please please please..!!
-yasmin-
-yasmin-
27 November 2009
23 November 2009
pictures sometimes do speak
yesterday night entah kenape, mood emo tiba2 datang. i on anneliese, then pegi kat picture files and i went through almost all the pictures yg ade in that file. memang banyak sangat...berjam-jam jugak lah actually nak go through everything.huhu. tapi..somehow i wanted to do it.
browsed through gambar2 kat asasi, gambar2 dgn senior2 yg baru graduated, where we went for bowling, raya trips, mock trial 08 and what not..dan jugak gambar masa lawnite early this february. hmm..here i thought of so many things.
i looked at the pictures of me and my friends who i will still see them next semester, will still hang out with them, and i know thy will always be by my side as always, which they had never failed to do so. i know no matter what i will face in the future, you guys will always have my back.
then there are pictures of my seniors yg just graduated, things are just not the same without them.. i remembered everytime i turned to them for whatever reasons, they always have the right things to say. some of them i dah tak jumpa, some of them i refuse to jumpa, some of them im still happy boleh berjumpa, and some of them just refuses to jumpa saya. so. yeah, everything is different now..
next, the pictures of my seniors and friends who has not graduated yet and i'll be seeing them lagi. as i went through the file, i saw this one picture of me and this senior. my heart felt ripped apart. in that picture, we were smiling and it was such a sincere smile we had on our faces. everything was prefect at that time. tapi semua tu da tak sama now. im sure nothing is the same anymore. nothing is going to be the same anymore.
browsed through gambar2 kat asasi, gambar2 dgn senior2 yg baru graduated, where we went for bowling, raya trips, mock trial 08 and what not..dan jugak gambar masa lawnite early this february. hmm..here i thought of so many things.
i looked at the pictures of me and my friends who i will still see them next semester, will still hang out with them, and i know thy will always be by my side as always, which they had never failed to do so. i know no matter what i will face in the future, you guys will always have my back.
then there are pictures of my seniors yg just graduated, things are just not the same without them.. i remembered everytime i turned to them for whatever reasons, they always have the right things to say. some of them i dah tak jumpa, some of them i refuse to jumpa, some of them im still happy boleh berjumpa, and some of them just refuses to jumpa saya. so. yeah, everything is different now..
next, the pictures of my seniors and friends who has not graduated yet and i'll be seeing them lagi. as i went through the file, i saw this one picture of me and this senior. my heart felt ripped apart. in that picture, we were smiling and it was such a sincere smile we had on our faces. everything was prefect at that time. tapi semua tu da tak sama now. im sure nothing is the same anymore. nothing is going to be the same anymore.
i cried
sometimes a moment of silence is needed
.. me ..
.. me ..
18 November 2009
magical isn't it?
when you hold someone's hands, have you ever wonder how magical it is that your hands fit that person's hands so perfectly?
whan you walk side by side holding hands, have you ever wonder how magical it is that your right/left hand fits their right/left hand so perfectly?
when you talk front to front and hold hands, have you ever wonder how magical it is that your hands fit each other's so perfectly?
whan you walk side by side holding hands, have you ever wonder how magical it is that your right/left hand fits their right/left hand so perfectly?
when you talk front to front and hold hands, have you ever wonder how magical it is that your hands fit each other's so perfectly?
.. i do ..
p/s: little little things amuse me, honestly..teehee~~~
always amused,
yasmin
p/s: little little things amuse me, honestly..teehee~~~
always amused,
yasmin
17 November 2009
maybe its just not OUR time yet
habis sudah my exam for this semester. the last paper was a fair one lah, wished i have the ability to write faster and memorise more things and dapat manfaatkan all the 2 1/2 hours dengan jayanye. (well its a psychology thingy- just like when u said u would do better in exams provided u r given more time..which is never enough) so here i am, still at the college packing stuffs and by the end of this week insyaallah, i'll be going home.
well..this post is just something that i have been observing for quite sometime jugak recently, as for the past 2 weeks i have been travelling from kl-ktn and from ktn-kl menaiki bas pink itu. this is something that maybe we all think is normal. but what we should ask ourselves is, we just don't care because is it really normal, or is it normal because we just don't care. different structure of sentence give different meaning ya, point should be taken here. i tell this story not to show that im a good person, jauh sekali. just want to share my observation and berharap my loyal readers tahu ape utk dilakukan apabila berdepan dgn situasi mcm ni..
