Finish the sentence...
1. My ex is... still the same when i first met him.
2. Maybe I should ... start learning how to cook :)
3. I love ... chocolates.
4. People would say that I'm ... a walking radio.indeed, i am one. =)
5. I don't understand ... why its so hard for him to forget the past.i did.
6. When I wake up in the morning ... i'll go straight to the toilet and remove my retainer.tak comfortable lgsg..
7. I lost ... my mind when i'm with Imran ;p
8. Life is full of ... unpredictable moments.
9. My past ... had been so lovely.
10. I get annoyed with ... org2 yg tak faham2 even when da bgtau banyak2 kali.
11. Parties are ... for ppl who likes parties.
12. I wish ... i can be with my loved ones at all times ;)
13. Dreams ... can make me miss you! ;P
14. Cats ... understand how we feel about them.really!~
15. Tomorrow ... might not be there. kal ho naa ho. =)
16. I have a low tolerance ... in people that has no self-discipline and goes against their own
words.
17. If I had a million dollars ... i will tell my parents to stop making money...at least until they want to start working again.. =)
18. I'm totally terrified ... if something happens to my family.god forbid.
19. My spouse ... should be someone that understands my character and bear with it. =)
20. My life ... is going well at the moment. =j
p/s: ok fine, saye mengaku, saye bosan..*sigh
-peace and out-
30 March 2010
to be continued.. :-)
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it's all coming back to me now
i have a habit. a crazy one, everybody says so. you see, i like to tell stories, to share about things that makes me laugh.. but i don't know for what reasons, after being in this relationship with imran, i seldom do it.. oh well.. yesterday, i went out with imran for supper. wait,did i mention that whenever i share the things that makes me laugh, i tend to laugh before telling it, and somehow anticlimax sgt2. lol.
so that was what happened yesterday at supper. i was telling him about how funny abg, was back at dinner after i arrived from kuantan. then i started laughing. imran's face changed suddenly. and later he said "gile lah awk ni!". i continued laughing.. "ok so sy buat conclusion cerita awk ni adelah cerita kelakar." i laughed even more. i looked at him deeply while he was eating and trying to ignore me, and at that point of time i realised how i miss that expression from him.. the 'take your time to laugh-ok you can tell me the story after you laugh' expression.. which i had not seen for quite a while.. maybe because we are too comfortable with each other now..
actually i miss the things we did back then when we were getting to know each other. stupid fights to change the radio frequency, tumpahkan air and laugh about it, kotorkan our hands with cream yg tak dimakan, send sweet messages tak kire masa, listen to each other's problems and discuss to settle it, talk about our likes and dislikes..
bee do you remember the day we went to tasik titiwangsa that night, just sit around doing nothing and that oh-so-meaningful quizzes we had? childish, i know, but it was a really meaningful bonding moment. i miss all that :(
yeah, time flies. i don't want to turn back time because everything i have now with you is too good for me to let go, just to have those past back. let's make new memories shall we? let's act childish in public like we always do, let's shout like we don't care, and let's do everything like old times..
can we please bring back all the sweet memories we had in our early stage of knowing each other? because i think the spark we had then was the best ever~
so that was what happened yesterday at supper. i was telling him about how funny abg, was back at dinner after i arrived from kuantan. then i started laughing. imran's face changed suddenly. and later he said "gile lah awk ni!". i continued laughing.. "ok so sy buat conclusion cerita awk ni adelah cerita kelakar." i laughed even more. i looked at him deeply while he was eating and trying to ignore me, and at that point of time i realised how i miss that expression from him.. the 'take your time to laugh-ok you can tell me the story after you laugh' expression.. which i had not seen for quite a while.. maybe because we are too comfortable with each other now..
actually i miss the things we did back then when we were getting to know each other. stupid fights to change the radio frequency, tumpahkan air and laugh about it, kotorkan our hands with cream yg tak dimakan, send sweet messages tak kire masa, listen to each other's problems and discuss to settle it, talk about our likes and dislikes..
bee do you remember the day we went to tasik titiwangsa that night, just sit around doing nothing and that oh-so-meaningful quizzes we had? childish, i know, but it was a really meaningful bonding moment. i miss all that :(
yeah, time flies. i don't want to turn back time because everything i have now with you is too good for me to let go, just to have those past back. let's make new memories shall we? let's act childish in public like we always do, let's shout like we don't care, and let's do everything like old times..
dear love,
can we please bring back all the sweet memories we had in our early stage of knowing each other? because i think the spark we had then was the best ever~
I HEART YOU

p/s: bulan, tolong ingatkan dia setiap hari ye.. :)
i'm still the same yasmin, only now..in love :)
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29 March 2010
still a long way to go
what a girl should know~
a guy who truly loves you will never let you go, no matter how hard the situation is.
