take the pain away please?

hari ini adelah hari yang emo. i am not feeling well. got an mc from the clinic, so might as well manfaatkannye ye. so basicly semalam da terlepas express lunch date, tutorial conflict yg best, meeting CAW yg seharusnye menenangkan hati.


bangun agak awal today coz semalam tido amat awal..sehingga celik mata tadi, ade 21 missed calls dan 14 messages waiting to be read. and the last message i received at 2.45am, which membuatkan saye sangat terharu. thank you bulan dan bintang, at least pesanan itu disampaikankepada saya and i believe u guys did ur jobs well coz hari ini i feel so much much much better. huhu..


kepada syak dan zahirah my sweethearts, thanx sebab semalam when i asked for help korang tak hesitate langsung to help. tapi what to do, i cant wait till night cause my whole body was aching and ya rabbi could i not think of the worst thing that might happen. so saye beralih kepada option seterusnye. encik amirudin. nasib baik abg ade kat area bukit bintang je and kind enough to come fetch me. thank you abang i don't know what i will do without you nanti. -emo-


thanx a lot for the company and the empathy and the walking and the parking and the strawberry drink and the roti-roti and the force done so that i take my medicine on time, for the encouraging brush on my head and the healing touch on my cheeks and for the get well soon messages, and the check ups on my medication time. you know who you are and thank you for being there for me.


- kak suhaila sayang the future doctor

- ayu my roommate yg tolong jaga saye semasa sakit

- abgku sayang

- kak iza sayang

- za dan syak yg call and msg tanye mahu ke klinik atau tak

- nadia yaya yg message me to ask what happened..

- danial jazmy yg concern enough about me..thanx bro. =)

- anis my sister sayang

- pakngah and makngah (i really want to go back to ur home but sadly tmrw i have class)

- org yg menghantar pesanan kepada bulan dan bintang untuk menjaga saya. =)


semalam buat kesekian kalinye saye kena injection lagi on my left arm utk ease my pain. huhu sakit tapi when doctor tanye, "u nak ubat makan atau injection?", i dgn yakinnye menjawab,
"injection please please please!" -dengan mata bergenang. lepas keluar dari bilik doktor tu terus menempel kat bahu abg sbb can't stand the pain dan mata pun mula la hujan. ya rabbi teruknye rasa semalam...


somehow ingatkan the normal cramp kat stomach and my back but rupa-rupanya its not normal. patutlah sakit semacam jer.and berlaku pulak secara tiba2. lepas satu, satu yg jadi. baru kebah demam sikit the previous day, mane nak tahu sakit lagi teruk pulak pastu. dari kelas family lagi, da mengadu kat naz, sakit2 and she offered menstrual pills tu tapi kalau tak period buatpe nak makan kan.huhu.


"your flu is okay already, your fever is not very high, continue your medicine.i 'll give u some medicine for ur stomach pain but if your back still hurts after habis makan ubat, pls come back" -satu sign yg tak baik kot..haih menakutkan. ya rabbi pls help me ease the pain and make it go away..


semalam banyak plan da tertangguh. tak payah list down coz akan sangat panjang. hopefully i'll get better by today and will walk on my feet tomorrow coz banyak benda kena settle!! takpe min, positif! positif! everything will go well.insyaallah.


orang kata bila kita sakit ia akan ingatkan kita kepada semua benda salah yg kita buat and insyaallah akan hapuskan dosa2 kecil..and bila kita sakit barulah kita sedar things about people. which undoubtly, i did somehow. banyak perkara to think about nanti..hmm..

assignments, project, tutorials, tests, replacement classes. thanx ah, mmg kesakitan ini diperlukan sangat lah ye.huhu.

*sarcastic sikit..tapi redha dgn dugaan.huhu..

can't wait to be the real me...again. jumping around carefree. =(

praying hard,

me

make the time go faster, please? =(

6 September 2009




18 September 2009





next?? huhu cepat la masa berlalu.. =(


awan-awan, bintang-bintang, bulan, tolong beritahu dia ape yg saye pesan setiap hari ye..




yours truly,


yasmin

end of ramadhan~~

undeniably busy. yeap. which really makes me feel too malas to on anneliese and make myself type a new post. many things happened these days...sangat2.. well..where shall i start..