one day after arriving from kl, i was waiting for my mum to come fetch me at the bus station in kuantan. i sat kat tempat where ade ramai org because i am kinda scared to sit alone mane la tau kena harrass ke, i wouldn't want to experience any of that touch wood! then suddenly ade la this old man, coming down from a bas tambang at the other side of the road. he had a luggage with him, he was wearing a kopiah and he was holding a tongkat. "oh pak cik ni tak boleh lihat rupenye..berani nye dia travel sorang2.." i thought to myself. then i heard la the people around me making fun of him because he can't see. ade these group of guys yg mcm bajet2 poyo pun duk kacau2 that poor old man, jerit "kereta!kereta!" when he wanted to cross the road. teragak-agak la pakcik tu. saye beristighfar panjang. org2 kat keliling saye semua buat tak tahu je, as though they can't see that old blind man trying to cross the road. yes, salah saye juge kerana menjadi that part of majority. then suddenly ade this guy went to him and talked for a while and came back to my side of the road, he said to his friend, "pakcik tu nak pegi mane tah aku tak tau, nak tolong camne." at that time, i put down my things and crossed the road to get to that old blind man and tanye la pakcik nak pegi mane. "pakcik nak melintas, pak cik nak pegi benteng.org bas tu kata turun kat sini je." benteng?ya rabbi,jauh lagi dari stesen bas nih. jauh sangat.kenape org bas tu kata turun kat sini? haih. then sy minta permission pakcik tu to hold his hands and i helped him cross that busy road, towards a cab. then pakcik teksi tu tanye dia nak pegi mane, and pakcik tu gave him a piece of paper with an address..encik teksi kata agak2 dalam rm8. so i paid la dulu. i was so relieved that at least i had done my part. saye terfikir, mintak dijauhkan, macam mane lah kalau parents saye mcm pakcik tu, atau kalau saye tiba2 jadi buta dan alami masalah mcm tu.
ade ke org nak tolong? people just don't care, MAYBE ITS JUST NOT THEIR TIME YET.
the next situation, masa saye nak naik bas to kl. masa ni semua org pun tengah beratur la nak naik bas kan..ha ini satu benda yg baik la coz org takkan berebut nak naik bas, lebih organised lah.. saye datang agak lambat so saye berada di bahagian tengah barisan. then semua org pun nak naikbas dengan gembira..yeay! nak pegi kl.haha. mcm tu la perasaan saye pada masa tu. di bahagian depan sikit daripada saye ade bebrapa lelaki dan perempuan melayu yg muda, maybe tua sedikit daripada saya. dan di depan mereka ade an old indian couple..maybe dalam 60-an mcm tu. saye suka lihat mereka, masih pegang tangan walaupun umur da meningkat. -senyum sendiri- the uncle or shall i call atuk selamat naik bas tuh, with some difficulties lah.yelah, tangga bas tu agak tinggi lah and agak jauh sikit dari platform tuh. then he was on the bus stairs, the wife held his hands and tried to get on the bus as well. tapi dia tak mampu. then she tried lagi, tapi masih tak mampu. kesian tgk her other hand cuba mencapai the bus door as a support. so from the back i mcm cakap lah.."kena tolong tu" and the youngsters melayu depan saye mestilah dengar melainkan diorg pekak, tapi masih tak berganjak utk tlg. saye rasa agak terkilan because saye seorang melayu. saye beristighfar panjang.. saye bergerak towards the old woman, offered my hand as a support, later ade abang ni pun datang tolong jugak. apabila saye naik bas, the old couple says thank you and how lucky my parents to have a daughter like me. rasa direstui, feeling2 hindustan jap.heh. apabila saye duduk at my seat, saye terfikir..mintak dijauhkan..macam mane lah kalau parents saye macam old couple tu, atau apabila saye dah tua dan mengalami masalah mcm tu.
ade ke org nak tolong? people just don't care, MAYBE ITS JUST NOT THEIR TIME YET.