what a guy should know~
a girl who truly loves you will be angry at you for so many things but will still stick around.
it's not going to be easy, but we'll try our best, janji?
iLy
yours,
me
a guy who truly loves you will never let you go, no matter how hard the situation is.
what a guy should know~
a girl who truly loves you will be angry at you for so many things but will still stick around.
awak, i know things are getting tougher for us.. and it has only been more than 5 months, there are a lot more to come.. as i had told you over and over again, we fight, that's what we do.. this is a process in getting to know each other, a tough process that we will have to go through. we might have to go through all this as l0ng as we are in this relationship. but i don't care, i know we'll work through this because i love you and i know you love me.
it's not going to be easy, but we'll try our best, janji?
iLy
yours,
me
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28 March 2010
inconsolable
Inconsolable
I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When i let you walk away tonight
Without a word
I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear,
I'd tell you this
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all i ever wanted, it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
I climb the walls
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no.
I memorized the number
So why can't i make the call
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility (ohh)
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything that i hold in
Cause everything that i can't let go
(can't let go, yeah)
Don't you know it baby
I don't want to waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
baby please make it right this time :'(
I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When i let you walk away tonight
Without a word
I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear,
I'd tell you this
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all i ever wanted, it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
I climb the walls
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no.
I memorized the number
So why can't i make the call
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility (ohh)
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything that i hold in
Cause everything that i can't let go
(can't let go, yeah)
Don't you know it baby
I don't want to waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
baby please make it right this time :'(
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25 March 2010
moots moots go away.. (-.-'')
tort lagi? that was the first thing we thought as we look through the moot question. haih. negligence. double haihs.. elements??? triple haihs!!! taknak banyak la pulak kan. so then my group started to do some research, ask seniors and what not, ask polis2, ask lawyers a.k.a papa, ask chambering students.. just to be more clear on our question. somehow every meeting pun hanye ade yasmin, za, ayie and..i. 4 including me, just the exact number of the members that should be in a group. 4 of us. oh wait a second. i am yasmin. so.. 4th member? unseen, unheard. until the very end, baru la nampak effort sikit.*bersiul dan buat muke tak tahu ape2
we are the respondents, so basicly we just have to wait for the appellant to state their grounds, and we'll rebut their grounds. kesian appellant, grounds selalu kena tolak. kitorang pun sama.. we have to eventually change our grounds so that it can rebut the appellant's grounds.
after so much hassle, tears, cursing, being crazy, running like crazy ppl in the library, demam and what not, we managed to complete our bundle of joy (za,2010).
we are the respondents, so basicly we just have to wait for the appellant to state their grounds, and we'll rebut their grounds. kesian appellant, grounds selalu kena tolak. kitorang pun sama.. we have to eventually change our grounds so that it can rebut the appellant's grounds.
after so much hassle, tears, cursing, being crazy, running like crazy ppl in the library, demam and what not, we managed to complete our bundle of joy (za,2010).




cop...kakak fotostat dikira sbg ahli kumpulan tak? ;)
p/s: semua org pun ade byk kerja lain, that doesn't mean you can run from your responsibilities. kitorg da kasi enough signals to show that we don't like the way you carry yourself.. jangan sampai one day semua org tak pandang you langsung baru nak mintak maaf.
-yasmin-
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bowling and a lot of screaming~
i am so sorry for the delay ppl, have been bz, still bz completing the works allocated but yeah i just have to make myself happy by typing and typing and typing so that i can get my mind off the workloads which nearly kills me.like seriously.
so as everybody might have written in their blogs and uploaded pictures on facebook, i too will write something about this event. well it was organised at midvalley instead of cineleisure. i dare not point this out so obviously as we were quite disappointed not being able to secure the whole cineleisure's pin junction bowling alley as the lane in mid is..er..how shall i say it.. pathetic? yeah maybe. i dont want to make it obvious. maybe i did. whatever.heh. ;)
that day, bertemakan biru (ape2 jenis biru lah) we the cherpoms made our way to the bowling place at mid. it has been quite a while tak main kat situ because the lane tak best langsung and sbb selalu pegi cineleisure kan.. so mmg terkejut lah gak dgn kelicinan alleys tu and dah set dlm otak, main for fun and takde target like last year's game. haha. camwhore. that's a must.