• my bestest friend of all times had flew to nottingham. can i please not write about this, coz it will burst me to cry. hehe.min awak amat memahami kawan baik awk ni kan and how fragile i am. no matter what, i love you yasmin ibrahim. (^_^)

yasmin dan yasmin

• this year, we ended the puasa by celebrating our beloved YANNICK NOAH's birthday... konon2 nak buka puasa sama2 je tapi alik2 sampai ke ampang park la kami ye, sambut birthday beliau dgn berkaraoke.. tapi ramai da tak dapat join....well, the original plan was to seludup berlambak lambak bunga api dan mercun and play kat bukit chinta, but mungkin ade hikmah kot, hujan pun turunlah dengan lebatnye ye. hehe..so...kami tak dapat la main perkara2 itu..tapi takpelah coz dapat karaoke. weh mmg gile lah kan..~~ (^_^)

noah ma man happy 20th bday!

• pada hari sabtu, tepat jam 12.30tghari, saye dan abg telah bertolak utk balik ke kuantan terchenta dengan menaiki encik city azman yg sangat behave pada hari itu. saye dah la mengantuk sikit kan coz tido amat la lewatsbb balik amat2 lambat.. begitu juge abg. yg bezanya, abg dapat tido lena tapi saye tak. and saturday morning itu beliau telah keluar pagi2 buta. jadi..tak terkejutlah dia mengantuk. hmm.. jadi da dekat2 area R&R temerloh, dia mintak saye drive. saye pun drive lah.mmg la penat coz banyak kereta tapi tak jammed so takpelah.

• saye telah speeding harap2 tak kena saman.heheh. =p anyway.nak dijadikan cerita, sampai je kuantan kitorang telah merewang ke east coast mall coz abg nak cari barang lagi. haih kepenatan tetapi takpelah ikut sajelah ye kalau tak nanti abg merajuk.mengada punye budak.haha..

• sampai rumah, mandi and buka puasa and all...mlm itu sempat lagi ye saye dan mama pegi carik tudung coz lupe nak bwk balik tudung yg betul.haih clumsy betul saye nih.byk sgt benda nak fikir kot.huhu... kami pegi la cari tudung dan balik rumah dgn ceria coz ade tudung yg cantik.heh.

• apabila balik rumah...saye terus landing atas sofa dan apabila sedar, masa tu da pukul 10.30 malam..wah gile penat boleh tak. and..kalau tak kena kejut berkali-kali mmg saye da pass out da kat atas sofa sampai pagi raya.haha..apelah.. bangun dengan semangat, kitorang pun start la operasi malam raya.havoc gile sangat!!! mama kata mcm ni la anak2 mama bila semua da balik, umah mmg bising sangat mengalahkan org kenduri kawin.hehe. =) copp..ade cerita kelakar. azri tu kena la bersihkan dinding yg berhabuk..si adik ni dah la rabun, dia terus mengelap until la kitorang cakap da takde habuk.haha! habis budak tu dikenakan.padan muke!!!!!! tapi all in all, kami sangat happy!

hmmmm ini cerita dari akhir puasa sampai la sebelum raya..banyak perkara menarik berlaku tapi some of it saye rasa lebih baik left unwritten. =)

love,

Yasmin

happy raya!!!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA,

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!~

(^_^)V

i gotta feeling~~

Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.

It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your life...

You give them a piece of you.

They don't ask for it.

They do something dumb one day like touch you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages.

It gets inside you. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.

It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

Disaster? Maybe.