another situation is apabila saye tiba kat station pekeliling. sementara tunggu cinta hati datang fetch me, saye duduk kat one place ni, ramai org tunggu kat situ, berdekatan dengan teksi2 yg menunggu penumpang. haa kat sini, i was amused by this one thing. ade a family of 6, ibubapa maybe 40-an, seorang abang around 20 years, seorang kakak around 17years, seorang adik lelaki around 14 years adan seorang adik perempuan maybe 7 tahun. the thing that made me amused is that the fact that semua mereka adelah buta kecuali adik perempuan kecil tu. si bapa bawak tongkat, pimpin isteri n anak perempuan kecil tu. yang bertiga lagi saling berpimpin dan abg tu memegang baju si bapa. ya rabbi. banyak betul dugaan keluarga tu. saye amat bersyukur coz my family dilahirkan sempurna.insaf betul bile tgk perkara mcm tu.. anyway.. ape yg i nak share in this situation is that pakcik2 teksi tu adelah agak perverted! bile perempuan lalu diorg buat bunyi2..then cakap all bad things about girls. saye dengar pun rasa menyampah dan mmg patut lah takde org naik teksi diorg! then ade foreigner ni, a couple.. maybe from arab saudi..he was asking for directions kat pakcik teksi tu..then pakcik teksi tu persuaded him to get in his taxi tapi diorg refused and hanye nak tahu direction. then dgn sombongnya pakcik teksi tu kata "i don't know" and terus masuk dlm teksi dan tutup pintu. masyaallah. later the foreigners pun tanye kat abg yg duduk sebelah saye, and he told them the directions and how to get there by LRT. oh, diorg nak pegi jln masjid india, mmg wajarlah tak naik teksi. lepas mereka went off, saye dan abg yg baik tu borak la kejap on how rude the taxi drivers were. pada masa itu, saye terfikir.. mintak dijauhkan..macam mane lah kalau parents saye macam foreigners tu in a foreign country, atau apabila saye pergi foreign country dan mengalami masalah mcm tu.
ade ke org nak tolong? people just don't care, MAYBE ITS JUST NOT THEIR TIME YET.
whenever i feel sorry for something, i always come back to my basics, ape yg diajar sejak tadika dulu..buat baik kat org, biar org buat jahat kat kita..kita jgn balas balik.. i can't help but to put myself in their shoes..dan fikir ape saye akan rasa kalau org buat tak baik to org2 yg saye sayang...semua ni ade dalam fikiran saye. papa selalu cakap.."hari ni hari dia, hari kita tak tau lagi." indeed. entahlah... harap2 saye tak akan jadi mcm org2 yg tak baik tu, dan selalu bersyukur..
MAYBE ITS JUST NOT OUR TIME YET.
well..this post is just something that i have been observing for quite sometime jugak recently, as for the past 2 weeks i have been travelling from kl-ktn and from ktn-kl menaiki bas pink itu. this is something that maybe we all think is normal. but what we should ask ourselves is, we just don't care because is it really normal, or is it normal because we just don't care. different structure of sentence give different meaning ya, point should be taken here. i tell this story not to show that im a good person, jauh sekali. just want to share my observation and berharap my loyal readers tahu ape utk dilakukan apabila berdepan dgn situasi mcm ni..
one day after arriving from kl, i was waiting for my mum to come fetch me at the bus station in kuantan. i sat kat tempat where ade ramai org because i am kinda scared to sit alone mane la tau kena harrass ke, i wouldn't want to experience any of that touch wood! then suddenly ade la this old man, coming down from a bas tambang at the other side of the road. he had a luggage with him, he was wearing a kopiah and he was holding a tongkat. "oh pak cik ni tak boleh lihat rupenye..berani nye dia travel sorang2.." i thought to myself. then i heard la the people around me making fun of him because he can't see. ade these group of guys yg mcm bajet2 poyo pun duk kacau2 that poor old man, jerit "kereta!kereta!" when he wanted to cross the road. teragak-agak la pakcik tu. saye beristighfar panjang. org2 kat keliling saye semua buat tak tahu je, as though they can't see that old blind man trying to cross the road. yes, salah saye juge kerana menjadi that part of majority. then suddenly ade this guy went to him and talked for a while and came back to my side of the road, he said to his friend, "pakcik tu nak pegi mane tah aku tak tau, nak tolong camne." at that time, i put down my things and crossed the road to get to that old blind man and tanye la pakcik nak pegi mane. "pakcik nak melintas, pak cik nak pegi benteng.org bas tu kata turun kat sini je." benteng?ya rabbi,jauh lagi dari stesen bas nih. jauh sangat.kenape org bas tu kata turun kat sini? haih. then sy minta permission pakcik tu to hold his hands and i helped him cross that busy road, towards a cab. then pakcik teksi tu tanye dia nak pegi mane, and pakcik tu gave him a piece of paper with an address..encik teksi kata agak2 dalam rm8. so i paid la dulu. i was so relieved that at least i had done my part. saye terfikir, mintak dijauhkan, macam mane lah kalau parents saye mcm pakcik tu, atau kalau saye tiba2 jadi buta dan alami masalah mcm tu.