pasukan penyorak tiba agak lambat ye, dah nak abis the first game dah masa tu. haha sumpah down gile tgk muke semua org main, and tak habis2 menyumpah lane tuh.haha. performance affected, not as always. disappointed? not really.heh. coz somehow amik gmbr cantik2 pun :)
later after that we went to rasta and played cards. various games. and hampir2 rasta nak runtuh sbb kitorg gelak kuat sgt! ----> hiperbola ;D
korang, jom tengok gambar nak? :)
so as everybody might have written in their blogs and uploaded pictures on facebook, i too will write something about this event. well it was organised at midvalley instead of cineleisure. i dare not point this out so obviously as we were quite disappointed not being able to secure the whole cineleisure's pin junction bowling alley as the lane in mid is..er..how shall i say it.. pathetic? yeah maybe. i dont want to make it obvious. maybe i did. whatever.heh. ;)
that day, bertemakan biru (ape2 jenis biru lah) we the cherpoms made our way to the bowling place at mid. it has been quite a while tak main kat situ because the lane tak best langsung and sbb selalu pegi cineleisure kan.. so mmg terkejut lah gak dgn kelicinan alleys tu and dah set dlm otak, main for fun and takde target like last year's game. haha. camwhore. that's a must.
pasukan penyorak tiba agak lambat ye, dah nak abis the first game dah masa tu. haha sumpah down gile tgk muke semua org main, and tak habis2 menyumpah lane tuh.haha. performance affected, not as always. disappointed? not really.heh. coz somehow amik gmbr cantik2 pun :)
later after that we went to rasta and played cards. various games. and hampir2 rasta nak runtuh sbb kitorg gelak kuat sgt! ----> hiperbola ;D
korang, jom tengok gambar nak? :)





more on facebook ;)
p/s: selama ni saye nak jadi puteri. malam tu encik imran adelah seorang raja. bukan senang dapat boyfriend raja kan? *wink! ;)
-min-
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18 March 2010
i am scared
it is finally here..
the nightmare that i had past few days, which made me cry for quite some time is slowly turning into reality.
i knew this was gonna happen. i just knew it.
i don't know if i can get through this.
help me God :'(
the nightmare that i had past few days, which made me cry for quite some time is slowly turning into reality.
i knew this was gonna happen. i just knew it.
i don't know if i can get through this.
help me God :'(
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16 March 2010
my baby doll
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the untold story
"is everything okay between us?"
"oh hye imran. yeah. ok je kot. but ade la some stuffs, not important pun..
why ah?"
"kenape semua org mcm secretive sgt nih? if it concerns me, i deserve to know."
"its ok. everything's cool"
"korang pegi mane?"
"OU."
"ok, have fun. see you at practice tmrw."
"ok. bye imran."
"oh hye imran. yeah. ok je kot. but ade la some stuffs, not important pun..
why ah?"
"kenape semua org mcm secretive sgt nih? if it concerns me, i deserve to know."
"its ok. everything's cool"
"korang pegi mane?"
"OU."
"ok, have fun. see you at practice tmrw."
"ok. bye imran."
those were the text messages we sent at our early stage of getting to know each other. in fact that was the first text message he sent to me, when i actually ignored him at the mock trial practice earlier that day due to some incidents. well, actually that was the day i got to know that this boy actually has feelings for me, and immediately after that i tried to distant myself, as i was too afraid to accept that. i mean, i had someone else in mind at that moment and this boy, is just someone that happens to be in the same production, he was not even my friend.
so since then we started to text each other almost everyday, usual stuffs. i thought yeah maybe he was being friendly. but day after day, we texted more often and it felt uneasy if i didn't get a message from him. those days we see each other every evening, for mock trial practice until late. but we didn't speak to each other, by far sitting next to each other. i was too shy to look at him, because when i did, i always caught him staring at me, that one naughty creature. seriously i was too scared to develop any feelings towards him, as at that time almost everybody were talking about something that they happen to realise. and i don't want to be a mere stepping stone. but one thing that keeps us 'talking' was through sms. we were just 3 chairs away but we still sms each other with immature stuffs like.. "boring ke?", "senyum pls?", "garangnye", "stop it". one word per message. until some ppl started to notice and gave me that grin. haha. ;p
after a while, it became more obvious that we are getting to know each other when we started to sit next to each other, started talking, and finally went out together. remember my earlier posts when i wrote about the day i accidentally spilled my drink? yeah that was the first time he took me out for a drink, just before i go back to kuantan.. and that was when i realised that slowly i was developing a liking towards him. i was not sure what the feeling was, but i was quite sure that it was a nice feeling, a feeling that i had never felt before, even with anyone that came into my life before him. :) and he never fails to make me feel the same feeling everytime.. <3
now after being in this relationship with you, i see that you have changed. in a better way of course, and i am happy with the changes. now you are not the emo guy i used to complain about, and you have become more rational, i suppose.. despite the fact that you have chosen to show that crazy-maniac attitude, i feel more comfortable, maybe because now we speak the same 'language' haha and i don't mean it literally ;p and yeah, u think (u know) i am crazy, thank you for that, i take it as a compliment. ;p
dearest love, these 5 months have taught me a lot. about you, about your likes and dislikes, about your emotions that you showed and choose not to show, about how much we love each other and how important we are in each other's life, to state a few. our beautiful relationship made me realise that communication is really important in a relationship and running away from our problem is not the best solution. and look at us now, we have been in this relationship for 182 days and still the early memories never fade, i am sure you remember all those things too :)
i am sorry...