Worth it? Definately. (^_*)~

yours sincerely,


saye

sama tapi tak serupa (^_^)

saya hanya ada seorang abang nama dia AMIR...

saya ada abang yang berperanan seperti seorang abang dan juga seorang kakak kepada saya sebab dia sangat memahami bahawa saya tak memahami diri sendiri.

ini kerana dia sama mcm saya, tak memahami diri sendiri juga. tapi saya faham dia, dan dia faham saya and that's like completing each other.

abang saya tak kedekut dan dia sangat pentingkan adik2 dia dan dia sanggup datang jauh2 just to teman saya makan kerana saya sangat lapar.

nama saya YASMIN...

saya suka menghabiskan duit utk org2 yg saya sayang.

saya selalunye tak reasonable sangat kalau it concerns the people that i love.

saya prone to menangis dan susah nak stop even for the smallest matter contohnya shahrukh khan mati dlm cerita devdas. =(

kalau nak mintak ape2 form parents, my siblings akan hantar saya utk 'berunding' sebab i can be very persuasive. hehe..

adik perempuan pertama saya bernama ANIS...

kadang2 my younger sister nih lebih relevan daripada saya, dan nasihat2 dia seperti nasihat seorang kakak kepada saya. -mungkin dia confused, dia ingat saye ni adik dia- =p

adik perempuan saya ini lebih garang daripada saya, tak clumsy mcm saya, lebih tough emotionally dan mentally daripada saya..maka saya rasa sepatutnye dia jadi kakak saye. -haih ape ni merepek- *lol

saya selalu cari dia apabila perlu bercakap atau perlu diam.sebab dia faham bahasa saya eventhough saya diam je on the phone. hanye dia seorang je faham. -tetibe saya rasa kami ni kembar tak jadi- =D

adik lelaki pertama saya bernama AZRI...

dia sangat gila, dia sangat rapat dengan saya sampai kami berkomplot kalau nak dapatkan anything from our parents.

dia suka mintak nasihat tapi memang dia tak nak dengar la nasihat saya. -mungkin dia pun rasa saye ni tak macam kakak dia-

dia juga banyak kasi opinion yg kadang2 memang menyakitkan hati tapi takpelah coz dia masih budak2 walaupun ketinggian sangat tinggi lah daripada saya sampai kalau keluar berdua org ingatkan couple.

kalau dia nak minta sesuatu dari mama, dia akan komplot dengan saya. kalau nak mintak sesuatu dari papa, dia akan komplot dengan abang.

kami selalu kena marah sebab selalu defend dia walaupun dia buat perkara2 bodoh. so kiranye, kami mengspoilkan budak2 nih. *haih..

adik seterusnya, AIMAN...

aiman ni seorang yg sangat attractive dan friendly dan he is a charmer.

moto hidup dia, kawan kakak2 dan abg2 dia adalah kawan dia.

dia selalu cari pasal dengan saya tapi abg sangat give in kepada dia. kalau dia kena marah, saya sedih. kalau saya marah dia pun saya sedih. kalau dia marah saya, saya lawan tapi masih sedih. -ha ni pun mungkin rasa dia lebih matang daripada saya-

nevertheless, dia sangat pandai amik hati dan mintak simpati daripada abg2 dan kakak2 dia contohnya dia akan buat ayat sedih seperti.."min nak icecream tak, baby ade rm20 ni guna la dulu" -haih pastu terus rasa sayang balik then gaduh lagi.

pengarang jantung saya adelah NINA...

budak ini adelah yg paling spoilt dalam family sebab dia lahir time abg2 dan kakak2 da besar.

almost semua duit yg kami ade kami akan habiskan kat dia -speaking for myself je- because selalu menggatal nak beli stuffs for her. buku lah, pencil colours lah, baju lah, hair clips lah, everything under the sky and on the earth lah nak kasi. kalau boleh nak give the whole world to her.

dia faham kalau kita cerita problem kat dia.and dia selalu tak suka kalau kitorang nangis. kalau saye atau anis sedih dia akan sedih sekali dan benda ni jadikan kami da tak sedih lagi coz ia sangat kelakar.

kalau dia kena marah dengan mama or papa, kami akan selamatkan dia dan drive her around and when we get back home, semua da reda. dia mewarisi bakat abgnye dalam meminta simpati.."kak min, nina ade tige ringgit je mcm mane nak belanje?" *lol

adik2 saya semuanya sangat lucky because they have abang as their big brother and me as their big sister. saya share almost everything yang perlu, under the sky dengan siblings saya dan kami sangat attached to each other sampaikan kalau sehari tak ada message memang tak sah.