ade ke org nak tolong? people just don't care, MAYBE ITS JUST NOT THEIR TIME YET.
the next situation, masa saye nak naik bas to kl. masa ni semua org pun tengah beratur la nak naik bas kan..ha ini satu benda yg baik la coz org takkan berebut nak naik bas, lebih organised lah.. saye datang agak lambat so saye berada di bahagian tengah barisan. then semua org pun nak naikbas dengan gembira..yeay! nak pegi kl.haha. mcm tu la perasaan saye pada masa tu. di bahagian depan sikit daripada saye ade bebrapa lelaki dan perempuan melayu yg muda, maybe tua sedikit daripada saya. dan di depan mereka ade an old indian couple..maybe dalam 60-an mcm tu. saye suka lihat mereka, masih pegang tangan walaupun umur da meningkat. -senyum sendiri- the uncle or shall i call atuk selamat naik bas tuh, with some difficulties lah.yelah, tangga bas tu agak tinggi lah and agak jauh sikit dari platform tuh. then he was on the bus stairs, the wife held his hands and tried to get on the bus as well. tapi dia tak mampu. then she tried lagi, tapi masih tak mampu. kesian tgk her other hand cuba mencapai the bus door as a support. so from the back i mcm cakap lah.."kena tolong tu" and the youngsters melayu depan saye mestilah dengar melainkan diorg pekak, tapi masih tak berganjak utk tlg. saye rasa agak terkilan because saye seorang melayu. saye beristighfar panjang.. saye bergerak towards the old woman, offered my hand as a support, later ade abang ni pun datang tolong jugak. apabila saye naik bas, the old couple says thank you and how lucky my parents to have a daughter like me. rasa direstui, feeling2 hindustan jap.heh. apabila saye duduk at my seat, saye terfikir..mintak dijauhkan..macam mane lah kalau parents saye macam old couple tu, atau apabila saye dah tua dan mengalami masalah mcm tu.
ade ke org nak tolong? people just don't care, MAYBE ITS JUST NOT THEIR TIME YET.
another situation is apabila saye tiba kat station pekeliling. sementara tunggu cinta hati datang fetch me, saye duduk kat one place ni, ramai org tunggu kat situ, berdekatan dengan teksi2 yg menunggu penumpang. haa kat sini, i was amused by this one thing. ade a family of 6, ibubapa maybe 40-an, seorang abang around 20 years, seorang kakak around 17years, seorang adik lelaki around 14 years adan seorang adik perempuan maybe 7 tahun. the thing that made me amused is that the fact that semua mereka adelah buta kecuali adik perempuan kecil tu. si bapa bawak tongkat, pimpin isteri n anak perempuan kecil tu. yang bertiga lagi saling berpimpin dan abg tu memegang baju si bapa. ya rabbi. banyak betul dugaan keluarga tu. saye amat bersyukur coz my family dilahirkan sempurna.insaf betul bile tgk perkara mcm tu.. anyway.. ape yg i nak share in this situation is that pakcik2 teksi tu adelah agak perverted! bile perempuan lalu diorg buat bunyi2..then cakap all bad things about girls. saye dengar pun rasa menyampah dan mmg patut lah takde org naik teksi diorg! then ade foreigner ni, a couple.. maybe from arab saudi..he was asking for directions kat pakcik teksi tu..then pakcik teksi tu persuaded him to get in his taxi tapi diorg refused and hanye nak tahu direction. then dgn sombongnya pakcik teksi tu kata "i don't know" and terus masuk dlm teksi dan tutup pintu. masyaallah. later the foreigners pun tanye kat abg yg duduk sebelah saye, and he told them the directions and how to get there by LRT. oh, diorg nak pegi jln masjid india, mmg wajarlah tak naik teksi. lepas mereka went off, saye dan abg yg baik tu borak la kejap on how rude the taxi drivers were. pada masa itu, saye terfikir.. mintak dijauhkan..macam mane lah kalau parents saye macam foreigners tu in a foreign country, atau apabila saye pergi foreign country dan mengalami masalah mcm tu.
ade ke org nak tolong? people just don't care, MAYBE ITS JUST NOT THEIR TIME YET.
whenever i feel sorry for something, i always come back to my basics, ape yg diajar sejak tadika dulu..buat baik kat org, biar org buat jahat kat kita..kita jgn balas balik.. i can't help but to put myself in their shoes..dan fikir ape saye akan rasa kalau org buat tak baik to org2 yg saye sayang...semua ni ade dalam fikiran saye. papa selalu cakap.."hari ni hari dia, hari kita tak tau lagi." indeed. entahlah... harap2 saye tak akan jadi mcm org2 yg tak baik tu, dan selalu bersyukur..