for all the mood swings,
for all the times i tend to get angry on things,
for being too sensitive over some matters,
for behaving like such a little a kid to get your attention,
for making you worried sometimes,
for disturbing you in the middle of the night,
for acting stupid in public that you walk faster and i run after you,
for holding your hands so tight,
for giving you butterflies at random times,
for forcing you to listen to hindi songs in your own car where you should have the right to say no,
for my attempts to wake you up early in the morning on holidays,
and for saying i love you so many times :)
having all said, i don't regret anything at all because that's who i am and the fact that you didn't complain even once shows that you accept me for being myself when i am with you, thank you for that. i know we had our ups and downs and problems come often, but i think that we managed to get over them quite successfully. yes, there were tears and anger but as you said last time, as long as we love each other, we will get through it..
imran, the reason we fight is because we love each other and we want to have a say in each other's life.. and the day we stopped pointing out the flaws in each other means that we stopped caring, and that is something i don't want to happen. i pray it won't happen.
5 months and counting...~ <3
p/s: awk da pandai buat muke comel, and those blinkings got me crazy everytime. and when you make that puppy-eyed face my heart melts. ILY <3
loving you,
me
me
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15 March 2010
hands off!!!
ok saye sedang sangat marah. sampai nak tido pun tak boleh. haih saye banyak kerja. banyak sangat kerja. tiba2 benda ni jadi. eh tolong lah, tolong la keep your hands off. saye da penat lah nak marah2, at the end of the day saye yg nangis and you don't know about it pun. nangis sebab terlalu marah dan geram, nangis sebab da penat da dengan semua tu. all this while saye diam, saye respect awk, saye fikirkan awak and what you would feel if saye happy sgt2 depan awak. try empathy. i put up a smile setiap kali jumpa, despite the fact that awk slalu role eyes and nampak tak comfortable with my presence. because awk used to be very close to someone that i really2 love, i respect that, but jaga la limits tu. saye diam and be friendly dengan awk, tapi tak bermaksud saye approve everything yg awk buat. ye, saye jealous. i should be jealous lebih2 lagi dgn adenye org2 mcm awk yg tak faham2 meaning of keeping distance and jangan kacau what is not yours. ok mungkin awk akan kata biaselah, kawan, nak main2, whatever bulls*it of excuses lah. tapi imagine la awk kat tempat saye, mesti awk pun akan marah jugak if this happens.
ye saye childish, tapi i am trying to express how angry i am, and saye tak rasa benda ni salah, not that i write nama dia kat sini pun. just vent out sbb geram sgt.
saye taknak masalah dgn awk,sumpah taknak. dan saye taknak awk ada masalah dgn dia. kalau ikutkan hati saye da tulis nama awk besar2 kat sini pastu biar semua org baca and tahu how angry i am at you. yes, you! tapi saye bukan mcm tu, saye respect awk as a person dan saye taknak malukan awk. yg tahu, tahu lah. yg tak tahu, awk tak rugi pun kalau tak tahu. so, kalau ada yg terasa, up to you lah nak buat ape, i just don't care anymore, tapi kalau saye stop treat awk nicely like i always do, faham2 sendiri lah. i thought we can be friends but now you are strictly an acquaintance to me. not more than that.
to you, saye tahu awk membaca blog ni. so, kalau awk faham, sile hands off.
ye saye childish, tapi i am trying to express how angry i am, and saye tak rasa benda ni salah, not that i write nama dia kat sini pun. just vent out sbb geram sgt.
saye taknak masalah dgn awk,sumpah taknak. dan saye taknak awk ada masalah dgn dia. kalau ikutkan hati saye da tulis nama awk besar2 kat sini pastu biar semua org baca and tahu how angry i am at you. yes, you! tapi saye bukan mcm tu, saye respect awk as a person dan saye taknak malukan awk. yg tahu, tahu lah. yg tak tahu, awk tak rugi pun kalau tak tahu. so, kalau ada yg terasa, up to you lah nak buat ape, i just don't care anymore, tapi kalau saye stop treat awk nicely like i always do, faham2 sendiri lah. i thought we can be friends but now you are strictly an acquaintance to me. not more than that.
to you, saye tahu awk membaca blog ni. so, kalau awk faham, sile hands off.
baby i'm doing this because i love you and saye tak suke org lain take advantage kat ur friendliness. last time awk pun marah mcm ni and i know that you would do the same lagi if someone buat mcm tu kat saye.