kalau kami berkumpul ber6, kami akan ade keyword. I NEED HELP! dan semua akan datang utk dengar dan solve kan masalah, this is the way kami keep the love and this is the way we bond. this is because time sangat precious now that kami da besar and leave the house one by one..

saye juge sangat lucky bcoz ade siblings yang walaupun kami gila dan tak act mcm what we should act, tapi kami love each other dearly and unconditionally. kami semua adelah sama tapi definitely not serupa =)

*love and love and love from Yasmin*

A fairy tale, told once upon a time...

Im sure everybody knows how the story of Cinderella develops. but..here's to just summarise everything. (^_^)

Once upon a time there was a young girl called Cinderella. She lived with father and two step sisters.While her step sisters were living in joy, Cinderella had to do every hard work in the house.

When step sisters wore pretty new clothes Cinderella had to wear old,ragged clothes, but Cinderella sweet and prettier than her sisters. One day a royal messenger came to announce that there was to be a grand ball at the king's palace.The ball for honour of the king's only son, very handsome prince.who not found a bride yet. When, the evening of the ball arrived, Cinderella had to help her sisters get ready.But they didn't think a second that Cinderella might like to go to the ball.She had to remain at the home in sadly.



At once,her fairy god mother appeared before Cinderella,asking-"Why are you worried,my dear?"Cinderella explained her desire to fairy god mother,wiping away her tears.The fairy god mother said."I can help you,but you must do exactly as i say.""Yes.I will" promised Cinderella."Then go into the garden and fetch the biggest pumpkin. "fairy god mother said.Cinderella found a very large pumpkin.and the fairy wave her magic wand and the pumpkin became a beautiful golden coach. "Now bring me six white mice from the kitchen."said fairy god mother and Cinderella did as she was told.



Waving her magic wand,the mice changed into six bright white horses to pull the coach.Then Cinderella looked down at her old ragged clothes with amazement.Her fairy mother changed the old ragged clothes to fine white ballgown trimmed with blue silk ribbon, in trice waving.There were jewels and dainty glass dancing slippers."Now you can go." said fairy mother."just one thing remember, the magic only for midnight." So, Cinderella went to the ball in her wonderful golden coach.In the ball,every body was enchanted by the beautiful girl in the white and blue dress."Who is she?" they murmured.



The price thought Cinderella was the loveliest girl he had ever seen."May i have the honour of this dance?"He asked,bowing low.Cinderella danced with the prince all evening.She forgot her fairy mother's warning until the clock began to strike midnight.She ran from the ballroom with out a word.In her hurry, she lost one of her glass slippers.The prince ran-out just as the lovely girl slipped out of sight."I don't even know her name." he sighed. When the Cinderella's sisters arrived home from the ball,they were chatting - "The girl left in such a hurry,he wouldn't dance at all."Cinderella's heart was whirling with memories of the handsome price who had held her in his arms.



Next day the prince was decided to find out the mysterious beauty who had stolen his heart.The glass slipper was the only clue he had.The prince set out, with a royal messenger carried the slipper on a silk cushion, saying - "The girl whose foot will fit this slipper shall be prince's bride."Every girl in the kingdom wanted to try on the slipper. But no one fit.At last the prince came to Cinderella's house. Each ugly sister in turn tried to the elegant slipper.But too big and clumsy.Then prince asked from father."Do you have any other daughters?""One more" father replied."She is much too busy in the kitchen."said one sister.But price wanted to give chance all the sisters.Cinderella hung her head in shame.



But she have to put the slipper."Of course,it fitted her perfectly." cried the messenger.the prince recognised Cinderella's sweet face.He said "It is you,Please be my bride."Cinderella's god mother appeared and dressed her in a gown fit for a princess,waving her magic wand.Then the prince led Cinderella home to the royal palace. Cinderella and her prince were married at the most magnificent wedding that any one could remember.Even Cinderella's sisters had to agree that she was the loveliest bride they had ever seen.