MAYBE ITS JUST NOT OUR TIME YET.
me,
yasmin
yasmin
15 November 2009
the one month journey
siapa kata bercinta tu senang?
suatu masa dulu, saye sangat takut nak jebakkan diri dalam a serious relationship.what to expect, its all because of the previous relationships yg din work out well, the time period pulak sangat lah singkat. sometimes kalau kita da kenal someone itu terlalu lama pun is still not enough and tak practical to be in a serious relationship if only one party yg beriya. well, actually i cant blame everything on that, betul la what people say, what doesn't kill you will make you stronger. very early this year, i fell quite hard lah i must say, and until now i cant forget everything that had happened between me and hamba Allah sorang ni, how easy it was for him and how stupid i felt. tapi,itu semua history. buku dah tutup lama dulu. apabila tiba2 teringat, saye membusykan diri. bukan tak ade yang mengapproach, tapi cuma saye tak mahu perkara itu berulang lagi, jadi baik saye stay away dari something yg i am not ready for. berkawan biar ramai..abg kata saye melayan, memang betul. tapi saye tak pernah bagi harapan and i make it very clear then.
tiba2 came along this guy. berkawan mcm tu jelah, kalau jumpe say hai, kalau tak jumpe, takdela mencari pun..ape yg saye tahu, dia hanye lah seorg kwn baru yg susah nak didekati dan selalu je emo. after beberapa bulan kami jadi rapat. we went through so many things yg menyerabutkan kepala otak together, at one point i thought that the things that connected us both adelah perkara2 yg entah ape2 dan saye rasa kami memang takkan jadi lebih than just acquaintance je. we were so different. very much. i really dont know how or when i started to like him, as my mind dah set: budak ni sangat lain from me, and it wont work out well. i treated him sangat sarcastically, nak drive him off my mind and away from me. but somehow...somehow.. the rejection of the mind created acceptance at heart. sangat menakutkan because i was so sure at first that he is really not my type and im just gonna go with the flow..because at that time everything was complicated. really complicated and due to circumstances, he and i cant really sit down and hang out like normal friends do. i repeat, due to circumstances.
tapi Allah da tentukan everything. the more we fought, the more we treated each other like entah pape.... the more we come to like each other and want to spend more time together, doing nothing at all. honestly, in the 3 months over yg we have known each other, we see the bad sides if us first, rather than the good ones. here, nothing is fake. we marah2 each other, be sarcastic sangat2 towards each other, be j****ss towards each other, terasa hati with each other, rasa geram dan sedih towards each other, be 'whatever' to each other, and semua ini, adelah real feelings and tak dibuat buat. yes, we can fake to be perfect in others eyes, but we really cant fake to be mean to other people. as i said earlier, we potrayed our bad behaviours rather than trying to impress each other with perfect behaviours during our early perkenalan.
slowly...i began to learn about him. betul la, never judge a book by its cover. lama kelamaan i see the soft side of him. and i was really comfortable..because im done seeing the keburukan before this.. and surprisingly, we got along real fine and kerap spend time together. we know each other better, understand each other better, talk about our problems, be there for each other and care a lot about each other. learning process is never easy. the last fight we had was a really ugly one, up to the point that i nearly give up on him and malas nak fikir langsung dah.
however, the fact that he took the trouble to come to my place late that night to sort things out with me, and settlekan the problem, really touches the bottom of my heart. i realised one thing no doubt:
i was important to him as he was important to me.
after that night, i don't hesitate anymore.. =) somehow the differences in us managed to make the relationship more meaningful and more fun..kan awk kan? mcm yg dia pernah cakap, we have been too far ahead to turn back.. i agree.
as time flies, we learn more about each other. indeed. to be in love is also a learning process because we will get to know the partner more, learn new things about them everyday. and this learning thingy had taken place since 3 bulan lalu! and guess what, now he can even guess whats on my mind, and sometimes we even complete each other's sentences! wicked kan? i learn to understand his body gestures, his facial expressions and the next thing i know, this guy is not so hard to read jugak after all. haha..
saye berdoa supaya relationship ni akan kekal sampai bila2. slowly i realise that the differences that we had made us more similar as time goes by. i know i make it sound complicated, but it actually is not complicated after all. before i start to complicate sentences lagi, i think i should stop typing. lol. oh ya, sedar tak sekarang ni post kat blog ni dah tak se-stess post yg awal2? magical kan? =)
p/s:
happy first month anniversary baby..
