done with melaka..again.

as some of you might have known, i was in melaka with my family for 3 days, as papa's firm organised a family holiday, menggabungkan all the staffs from melaka, seremban, kuantan and kemaman. alhamdulillah, the family day went well and we had fun :) as usual, my siblings and i showed our naughty side and laughed our lungs out when we spoke about taht inside joke.hehe.


so we stayed at a'famosa, in a villa. the best thing is, there is a swimming pool right outside our villa, and we were so excited! ;D the villa consists 4 bedrooms.. i know, too big for us, no? haha kidding, just nice actually.


had fun at the water park, as usual, but this time agak berhati hati coz nina pun nak join main all the thrill rides kan..haha at least she is a brave little girl, just like most of our siblings. hehe tak memberatkan mana2 pihak ye, siape yg bercakap banyak utk hilangkan nervous tu, sile2 la faham! ;p and later that night we had dinner at cowboy town. biasa :)



oh yeah, uncle mochtar's daughter yg got married 2 years ago da ade baby girl, setahun lebih dah... nama dia amira. ya rabbi, sgt active, jumping here and there, very much friendly. and jumpe anak kak juma, nama dia amani. dia ni mcm merpati sikit, susah nak dekat.heh. infants. next, nephew auntie ita, namanye adam umar. budak ni lagi lah, sentuh sikit dah menjerit. lagilah mencabar! hehe then uncle suffian cabar saye to hold umar for at least one minute. i sahut that cabaran, and used my 'charm' to take him from his dad and hold him for what..15 minutes? hehe,ye saye sgt competative.sue me.



mcm pelik but overall, it was a moderate family day. 'killer song' mcm tak menyerlah. food was okay.banyak ikan :( but the kids were adorable, the accomodation was fantastic. uncle mochtar is as cute as ever.hehe..



let me make you jealous with the pictures, boleh? ;p

amira

p/s: villa tu okay je lah wak. mane ade such things as kena kacau.oh please ;P

love,

me :)

titanic like

Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless.












i miss you



i love you













-yasmin-

of heartbreaks and happiness

alhamdulillah, the results are out. syukur sgt2 :)



the story of heartbreaks:

i still remember the moments when i came out from the exam hall, i almost burst to tears after every paper, because i feel that my answer sheets are full of craps, and none of the papers made me feel satisfied. none. not like when i was in my first year, at least i knew what i wrote may make sense at any point. no, not the same with the 2nd year papers. turned to mama, abg, anis and imran. always they had to listen to me, mumbling about how i hate my answers and how afraid i was if i fail any of the papers. the time when i had to force myself to stop crying due to frustration of the previous paper. the tension i went through just to focus on the upcoming papers. the late night calls to mama telling her how stupid i felt, how hard it was for me to really bury myself in the books and notes, how too much expectation can make me feel stressed, how afraid i was if i ever disappoint papa and mama. erm and at one point, how stressed i was and the thought that i will not graduate on time. heartbreaks everytime, i assure you. but then, eventhough i was at the stage of stress that can make me vent out anytime, when i see imran and my other first year friends struggle for their papers, i cannot help but to push them to work harder and try their best. ironic, because i can't tell myself to do the same :( moments of heartbreaks. yes.






the story of happiness:

then came holiday :) yeah the best part of being a student is that you will have long holidays after each tiring semester. holiday is supposed to be fun, and it is indeed fun for me. spent time with my loved ones.. going everywhere~ eventhough it was hard at first, being far from imran, everything went perfectly well :) imran is currently busy with his GYS stuffs, and most of the cherpoms left for ko-k camping tapinye, i tak ikut. huhu but takpelah, i'm looking forward to my family holiday plans :) i just came back from kl, and i was informed by imran that i had passed all my 2nd year papers. alhamdulillah sgt2 ya rabbi! imran knew how i broke down after each paper, and somehow this news made my day :) taktau result kwn2 but i hope everybody pun lepas. kita semua nak grad bersama-sama. korang, kita masuk UM sama2, kita akan keluar UM bersama-sama jugak ok, janji? :) yes, the rainbow finally shows itself :) thank you to those who told me that everything will be alright, for all the attention and for time spent to listen to me. thank you all :)

p/s: awak, whatever the outcomes are, we will get through it together. i had promise you that once, and i keep my promises. and i love you as much as you love me, you know that :)

yours truly,




noor yasmin

when 3 'retards' meet ;)

yasmin, fatin and eppa. they are friends. they are true friends. they share a lot of things. most importantly, they don't just say '" miss you, we should hang out some time" but they make efforts, numerous plans just to make sure that promise is being done :) yes, that's us, since asasi :) and sometimes it's true what people say, the friends you make when you grow up are the ones who will remain friends :)



so yeah we spend 2 days together, i spent the night at fatin's place. i drove around in abah fatin's car, because fatin takde lesen (hehe) but she did a good job, being a walking map :) we went all the way to UM to check my final exam result, then to wangsa walk~ the next day eppa joined us, main bowling and watch a movie :) we long for all this as our schedules are not the same so its kinda hard to really plan when to spend time together. lebih2 lagi, mereka kat UKM and i'm in UM, distance made i hard. selalu gak kuar dgn eppa coz she has a car, but tak dpt kuar with both of them coz jadual mereka lain2.. so we really treasure this.