p/s: saye rasa nak mencarut tapi tak mampu.
cik deline, i need extra class like..now! :'(
-off-
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09 March 2010
thinking of you
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07 March 2010
live-life-love
this post is dedicated to Im, hope you are reading.. :)
you know how life can be, it changes over night. sometimes its sunny but raining, calm but busy, hot but chilly. but no matter what, i promise i will always be there for you, mark my words, no matter what. i'm gonna be strong for you. just when you feel down and miserable, i am just a buzz away.. i would never not be there..
dear brother, you are a very nice person, a person who always smiles everytime i see you, always a good listener, you take care of me like a brother, a person with a wonderful heart, you give simple but meaningful advices, you try to cheer me up when i was down.. i know we don't hang out that much but those are quality time, the times we spent to talk.. i know, i believe that you think the same too :)
i believe that you are a strong person, and you have to have faith in fate. it is okay to be scared, you are strong Im, you are very strong~ :)
i love you and i hope the best for you..
during my orientation week, after the COP presentation, i was so proud when others envy me for having such a wonderful person as my buddy.
p/s: through every up through every down, you know i'll always be around.
just like i know that you are always around for me.
through everything you can count on me.. :)
-min-
just like i know that you are always around for me.
through everything you can count on me.. :)
-min-
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the tale of the broken key
well, the room key betrayed me. it BETRAYED me. curse you kunci bilik B302! well it all started when i came back to college at 9.30pm. that evening i went to grab a piece of secret recipe's yummilicious pecan butterscotch at OU with the oh-so-patient-plus-crazy boyfriend of mine. dah craving kan, so he was there lah to teman me anyway. or maybe he just had to. hehe. ahh that's beside the point. before he sent me back to college, i grabbed dinner at burger king, hoping to eat happily while watching hindustan on my laptop, as i can hardly see anyone at the college, as most of the residents pegi MPA2 kat putrajaya. so, mmg the whole block A and B pun maybe tinggal beberapa manusia je, and almost all the rooms were dark. tapi tak kisah la kan because i chose not to go for that dinner.
i went up to my room, singing joyfully(hiperbola), skipping here and there(this is true) until i masuk bilik. changed to my night attire, on my laptop and dengan semangatnye pergi la ke toilet to wash my face and amik air semayang. given the habit of locking the rooms everytime i go out, i did the same thing. locked the door confidently, off to the toilet. so, this was the time the incident took place. i inserted the room key, that very key which i used to lock the door into the door nob. erk!erk! tak sampai separuh pun kunci tu nak masuk. shoot!! i tried again. hmmph mmg harapan la kan nak masuk, ade something mcm stuck in the hole. danngg! pandang kanan, pandang kiri.. sunyi.takde org. i went down..went up.. ketuk pintu2 yg berlampu. no one answered. shoot! dalam hati berkata "kenapelah tak bwk handphone pegi toilet wahai yasmin yg bijak?" i have nothing with me except the stupid key and facial wash adn toothbrush an toothpaste..nasib nasib.. :(
so beranikan diri, dgn pakaian yg tak berape nak sopan, i walked to blok A, and i bumped into weiyin! thank god!!! dgn cerianya i called her out loud and she offered to borrow me her handphone. abg amir was out of town so i skipped his number. so, next on mine was mr.monkey. so i called him and told him everything, and what i heard was only his laughter and his attempt to make me feel stupid(which i felt lah) as though i am a little girl yg tersalah nak masuk bilik org lain. apelah imran, saye tau la mane satu bilik saye! hmmph!! so he promised to come a bit later around 10.30pm. i told him to come and bring me a sweater and a tracksuit. later i tried lagi to open the door but tak boleh.. putus harapan, i joined weiyin tgk mandarin news kat bwh tu(mmg sah sah buntu tak tau nak buat ape dah)~
so later he came and being an obedient boyfriend, he brought me a sweater and a tracksuit as requested. comel kan? :) but yg kurang comel is.. saye takde tudung nih. ha bercinta lah pakai hoodie kan, dengar cerita nak pegi dinner sbb lapar sgt, burger king tak bersentuh dlm bilik berkunci tu?huhu.. so called nurul adeline.. deline, being herself, laughed out loud when i told her the story. sabar jelah, mintak nombor nur zahirah. so, imran and i went to 12th, called za(which kena gelak lagi kawkaw) and she lend me her tudung. thanx za, tak penah rasa desperate camtu.hahaha.. mr.monkey tak membantu, terus gelak as i ponder at my unlucky star.huhu..