*hope we become stronger in the days to come
*hope the butterflies wont go away from us
*hope the stars will be faithful
*harap2 the sun shines so bright so that sunny days will never end
..:: i love you ::..
happy first month anniversary baby..
*hope we become stronger in the days to come
*hope the butterflies wont go away from us
*hope the stars will be faithful
*harap2 the sun shines so bright so that sunny days will never end
..:: i love you ::..
counting the days,
*princess yasmin*
-yes, i express my feelings in my blog-
*princess yasmin*
-yes, i express my feelings in my blog-
11 November 2009
everybody...
this post is dedicated to all my friends that i have not met for such a long long time...
i miss you guys so much..
i really do..
yasmin
nadia
farah
izzat
faiz
adib
zubair
ain
muizz
haris
fai
arol
fatin
ayi
hwee yin
anusha
zahirah
etti
kamarul
thara
eppa
ju anne
foong may
*and everyone else yg names are not mentioned here, you know who u are la okay...
i miss you guys so much..
i really do..
yasmin
nadia
farah
izzat
faiz
adib
zubair
ain
muizz
haris
fai
arol
fatin
ayi
hwee yin
anusha
zahirah
etti
kamarul
thara
eppa
ju anne
foong may
*and everyone else yg names are not mentioned here, you know who u are la okay...
today i thought about you
and i realized something
i felt like a part of me was missing
and i discovered it was YOU
we're so comfortable around each other
and we don't have to think about
what we say, or how we say it
i missed that today, i missed YOU
i thought of the times when we
kicked back, shared our dream, our hopes
and plans ~ and you really listened
i missed that today, i missed YOU
remembering your smile
i love how being just who we are is enough
i missed that today, i missed YOU
and so, as you go through your busy day
and i go through mine
please know that you often cross my mind
and i realized something
i felt like a part of me was missing
and i discovered it was YOU
we're so comfortable around each other
and we don't have to think about
what we say, or how we say it
i missed that today, i missed YOU
i thought of the times when we
kicked back, shared our dream, our hopes
and plans ~ and you really listened
i missed that today, i missed YOU
remembering your smile
and how you made me smile
created a smilei love how being just who we are is enough
i missed that today, i missed YOU
and so, as you go through your busy day
and i go through mine
please know that you often cross my mind
and i missed you today, i missed YOU
- i really miss u guys so much-
home.home.home.
i decided. so suddenly. needed to go home pronto. no bagpack pun. just me. kenapa?
saye pun tatau.
.. SERABUT ..
p/s: just feel that home is the safest, MOST APPROPIATE place i can be at, when im down.
-im home, safe-
saye pun tatau.
.. SERABUT ..
p/s: just feel that home is the safest, MOST APPROPIATE place i can be at, when im down.
-im home, safe-
10 November 2009
5 things i am happy about at this moment.... =)
firstly, i am very much happy to see encik Rude telah happy dengan hidupnya. alhamdulillah, after everything i am sure that you guys are very much happy. =) alah, biaq pi ape org nak cakap, nanti diorang penat..(or terkena kat muka sendiri), diorang diam lah.. chill, tapi please la abg, no swearing lah when u message me. mengganggu tau tak. habis 'kotor' my phone.hehe.... ape2 pun, im so glad that you guys are happy, and dont you think its high time you guys go public? *wink!
secondly, i am very very very happy (more like relieved) that the final paper for encik family has ended. gosh what a tough paper it was, too many issues to point out yet so limited time to do so. cases, acts, semua macam bercampur je. i believed i came to the exam hall, prepared. this i have no doubt of. but then when i practically see the tensed faces, the cries, the worries and what not, i pun somehow felt unprepared la pulak. bole tak tiba2 everything goes blank, da tak teringat what cases to apply for what! berdiri diam2, selawat byk2, tak melibatkan diri dlm last minute discussions, call imran, dan telah masuk ke exam dlm keadaan seram sejuk. weird. spend at least 10 minutes to really ingat balik everything, so slowly but alhamdulillah, i just didnt stop writing, not till the very end. alhamdulillah it has ended.