we had lots of fun, mkn pun sedap2 sbb mama fatin masak all the things that i like to eat.hehe fatin jgn jeles tau (terlambat sbb fatin da tulis dlm blog dia yg dia jeles) hehe~ had the sharing moment with fatin, and somehow sepanjang masa tu, we get to know everything that has happened in our lives :) effa pun forever tau kan :) on tuesday, eppa finally had the chance to know where my house is, as she sent me back home naik kembara hitam itu :) so eppa, its gonna be easy next time kan :)



thank you fatin for inviting me and spending time with me sampai aizuddin rasa tercabar ;P, thank you auntie anim for speaking the same language as me and for masak semua yg min nak makan :) thank you uncle azmi for having faith in me to drive your honda city for 2 days and for belanja mkn :) thank you eppa for driving all the way to send me home :)

sayang korang lebih la mcm ni hehe~

oh di kesempatan ini saye ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada cik iffah (also known as iffah shower) for megirimkan kad kepada encik imran. hee~ and encik imran, thanx for not reading it again in front of me, you know i could faint for blushing :D hope you like it bee :) hopelessly romantic eyh? nak buat mcm mane, mmg girlfriend awk mcm ni bee ;P

yasmin sayang awak berdua :)

love,



yasmin

close my eyes and pray

ya allah, the moment is finally here. nobody waits for it though, but it is a reality that every student has to face. the final exam result is going to be published soon. and some of them are already up. i am still in kuantan so i can't really be updated with the results. however, ashree always keeps us updated of what result has been put up. thank you ashree :)



yes, monday. can't wait to go to kl this monday. the main purpose is to settle some stuffs with the office. then go catch up things with fatin faseeha. be home, as mama has called that kakak to come and clean up the rumah in sentul. spend some time with eppa. perhaps see imran :) and now, adding to the list, go check out the results! ya allah i am so scared :(



everybody knows that our exam is not easy. everybody knows that everybody has a 50-50 chance to pass and also to fail. we know that we should never predict our grades, as the outcomes might actually be different. whatever it is, i am keeping my fingers crossed (not literally) and hope everything will turn out well for everyone. for me, for my friends, for imran. i'm sure everyone hopes the same, and semoga doa kite semua dimakbulkan~

i am scared

-yasmin-

breakfast :)

as usual i wake up early this morning, promised a breakfast date with nadia :) in fact i had just came back from our 2 hours date of eating, borak and doing absolutely nothing. but still, its worth it. talked about so many things from abg faisal's wedding to changing the colour of her car.lol. so basicly we had covered almost all the things yg terbuku di hati and i treasure that. i really do.





thank you nadia for that introduction of a new place to makan sedap, and sbb you belanje i. absolutely next one is on me, alright? :) it has been nice to really sit down and talk, no? and belive me, those things we spoke about eases my heart a lot, hope you enjoyed my company too :)





alright, back at home. the construction works really get on my nerves lah lately. every morning pun dengar bunyi drilling, and nak tengok tv pun tak senang. haih susah sungguh. but if nak bising everyday pun heh makanye tak siap la rumah. i guess today we'd have to move the furnitures inside because maybe akan start pecahkan the current wall. next to expect, rumah berhabuk. ok i'm gonna get sick :-S





next on the list, papa is coming home today from surabaya. i can't wait to start work, to occupy my time. semangat, as this would be the first time i'm working. yeah say what you want, spoiled or whatever you want to call it, i live my life based on my expectations. won't be working so hard now, would i, coz i have other things to do jugak, keep track of my besties and go for sleepover :) fatin faseeha, wait for me, i'm keeping my promise ni :)





oh yeah, recently i noticed that the comments on my posts are from anonymous commentors. i have some messages for you. well i appreciate your thoughts, but please lah think of what you write. that's why i delete your comment, as i believe that silent attack is done to hurt me, but guess what, i'm better than you. when i express my feelings through my posts, i don't wish to be judged by you, jauh lagi to be criticised sarcastically. i believe you know me. come on lah, you are the one who is hiding behind the anonymous label and not telling who you are, you are the one who is afraid to say it in my face, so back off lah. read this. I DON'T ENTERTAIN COWARDS. tengok diri tu dlm cermin dulu baru kritik org. grow up lah. pandai sgt cakap pasal isu agama, awk tu sendiri tegur org cara salah. sy tak alu-alukan awk bace blog saye so pls reconsider before awk cacatkan blog saye.






sorry last part mcm emo. i am having mood swings and not proud of it.