so, tanpa duit, tanpa handphone, it felt really helpless. went for dinner kat mcD but tak makan sedap pun, just some fries je.. because for me, MAKANAN GEMBIRA SEPERTI ITU HANYA BOLEH DIMAKAN DGN GEMBIRA PADA MASA2 GEMBIRA SAHAJA. tak faham? hah tak payah faham lah.. later, i went back to sentul, nasib baik kunci rumah terikat dgn kunci bilik.. :) *tepuk bahu sendiri dgn bangga.
moral of the story.. nak bawak coins kalau pegi toilet, mane tahu jadi lagi, tak payah bersusah payah nak cari org utk pinjam handphone, boleh guna public phone.hee~ :)
i went up to my room, singing joyfully(hiperbola), skipping here and there(this is true) until i masuk bilik. changed to my night attire, on my laptop and dengan semangatnye pergi la ke toilet to wash my face and amik air semayang. given the habit of locking the rooms everytime i go out, i did the same thing. locked the door confidently, off to the toilet. so, this was the time the incident took place. i inserted the room key, that very key which i used to lock the door into the door nob. erk!erk! tak sampai separuh pun kunci tu nak masuk. shoot!! i tried again. hmmph mmg harapan la kan nak masuk, ade something mcm stuck in the hole. danngg! pandang kanan, pandang kiri.. sunyi.takde org. i went down..went up.. ketuk pintu2 yg berlampu. no one answered. shoot! dalam hati berkata "kenapelah tak bwk handphone pegi toilet wahai yasmin yg bijak?" i have nothing with me except the stupid key and facial wash adn toothbrush an toothpaste..nasib nasib.. :(
so beranikan diri, dgn pakaian yg tak berape nak sopan, i walked to blok A, and i bumped into weiyin! thank god!!! dgn cerianya i called her out loud and she offered to borrow me her handphone. abg amir was out of town so i skipped his number. so, next on mine was mr.monkey. so i called him and told him everything, and what i heard was only his laughter and his attempt to make me feel stupid(which i felt lah) as though i am a little girl yg tersalah nak masuk bilik org lain. apelah imran, saye tau la mane satu bilik saye! hmmph!! so he promised to come a bit later around 10.30pm. i told him to come and bring me a sweater and a tracksuit. later i tried lagi to open the door but tak boleh.. putus harapan, i joined weiyin tgk mandarin news kat bwh tu(mmg sah sah buntu tak tau nak buat ape dah)~
so later he came and being an obedient boyfriend, he brought me a sweater and a tracksuit as requested. comel kan? :) but yg kurang comel is.. saye takde tudung nih. ha bercinta lah pakai hoodie kan, dengar cerita nak pegi dinner sbb lapar sgt, burger king tak bersentuh dlm bilik berkunci tu?huhu.. so called nurul adeline.. deline, being herself, laughed out loud when i told her the story. sabar jelah, mintak nombor nur zahirah. so, imran and i went to 12th, called za(which kena gelak lagi kawkaw) and she lend me her tudung. thanx za, tak penah rasa desperate camtu.hahaha.. mr.monkey tak membantu, terus gelak as i ponder at my unlucky star.huhu..
so, tanpa duit, tanpa handphone, it felt really helpless. went for dinner kat mcD but tak makan sedap pun, just some fries je.. because for me, MAKANAN GEMBIRA SEPERTI ITU HANYA BOLEH DIMAKAN DGN GEMBIRA PADA MASA2 GEMBIRA SAHAJA. tak faham? hah tak payah faham lah.. later, i went back to sentul, nasib baik kunci rumah terikat dgn kunci bilik.. :) *tepuk bahu sendiri dgn bangga.
moral of the story.. nak bawak coins kalau pegi toilet, mane tahu jadi lagi, tak payah bersusah payah nak cari org utk pinjam handphone, boleh guna public phone.hee~ :)
p/s: oh yeah, the boyfriend lost his beloved ancient laptop together with his black sling bag containing his contract and tort notes and his thumbdrive.
poor mr.monkey.
pls have mercy.
poor mr.monkey.
pls have mercy.
love,
Yasmin
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05 March 2010
it is hard to satisfy everyone..
yes, i mean it, the topic of this post. although it is hard to admit, but sometimes what other people say can affect me. there are things that i want to share in this post.
no matter how hard you try to please everyone, it is just not enough.
one:
not too long ago, when i was not in relationship, i told myself that i will not choose my future boyfriend over my friends. yes, like any ordinary person who is not committed to any relationship, i too thought of that back then. but when i got into a relationship with this special boy, i thought about that again. and i have actually decided that i will not make myself choose between him and my friends, and i will not make him choose between me and his friends. this is because different relationship offers different things and that is something undeniable. so far, we are still holding on to this principle. since we are friends with almost all the same people in our friends circle, i don't want my friends or his friends to fuss about us. please don't, it hurts a lot. it did, it still does. you'll never know my situation, our situation because you don't deserve to wear my shoes.. so, before you declare anything that will haunt you back in the future, let me stop you here. anggap la ni nasihat daripada kwn yg mengambil berat..