thirdly, i am sangat happy because i have a gap of 1 week to baca balik for conflicts of laws, which will be on the 16th no 2009, pukul 11.30am, aras 2 bangunan peperiksaan. da berjanji dgn ayie to go together nanti. fewwwhhh~~~ rehat jap, nanti mula study lagi. =) hee~~~
fourthly, im so happy because papa kata akan datang kL this saturday, at least dapat la mengubat rindu. wanted to go back to kuantan during this 1 week gap but papa kata i would be penat because the journey bukan 1 jam je.hmm betul jugak. now thinking whether nak balik sentul or not.*sigh... at least kat sentul ade tv dan dvd dan aircond dan katil yg best dan makanan boleh didapati di mana2.ade khairul zabidi juge.hehe... =p but.....tak ade wifi-means no internet! huhu.. what should i do dear readers???...
last but not least, i am so so so so so so so so so so happpppppyyyyyy sangat because i get to spend time dengan encik elmo. cepat2 la balik ke kolej, encik elmo, saye da rinduuuuu eventhough baru kuar semalam.lalala~~~ we have to make use of the time yang ade, because lepas my paper i'll be going back, and bile lagi la nak jumpe is a big big big question in my head.sangat. cepat la balik. cepat la balik. =)
secondly, i am very very very happy (more like relieved) that the final paper for encik family has ended. gosh what a tough paper it was, too many issues to point out yet so limited time to do so. cases, acts, semua macam bercampur je. i believed i came to the exam hall, prepared. this i have no doubt of. but then when i practically see the tensed faces, the cries, the worries and what not, i pun somehow felt unprepared la pulak. bole tak tiba2 everything goes blank, da tak teringat what cases to apply for what! berdiri diam2, selawat byk2, tak melibatkan diri dlm last minute discussions, call imran, dan telah masuk ke exam dlm keadaan seram sejuk. weird. spend at least 10 minutes to really ingat balik everything, so slowly but alhamdulillah, i just didnt stop writing, not till the very end. alhamdulillah it has ended.
thirdly, i am sangat happy because i have a gap of 1 week to baca balik for conflicts of laws, which will be on the 16th no 2009, pukul 11.30am, aras 2 bangunan peperiksaan. da berjanji dgn ayie to go together nanti. fewwwhhh~~~ rehat jap, nanti mula study lagi. =) hee~~~
fourthly, im so happy because papa kata akan datang kL this saturday, at least dapat la mengubat rindu. wanted to go back to kuantan during this 1 week gap but papa kata i would be penat because the journey bukan 1 jam je.hmm betul jugak. now thinking whether nak balik sentul or not.*sigh... at least kat sentul ade tv dan dvd dan aircond dan katil yg best dan makanan boleh didapati di mana2.ade khairul zabidi juge.hehe... =p but.....tak ade wifi-means no internet! huhu.. what should i do dear readers???...
last but not least, i am so so so so so so so so so so happpppppyyyyyy sangat because i get to spend time dengan encik elmo. cepat2 la balik ke kolej, encik elmo, saye da rinduuuuu eventhough baru kuar semalam.lalala~~~ we have to make use of the time yang ade, because lepas my paper i'll be going back, and bile lagi la nak jumpe is a big big big question in my head.sangat. cepat la balik. cepat la balik. =)
~~~taddleeeehoooo~~~
min chinchilla =)
p/s: baru notice that semua post saye dalam blog ini adelah colourful. haha..
min chinchilla =)
p/s: baru notice that semua post saye dalam blog ini adelah colourful. haha..
the way you do everything...
The way you look into my eyes,
It gives me butterflies...
The way you smile at me,
It gives me butterflies...
The way you hold my hands,
It gives me butterflies...
The way you touch my face,
It gives me butterflies...
The way you say you miss me,
It gives me butterflies...
The way you say you love me,
It gives me butterflies...
The way you hug me,
It gives me butterflies...
The way you hold me,
It gives me butterflies...
butterflies in stomach? how does it actually feels eyh??
-i love butterflies-
It gives me butterflies...
The way you smile at me,
It gives me butterflies...
The way you hold my hands,
It gives me butterflies...
The way you touch my face,
It gives me butterflies...
The way you say you miss me,
It gives me butterflies...
The way you say you love me,
It gives me butterflies...
The way you hug me,
It gives me butterflies...
The way you hold me,
It gives me butterflies...
p/s: you really know that i love butterflies so much, don't you? (^_^) but i didn't know that i, myself love butterflies this much..~ *smiles
once upon a time: "saye tak penah tengok butterflies terbang byk2 mcm ni awak..!"
*mode excited. teeheee~~
*mode excited. teeheee~~
butterflies in stomach? how does it actually feels eyh??
