you make me smile

smile -uncle kracken


You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade


You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile


Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that


Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile

smile like a happy flower maybe? *wink!

******

i am so into this song because it reminds me of you.
yes, you.. :)

smiling,


me

still there :)

Can You imagine
What would happen
If we could have any dream
I'd wish this moment
Was ours to own it
And that it would never leave



Then i would thank that star
That made our wish come true
Cause he knows that
Where you are is where
I should be too



Right here, Right now
I'm looking at you and
My Heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything



Right Here, I'll promise you somehow that tomorrow
Can wait for some other day to be
But right now there's you and me






more than four months ago...


whenever i see you, i feel butterflies flying around in my body.

when i caught you staring at me, my heartbeats became unstable.

the moment you called me for the first time, i was speechless.

and until now i still feel the same, only more comfortable this time around. thank you imran for accepting me as i am.

happy 4 months anniversary, love~








yours,


-yasmin-

worried vs concern

this morning when i woke up, the first thing that i did was to grab my phone and check the message. well, yesterday night when i went to bed, imran actually was on his way back home from melaka and that was like actually 12.55am.. i must admit i got worried but somehow not too worried because he told me that ayah was driving. *calm. and if i was not too sleepy i would actaully teman him, text him all the way just to keep him awake and not to let his dad drive alone. this is my problem actaully because sometimes i can get all worried for no reasons, too concerned maybe, seperti masa imran nak drive to kuantan alone. i was really worried, but i believe that he can take good care of himself :) well, back to top, i saw a message saying that he had arrived safely alhamdulillah~

well, this boyfriend of mine, has become sweeter each day~ *clapclapclap :D

p/s: i laugh a lot because i think humour helps us to think out of the box. Research showed that the average child laughs about 400 times per day, the average adult laughs only 15 times per day. what happened to the other 385 laughs?

i didn't want to get out from here. kids. lol.






my name is yasmin, and i miss imran a lot <3






i am trying to loosen up :)


-min-

sir name: mohamad

this is a random post written when i am having butterflies wandering around in my body. take note, BODY, not specifically stomach. THE WHOLE BODY. and this is actually an attempt to make me focus on something else. not that i don't like butterflies, but too much butterflies makes me miss my baby so much and i don't want to get carried away too much.

at the time being, i am writing using my house computer, which shows clearly that i am already at home, in kuantan, meaning... about 3 hours drive from kl where the love of my life is staying. *sigh. but i think distance sekali kala is really ok(eventhough a lil menyakitkan) because it makes me become more excited to meet him when i get back to kl nanti.. :)



yeah, so at home, there's really nothing much to do, except my siblings and i meriuhkan the house as always..and jiran2 semua will go like.."anak2 encik mat semua balik la tu" dengan suara2 abg and adik menyanyi in the shower, suara nina menjerit dgn pitch yg tinggi bile kena kacau dgn kitorang, suara papa yg kuat menyebut nama kitorang bile kitorang main lari2 kejar2 dlm rumah, suara mama suruh kitorang diam when we actually laughed out really loud to all the family jokes, and the silence that takes place whenever aiman is telling something but at the end we will laugh because its very hard to understand because he speaks really fast, this youngest brother of mine :D



missed this moment so much, its hard to recall the last time we all are complete as a family, and we treasure this very much, every beat of our hearts. stupid games of "chak keli chak" and continuing the family jokes really makes us bond. mama as usual will be busy in the kitchen, as she said once that kalau takde org kat rumah mama malas nak masak coz mesti tak habis. and as expected, our weight akan naik la kan.*sigh. haha but tak kisah la~ the point is, mama will show that she really misses her children and will make us happy eventhough dia penat doing all the house chores..



papa on the other hand is the type yg very observant, and more of the quiet type. family holiday is very important to us because papa is a very busy man working 7 days a week, to feed us.. jadi, we never complained lah because somehow he will plan a family holiday for us, a get together time.. papa never gives us the chance to feel neglected at all, and he will try to fulfill all our wishes..reasonable ones i mean.. :) and i realised how much i miss him just this morning, when i heard his wake up call yg i won't hear at the college.hahaha. and anis and i actually laughed as we got up from bed.. :D






tmrw we will part again, as adik will go back to his camp and later abg will go back to kl. on saturday anis will leave for kelantan and i'll be going back to college. then there goes again the routine.. papa will go for work early in the morning, mama doing her stuff and aiman and nina, to school.. by then only phone calls je yang akan mengubat kerinduan~ takpelah..life cycle. alhamdulillah i am blessed with a happy family, ever after, insyaallah :)

-yasmin-

one happy day

have you ever continue thinking about something that you think you had made a really good decision about? i did. well, i always have. because to me, regret is just a word that i don't want to know what the meaning is.


i can be very childish at times, everyone says so. but i too can be very rational and very mature at times. everyone says so too. i may do something to show that i can rebel, and i won't hide my facial expression. yes, that's a fact that everyone knows.



well..last weekend was a really tough one. i went home, back to kuantan. somehow last week luck was not on my side.. MY PHONE cacat. so i went home, specifically to persuade tan sri to get me a new phone..