two:
when a whole group of people is against us. yes, here i use the term 'them' and 'we/us'. sometimes its really frustrating when we don't know what we did to receive such bad treatments from them. tak ingat ke ape we did for you guys previously when you guys needed help? bile korang menyumpah2, mengejek2, memprovoke2, boo kitorang, did we do the same to you guys? millions of no's! all we did was just keep quiet and vented out among ourselves, which clearly doesn't concern you guys, and better still, we treated you guys like we always do. with respect, tak kire la korang lebih tua atau lebih muda. cuba tanye diri korang, what did we do to you guys that you think we deserve, to be treated that way by korang? come on lah, we never ever did anything to you guys so why nak build the whole gang to go against us and look down on us? just because we are different doesn't mean that we are wrong, and just because you guys have the same thought doesn't mean you guys are right. please lah, we have been through a lot of things and you are just so lucky because tak payah go through what we went through..
three:
think about this. this is concerning what happened these few days, and takde kena mengena langsung dgn love life saye. ehem..when awak kata saya emo, ia menunjukkan yg awk lagi lah emo sbb tak reti nak simpan your thoughts to yourself. awak yg expressly kata saya emo, jadi sah sah la yg actually awk lagi emo. lagipun, kalau saye emo pun, dgn kwn2 yg mcm adik beradik saye, ade saye kacau hidup awak? the last thing i remembered, bukan saye dan adik beradik saye yg sebabkan kesakitan kat org2 lain. fikir2 la sendiri ye. jgn sampai nanti you guys terpaksa eat back your own words, malu sendiri.. strike off!!! ;P
hmm that is why i said earlier, it is indeed hard to satisfy everyone..
being me and only me,
noor yasmin mohamad
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01 March 2010
top host 2010
today afternoon we had land lecture. and somehow somewhat, our beloved lecturer was rather cute. tapi actually she has been really cute since forever pun..dgn lawak2 ilmiah yg mmg comel :)
the students da start laughing sbb cuteness beliau mmg takde tandingan lah dalam bab bab lawak ilmiah ni.. sgt selamba but the students gelak.. tapi bagus jugak because it kept the students awake to learn this dry subject.. then tibe2 kedengaran suara2 from belakang and sebelah kanan, rupenye cik awin and encik shahrul dah gelak2 cakap "mcm dalam top host je..tinjau".. then kat sebelah kiri saye, encik daus pulak seraya berkata "maafkan lah dia..dia sedang mencuba yg terbaik". hahahaha gile la korang!! :D
anyway, next week ade land test. so many topics to cover, tapi masih ade hati nak gi main futsal later evening.haihs. ;p
contoh ayat:
"bagaimanakah kita hendak mengetahui dalam keadaan yg manakah mahkamah akan menggunakan seksyen 418 NLC ini? MARI KITA SAMA SAMA TINJAU."
"bagaimanakah kita hendak mengetahui dalam keadaan yg manakah mahkamah akan menggunakan seksyen 418 NLC ini? MARI KITA SAMA SAMA TINJAU."
the students da start laughing sbb cuteness beliau mmg takde tandingan lah dalam bab bab lawak ilmiah ni.. sgt selamba but the students gelak.. tapi bagus jugak because it kept the students awake to learn this dry subject.. then tibe2 kedengaran suara2 from belakang and sebelah kanan, rupenye cik awin and encik shahrul dah gelak2 cakap "mcm dalam top host je..tinjau".. then kat sebelah kiri saye, encik daus pulak seraya berkata "maafkan lah dia..dia sedang mencuba yg terbaik". hahahaha gile la korang!! :D
anyway, next week ade land test. so many topics to cover, tapi masih ade hati nak gi main futsal later evening.haihs. ;p
p/s: permainan futsal mmg best kalau kite main dgn org2 yg best dan tak main kasar.indeed.hadoi.
mengomel,
min
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a night of prettily pretty prettiness :)
yes, finally lawnite 2010 has ended.. if you ask me, i think its just like other formal dinners that i had attended since high school, not much different but enjoyable anyways. so the dinner was held at sheraton KL, and somehow imran was the emcee together with melle for the whole event while yannick and i conducted the king and queen session.
haha let me start with our jobs. well, everything went on as we planned (except the part where i startled mcm tergagap entah kenape maybe it was the crowd) and we thought everything was gonna turn out cool. but. no. haha. something came out and yannick and i had to think really fast to cover up, and i did what i do best. be spontaneous. and it actually went pretty smooth when i'm not attached to the script. and when i asked around, they said that we didn't looked panicked at all, which means that we are indeed better off script.. :D *tepuk2 bahu sendiri dgn bangga.