-yasmin-

if we ever meet again

it has only been 1 week since we see each other.




okay now i feel the distance. not only physically :(




i know you knew.

is it just me?

p/s: kalau ikutkan hati i would go to the place you are at.
but i don't know what it is worth.

sighing,




me

another month down :)

daisypath:

imran & yasmin; we have been together for 7 months.

alhamdulillah :)

today marks the 7th month imran and i in this relationship. not an easy one, definately not. but very much memorable and worth it, we both agree :)



i am not a perfect girlfriend. he is not a perfect boyfriend. we pick up on each other on little2 things. we get sensitive over little2 things. however, we realise that we are still in love when little2 things happen. we also get excited over little2 things. yes, little2 things mean a lot to us :)

my friend said these;







"min, korang masih baru lagi, still in the phase where everything is sweet, and you want each other to be around everytime."
- haykal





"the toughest phase of a relationship, to really know whether you love him and whether he loves you is the first year together. if you guys can get through it, all the hardships, fight but still want each other, insyaallah you guys will make it."
- mu'izz




"alah min, nanti you da lama sikit dengan dia, you akan tau ape dia buat setiap masa, dia kat mane, tak payah susah2 tanye dah. korang baru lagi ni."
- awin

haha somehow everything they said are true ;) yes, we had times where we can't stand each other, where we felt neglected, where we felt not trusted, where we felt that everything is going to break to pieces, until we are not that sure anymore whether we can continue this relationship anymore. note, whether we CAN, not whether we WANT it, because no doubt every couple want to continue their relationship, and alhamdulillah, our will power is still very strong and we know when we say things that we don't mean due to anger, so that trust in each other makes us hold on.





looking at the bright side, the problems we had really makes us realise how we need each other. i realise that the hardest part in this 7 months is during exam time. we are both so busy, and not being able to spend time with you is not an easy thing to go through. sbb tu saye emo, sbb tu saye rase neglected. my mind understands, accepts that you are struggling for your exam, but my heart refused to understand i don't know why. guess not everything is controlled by the mind, no?





now it is getting harder. i am in kuantan and you are in pj. i am going to start work and so do you. i just hope that we will still remain as what we are. some people might think that you don't have to say the "love" word everytime if both of you know that you love each other. but i'm sorry imran, i need you to tell me that you love me always. not because i don't believe you, but because i feel that if you really love me, you shall have time to text me with all that :) because i do that all the time, you know it :)





awak, thank you for last night's phone call. when awak wish kat saye, i can't help but feel really appreciated, loved, cared and terharu sgt2. and magically, we even remember the early phone calls last 8 months, and the things we talked about then. yes bee, i never forget all that, and just like you, i am also grateful that those things, those fights, those dramas took place back then, because all that made us found each other, and look where we are today :)

romanticism comes in many forms (deline,2010)

so i guess our's started with fights? ;)

HAPPY 7th MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BABY

I CAN NEVER LOVE YOU LESS THAN THIS :)

p/s: and yes, we still feel butterflies flying around when we are together :')

my love is yours imran,



-yasmin-

what mama said

this morning mama and i went to the travel agency to submit our passports for visa. in the car, we talked. and whatever she said actually was right, and what she said actually affected me. i was silent all the time, just listening to what she had to say. yes, i understand that she is worried, and she loves me, and she doesn't want anything bad to happen to me. i truly understand that.



all of a sudden, i became confused. confused with my feelings. i don't know how to explain, but this feeling inside me, the feeling of guilt is becoming stronger. maybe because i did not face that fear.




i just hope that i can be stronger next time.










everything that i hold is everything i can't let go.

me,


yasmin

we need not think alike to love alike

Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear.

there are some things that refuse to leave my mind, or rather i choose not to make it go away :)

- saye ade cita2 baru. saye ingin menjadi seperti encik shamsul yang generous dan prihatin. dan kalau berada dalam tank, saye akan membuat peace sign ketika org amik gambar saye ;)




- buat pertama kalinye dalam hidup saye yang 21 tahun ni, saye telah makan ikan pari bakar. saye telah mencubanye dengan kehadiran org yg sangat saye sayang :) awk janji tak suruh saye buat lagi kan pasni???




- for the first time in my life jugak, i went for catfish massage. had the opportunity back then when my family and i went to kenyir, ade ikan kelah but i was too afraid to try it, as i am very ticklish. but it's not bad after all~ :)




- saye teringin nak pelihara seal, penguin di rumah saye nanti. please baby? :) we'll get your eagles as well okay?