*fin*

On one fine night, I told this beautiful yet cliche fairy tale to my pengarang jantung, named noor alina bt. mohamad, to put her to sleep. When i thought she had closed her eyes, turned to the right side of the bed, hugging pinky to her chest, i decided to quietly leave the room to watch the television..just for the sake of switching through the channels kot kot ade cerita best kan.. tiba2. "kak min, lepas diorang kawin diorang gaduh tak?" -that sweet voice uttered those words without mumbling. "err...tak kot.ni kan princess.princess mane boleh gaduh" i smiled back at her, tucked her in and kissed her on the forehead, hoping that she will again go back to sleep. "abis tu kenape kalau org kawin gaduh je cerai?" ish budak ni banyak soal la pulak kan camne nak jawab nih. "nina, ape kata kalau nina tido dulu, esok lepas sahur org cerita ok?" then she went back to her pinky and finally slept. i pun da tak larat nak keluar so i pun tidur jugak.



after sahur, she tuntut from me, the answers that i owed her that night. then i tried my best to answer her without memburukkan anything and thank god dia terima jawapan tu walaupun gelak2 dan tak puas hati.


this made me think. are the kids today that exposed to adult's problems? somehow last time when my parents told me fairy tales, i tend to absorb terus into my head and no questions asked. but this is rather different. later, i called my younger sister and told her about that. much to my surprise, anis said that nina has been like that forever, and she always asks questions keluar daripada what a 6-year-old should ask. samada dia terlalu pandai, atau pun kitorang yang tak sedar dia da besar. huhu..kanak2 semakin pandai. =)



i thought her antics habis kat situ je. but no. again, she asked benda yang mengejutkan. she actually asked about our -abg, me, anis, azri's- love life. eh budak ni ape kes? which i didn't answer bcoz i just couldn't. neither did anis.

this really makes me ponder.



*end*

Yasmin likes pretty stuffs *winks! (^_^)

specially written for mr.pilot >-->-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MUIZZ
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

today is the 1st of September. today is a special day for you.


HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY
MUHAMMAD AL-MU'IZZ

may you have a very happy life ahead, lots of thank you for always being there for me in my sorrow and misery.

oh dear, semalam i wanted to give you a call but somehow i know that u need to rest because of your health complication. muizz i was shocked to know but i know that u needed support so here i am again, writing this specially for a good friend i had known since i was 16 years old. and...

GUESS WHAT!!!

i tried to write a poem for you! hahahaha memang it sounds silly and agak childish -hello, kredit la sikit, i wrote it dalam masa erm...half an hour kot- haha. =p so here goes nothing~

Whenever your birthday rolls around,
I contemplate once more,
How happy I am that you were born;
The thought makes my heart soar.

Because you mean so much to me,
I celebrate your birth.
Sharing time and space with you,
Rings my bell for all it’s worth.


I wish your birthdays happened more,
So I could let you know,
How very much you mean to me,
And so I could tell you so.

I'm fortunate, and I'm glad
I got you as my friend;
Even if I had the chance,
I wouldn't pick another ten.

Once a year I get the chance
To wish you birthday cheer.
It pleases me no end to say,
I wish you another great year.

ngeee~~~ -senyum lebar gile- =D

hello, at least i tried, ok? haha..

ok i wish you all the best in life ahead, and all the things that i had wished you earlier. -mcm malas sikit nak type kat cni- =p

and muizz, please please please take good care of your health. and pls don't hesitate to bug me whenever u need to, as i have bugged u more, i know. =)

please recover soon enough and get back on your feet, there are just many other things to be done rather than melepak atas katil doing nothing but sleep. pegi la jog ke, main tenis ke.hehe.

thank you for all the things you have done for me, listening whatsoever. and im glad that we are still friends after all the long years and i hope it will never end.

p/s: kite makan kek after raya ok, or whenever lah when u r still at home or..bile u dapat kerja.hehe.=p

yours sincerely,
min