pity the love, being the emcee for the whole event made him run here and there and barely seat still for 5 minutes to enjoy the food. you did well, and definitely can improve :) i just wished that there would be background music during the whole event though, because somehow the dinner went on, in an unexpectedly quiet atmosphere. haha. yeah, maybe table number 3 and 4 were the loudest because we the cherpoms did what we do best.. cherpomisation! *err is that even a word? lol ;p
the food was so-so, the performances were great, the lighting was fine, the crowed was not really into the event, the multimedia presentation was really2 membanggakan..as the lecturers actually said good things about our batch- FUN, WONDERFUL, RESPONSIVE, COLLECTIVE, SOPHISTICATED. yeah, we are indeed collective, and to whoever yg kata our batch BERPECAH, tengok la muka sendiri kat depan cermin amik! heh. *grinning, imagining some faces yg mesti tergigit lidah sendiri muahaha!!
lucky draws pun tak mengecewakan.. some of the cherpoms got lucky, such as ayie and myra, and my table 004 got lucky as well. :) haha *tergelak sendiri fikirkan what that naughty boyfriend of mine did :D
well, as usual, at the end of the dinner there was an open dance floor. but before that, ade this dance performance, and imran and i actually tersalah step. wahaha but it was fun kan awk? :) then, we danced pocopoco and freestyle yg sumpah best. dancing in our own crowd, with our close friends really made us feel safe and we enjoyed it to bits! :) thanx cherpoms for making me feel safe..
after everything, as usual we all went out camwhoring.haha. just when we thought everything has ended, a drama took place. no need to say more, i just hope you guys did the right decision and may you guys live happily as a couple. i know i do :) photo session was really happening and we had the cherpoms pictures taken, and the cherpoms with their other half, and the single cherpoms :) ppl, take note, pls update them soon ok! :)
haha let me start with our jobs. well, everything went on as we planned (except the part where i startled mcm tergagap entah kenape maybe it was the crowd) and we thought everything was gonna turn out cool. but. no. haha. something came out and yannick and i had to think really fast to cover up, and i did what i do best. be spontaneous. and it actually went pretty smooth when i'm not attached to the script. and when i asked around, they said that we didn't looked panicked at all, which means that we are indeed better off script.. :D *tepuk2 bahu sendiri dgn bangga.
pity the love, being the emcee for the whole event made him run here and there and barely seat still for 5 minutes to enjoy the food. you did well, and definitely can improve :) i just wished that there would be background music during the whole event though, because somehow the dinner went on, in an unexpectedly quiet atmosphere. haha. yeah, maybe table number 3 and 4 were the loudest because we the cherpoms did what we do best.. cherpomisation! *err is that even a word? lol ;p
the food was so-so, the performances were great, the lighting was fine, the crowed was not really into the event, the multimedia presentation was really2 membanggakan..as the lecturers actually said good things about our batch- FUN, WONDERFUL, RESPONSIVE, COLLECTIVE, SOPHISTICATED. yeah, we are indeed collective, and to whoever yg kata our batch BERPECAH, tengok la muka sendiri kat depan cermin amik! heh. *grinning, imagining some faces yg mesti tergigit lidah sendiri muahaha!!
lucky draws pun tak mengecewakan.. some of the cherpoms got lucky, such as ayie and myra, and my table 004 got lucky as well. :) haha *tergelak sendiri fikirkan what that naughty boyfriend of mine did :D
well, as usual, at the end of the dinner there was an open dance floor. but before that, ade this dance performance, and imran and i actually tersalah step. wahaha but it was fun kan awk? :) then, we danced pocopoco and freestyle yg sumpah best. dancing in our own crowd, with our close friends really made us feel safe and we enjoyed it to bits! :) thanx cherpoms for making me feel safe..
after everything, as usual we all went out camwhoring.haha. just when we thought everything has ended, a drama took place. no need to say more, i just hope you guys did the right decision and may you guys live happily as a couple. i know i do :) photo session was really happening and we had the cherpoms pictures taken, and the cherpoms with their other half, and the single cherpoms :) ppl, take note, pls update them soon ok! :)
oh yes, i got a flower dedication from encik imran. thank you baby, awk ni sweet sangat la :)
in a good mood,
yasmin
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just when i can't..
just when i can't talk, i keep quiet
just when i can't think, i choose to sleep with it
just when i can't ignore, i retaliate
just when i can't show, i hold back
just when i can't smile, i look away
just when i can't fake, i run from it
just when i can't laugh, i give a look
just when i can't look, i told myself to be busy
just when i can't show my anger, i cry
p/s: its better to let things go the way they supposed to..
:: yasmin ::
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