it was not a great weekend for me either, because something came up and i end up crying continuosly for 2 days. and each time, i cried myself to sleep. so hard to get through it and i thought i would lose the most magical thing in my life. alhamdulillah that moment passed on. as what people say, the best thing about bad things is that it will end.


so that sunday, my personal miracle came to kuantan. yes, encik muhammad imran bin khairi osman came to my place. :) to meet my family.. to spend some time with us.. to get to know my family.. TO SEE ME... to fetch me back to KL... yes, he did that. until now both of us still can't believe that he actually came to my house, had lunch, talked to my mum, had a short nap and drove back to kl. thank you sayang, you know it means a lot to me and you too notice that i can't stop smiling kan? for all those jokes dan usikan from me and my mum, please be familiar with it, you are really lucky because tan sri was in kemaman, and the other 3 crazy siblings of mine are not at home. kalau tak lagi teruk awk kena..hahaha! :)



so we went for cendol, and pegi taman teruntum.haha as expected, imran mmg amused dgn animals. so.yeah.haha. ;) next i drove him around, in my armaan shah and at that time, mmg revenge abis la kan bee, mcm tak perlu je balas dendam kat saye. tapi ape2 pun it was my first time being your driver and i dont mind at all.lalala~~




on the road back to kl that evening, imran told me something. "journey balik kl mcm cepat pulak kalau nak compare masa nak dtg kuantan. ade budak tapi tak respon pun." so it somehow means that when i am with him, time flies so fast :") aww baby.comel. *blush2



all in all, it was areally happy day for me. i am glad you blend in very well with my mum and aiman and nina. ok, 3 down, 4 more to go. next time please la datang masa tan sri ade di rumah, so that awk tau perasaan kalau darah penuh kat muka.hahah! and not to forget, the tough ones my abg amir, adik azri and anis.hehe.. *evil grin

I LOVE YOU









i'm yours,

yasmin

what i need

can i please please please have these wishes???

good food everyday


enough sleep everyday


butterflies


good laugh always


great company everyday



home


fun everyday


nur zarifah


no stress



no workload



no tests!!!!!



imran




pretty please..?






-yasmin is closing her eyes, wishing-

friends who i proudly call family

i am truly sorry because i had not been fair to this opened diary of mine. had been really occupied with stuff.. and people.. ;) anyways, not too long ago, we, the cherpoms made our way to melaka bandar bersejarah. a long awaited trip plus holiday, we needed that.. like..really. that week, most of the cherpoms dah bersemangat beli baju and stuffs just for the sake of the holiday. so, our planner, cik awin settlekan tempat tidur and that jumaat tengahari, we took off. menaiki kereta2 yg dipandu oleh ayie, yannick, mousa dan sharul memandu kereta awin. oh yeah, ade 3 members cherpom yg tak join namely cik za, cik farina dan aqeel.. nampaknye saye ade miss out one name.lalala~ *bersiul~ hey korang, next time please make it happen ok? korang terlepas this time :) another thing, quite jimat on the minyak coz ad's bf, encik rizal berjaya dapatkan voucher petronas.lalala~ bliss! :) and one more thing, adik mousa iaitu encik ghaffar or kite panggil adik pun join..no hal, redah jee~

i would love to share our experience but somehow it will make this post really long~ so, i'll sum it all..


- check in taman muhibah


- 'asaaaallll..?' oleh daus one dia jejakkan kaki ke bungalow tu ;)



- HIGH JACK! hahaha super duper laughter.. korang ingat tak nombor 4 oleh mousa? and nombor 5 oleh daus? Ace oleh Lye dan Deline? dan everyone's high jack?? haha i bet u guys remember semua tuh! :)



- beach volley atas pasir construction where ayie dan ad jadi mangsa utk mengutip bola



- dinner at umbai, had a really good time eating



- all the cherpoms CHERPOM nak prepare breakfast ;)



- irritating voice oleh azzairi utk kejut pagi2.haha sorry dowh~ :D



- water world!!! yeehaa!~ best gile ok semuanye..dari terbalikkan pelampung, sampai incident lye dijulang, deline hampir lemas with style, lumba pelampung sape paling laju, individual slide and semuanye.. i really treasure all that~ :j



- jalan2 jauh2 padahal carik tempat makan je la kan..haha..



- naik river cruise



- menara taming sari, tak disangka-sangka ade org yg cakap berabok, tapi gayat. haha CHERPOM! ;D



- semua org terbongkang tidur sebab penat sgt



- A Famosa where we took great pictures



- naik beca lalala~~



- kapal samudera, oh kat sini azzairi cherpom lai katanye kapal tu akan digunakan kalau malaysia dalam peperangan..ngeng!~



- journey home yg memenatkan, because there were a lot of cars on the road..

oh how i wish we can make this a routine..~ with ALL the cherpom members present i mean :)


ok, here are some pictures that i think really define us all :)

yes darlings, we should do this more often (^_^)


p/s: tetibe teringat yannick's voice.. "yasmin mohamad, bangun yasmin mohamad.." duhh!!




yours truly,



min

sunshine?

Whoever said sunshine was happiness obviously never danced in the rain (^_^)

i'm in love,

yasmin