-i love butterflies-
ke-imran-an (^_^)
one night, after reading a friend's blog, i started to think and ponder. a silly question if i may say, but it was something, that somehow at that point of time, i felt that it was important for me to know the answer from him. so i texted him.. just out of the blue, just being random as always, with the hope that he would at least say.."mengarut la u nih" but lucky for me, after sometime, he has changed into a more...urm...rational person, rather than the person that i had met about 3 months ago...hee... baby if u are reading this, dun get mad eh. true what..hehe.. so... i asked him this:
how do you know that you have loved a person long enough to make the person yours?
*chinggggggggggg -bunyi message received (^_^)v
*chinggggggggggg -bunyi message received (^_^)v
i guess it is when you love someone, that you'd wanna protect them even from a single rain so that dia tak demam.. =)
p/s: mcm kurang faham actually..is it you yg protect i from the rain, or i yg protect you from the rain? haha.. u know what, it doesn't matter kan.. =)
ape2 pun baby, saye sayang awak. =)
smiling,
ke-yasmin-an
(^_^)
at first i thought, ape kena mengena dengan soalan saye tadi? but then.i understood everything perfectly clear.. when we started to care a lot for someone, and being cared a lot by that someone, it means that it has been long enough for you to realise that the person is somehow yours. *teeheee....~~~
p/s: mcm kurang faham actually..is it you yg protect i from the rain, or i yg protect you from the rain? haha.. u know what, it doesn't matter kan.. =)
ape2 pun baby, saye sayang awak. =)
smiling,
ke-yasmin-an
(^_^)
08 November 2009
the time has come
encik family, please hear my plea.
have mercy on us..
i really like you dear encik family, please don't get the wrong idea about how my friends and i feel about you...
but we wouldn't want to meet you again next year..
there are so many other enciks that we shall meet next year, and you are just not one of them.
so, please. don't be too harsh on us...
have mercy on us..
i really like you dear encik family, please don't get the wrong idea about how my friends and i feel about you...
but we wouldn't want to meet you again next year..
there are so many other enciks that we shall meet next year, and you are just not one of them.
so, please. don't be too harsh on us...
-silent moment-
02 November 2009
smile for the camera (^_^)
A smile costs nothing but gives much.
It enriches those who receive without making poorer those who give.
It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever.
None is so rich or mighty that he cannot get along without it and none is so poor that he cannot be made rich by it.
Yet a smile cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away.
Some people are too tired to give you a smile.
Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give...
It enriches those who receive without making poorer those who give.
It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever.
None is so rich or mighty that he cannot get along without it and none is so poor that he cannot be made rich by it.
Yet a smile cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away.
Some people are too tired to give you a smile.
Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give...
If you don't have a smile, I'll give you one of mine.. (^_^)
p/s: baby, lets practice ----> 1....2.....eeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
smiling,
-me-
01 November 2009
happy birthday love
this post is dedicated to my heart,
..:: muhammad imran bin khairi osman ::..
..:: muhammad imran bin khairi osman ::..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE
somehow i believe you would remember all these things:
rojak at bomba
parking jauh
pink bagpack
fuel 95 serta makcik petrol yg main hentam cakap ape yg dia nak cakap
you look old dear.hehe..
round2 to search for parking at the same level for like 7 rounds
tapi at the end we got it jugak kan..hee~~
sesi manusia memaki dan dimaki di kaunter tiket
menakutkan je kan?
toilet search
*thumbs up
bench search
*thumbs up twice
chocolate wonderland
spinning teacup
no more in future.sheesh~
space shot
ni mesti u ingat sampai bila2.heheh..
shivering plus expensive waffle
the haunted adventure
pirate train yg tak menakutkan langsung
antique car
*thumbs up up up!!
abang api yg tinggi dan rendah dan music yg best
dancing in the rain
perasan orang pandang dia cett!
pirate ship yg basah dan slow akibat hujan
walking through the rain
sungai rejang flume ride
hope ur head tak bumped that hard
makanan mahal
exploring
sakit
huhu
pusing2 depan mid
pretty butterflies
other reptiles
get excited over exotic reptiles
budak! *wink
lunch
running in the rain
p/s: im a walking map... -being random-
that's about it.. i've said what i wanted to say to you directly and through the phone kan.. so i think lets keep that between us je lah ye..
i promised a memorable birthday to you and i hope i dah fulfill that promise.
less than three you <3
aren't butterflies pretty?
yours,
yasmin
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