is my fault, i will try to sort it out.i approach.maybe that's what differs me from other people.they talk.i hear.i approach. wah mcm tulis buku bertajuk "things u do when u feel miserable" plak.haha.beng~ =p

anyway.nak dijadikan cerita...
"jom aiskrim?"

"mane nak dapat aiskrim mlm2 mcm ni?"

"nanti da turun kasitaw saye"

"awk, saye da kat bwh"


.....plan semasa itu, makan aiskrim dan borak.....

abg mamak kata..uncle da tutup.maybe kat 2nd ade ice-cream utk dicari.tapi instead of 2nd, kite bergerak ke 6th. (since u pun mcm tak penah gi 6th kan)

awkward.pelik.tapi biase je. as i told u, saye tahu taekwondo.haha. =p

saye sangat berharap that we would talk and sort things out. i really wanted to help.sangat.simply because saye rasa saye adelah antara neutral party yg maybe might be able to help u find ways to solve ur problems, tapi one thing for sure, i dont want to solve it for u. this u have to do it urself. my role is, i m here to be offer a friendly ear.

for a first time, saye rasa ia sangat bagus coz after dipujuk akhirnya u spill gak one by one what is actually ur problem.thank you. i believe that eventhough awk rasa saye gile dan bengong dan suke buat awk pening kepala, awk still understand what i was trying to say, and i hope u will think about ape yg saye cakap. unnecessary stress.awk pun faham maksud saye kan? =)

u know what, from what u told me, i can say that awk terlalu keep things to urself.sangat. and im glad (eventhough awk cakap awk dun trust me) that somehow awk nak jugak bercerita to me. saye suka dengar cerita. =) and..

sabar tu sebahagian daripada iman kan. =)

sooo...in a nutshell, yesterday was fun for me, walaupun tak dapat ice cream yet tapi no worries.haha..saye tahu kdg2 saye macam budak2 tapi..haha.biarlah! and the part yg saye suke dan rasa sangat hillarious is..

"boleh kita jalan tepi sikit tak.kenape nak jalan tengah jalan"

" owh awk cakap sabar tu sebahagian daripada iman, so biarlah saye nak pandang, sabar jelah, im just enjoying my view"

...-ok saye rasa ini sangat suweeett tapi at the same time sangat
dush! dush!!-

eh sorry la if awk ade terasa anything ke masa we kinda talked semalam, sincere apology pleaded, and u know i mean it. semua nasihat kite adelah utk membantu awk, tapi if u think im bugging you, please let me know and i assure you i wont do it anymore. =)
sebelum saye stop..

TOLONG!!!!!! SAYE PERLUKAN ICE-CREAM!!!!!





Love,
i'm a princess

-----when Yasmin starts to write real long-----

quiet moment

emptiness


sometimes..

words are just not enough






yours truly,
-min-





-----when Yasmin decided not to write too much at a time-----