- i see ranbir kapoor when i saw adam in adamaya :)




- 'desserts' if spelled backwards spells 'stressed'. maybe that's why we take desserts when we are stressed? :)




- kereta iswara mempunyai pick up lebih baik daripada satria ;)




- ade kedai untuk duplicate kunci kereta di midvalley.heh.




- i get hyper if i don't get enough sleep and rest.

my love for imran grows stronger everyday <3 i am yours :)

chocolates can make you happy and chocolates can make you cry too
(imran, 2010)

where there is great love, there are always miracles.

-yasmin-

inhale.. exhale.. smile :)

finally the last paper has ended. unlucky for some of us, because most of our friends had finished their last paper a day earlier, and as expected, they screamed joyfully, while yannick, daus, mousa and myself were grinning with sarcasm and yeay-ed slowly, kasi muke kat kwn2 punye pasal. haha! ;P alhamdulillah everything has ended, done our best in the given time, and now pray for the result to come out clean :)



no, i'm not at home yet. still at the college, counting days as this might be the last day i'll sleep in this room, tak dapat kolej yaww ;P (but da appeal so hopefully dapat, not that i really want to, but i really need to) my love is still struggling for his last paper, and as we all know, the last paper is always the toughest, not the subject, but the tension of being really lazy and the unhappy feeling of seeing other people pack up their stuffs :) haha. mine, done :)

well, this post has no specific message, i guess you'll find it all over it, and being disorganised is one of my quality that not many others can possess. hehe..

so i have been blogwalking, and my friends are yet to update their current 'moods' this holiday. can't wait to read their posts, and can't wait to see pictures :) i, on the other hand cannot be sure how regular i will blog, as somehow holiday plans had been confirmed by my family, and i feel like this holiday is going to be a short one. oh yeah, most of my cliques are doing short sem this holiday, but i am not. huhu. takpelah i'm sure i'll have time. lagipun everybody is blessed with 24hours a day, right? :)



moving on to the good news. anis has passed all her medic papers, and she is good to continue to the 2nd year, alhamdulillah :) she always has the spirit, maybe that is what makes her able to do it. i mean, the only thing that keeps us doing what we want, is the will itself, no? and after much deliberation, i know i still want to continue what i have started, and i want to make papa and mama proud :)



the other sibling, adik already knows his UPU application status. he was offered to do diploma in civil engineering at uitm jengka (rolling eyes, don't know why) but he hesitated. so he has another option, to do foundation programme in engineering, at UNITEN, putrajaya. and what abg told me was, adik is going for this option. this means that, i'll have another close family here with me, putrajaya is not that far, i guess? :) lagipun imran is here with me :) it's always nice to have your closest family with you in a place that is alien to us. so, adik, be good.



next, abg's long call is not so far away now, is it? will be qualified as a lawyer, have his own money (ka-ching! ;P) and a fairly busy life. you want to earn more, you work more. yes, that's actually true :) i wonder if i still want to be a lawyer. the main goal now is, to finish my studies, and i'll cross that bridge of options once i get there, a promise to myself. as i grow up, i realise that there are so may things that i want to do, at least before i start a serious career :)



erm that's all i can think of right now. can't wait for the holidays to come though, so many things planned and i hope everything will be fine. meet up with old friends, make new friends, at least try a job to occupy my time, go for holiday trips, have a roadtrip maybe? :) short term, i'm planning to spend as much time with mr.monkey as this holiday can be a really tough one, as distance is always an issue for us.

p/s: oh heart, please be patient, absence will eventually strengthen the love between us, as trust will be the only thing that keeps us together. yes, the longest journey between two people is distance.

happy holidays!!!!! :)

me,



yasmin

metamorphosis

i am changing. i don't know whether it is good or not but what i know is, i am changing. somehow i feel that i am unable to be happy around the people that always make me happy. feel like i am losing grip of one after another. feel the distance. feel not needed. feel neglected. feel out of conversation even when i know for a fact that i don't have the ability to stop talking. somehow now i am more into towards the discussion of a serious topic, which makes me nothing less than boring. i even feel like the people i know since forever is not the same anymore, and i don't blame them totally for that. it can be said that i don't know them anymore. they just don't really talk to me that much anymore, not until i ask. they don't include me in outings, not anymore. not even on courteous basis. not anymore. i blame the time that flies so fast that i don't get to spend with them.



i am really changing, until up to one point, i don't see myself in the mirror. i see a different me, with different goals to achieve. i realise that myself had stopped laughing to unfunny stuffs, and the happy thoughts are not so happy anymore. i am changing. i don't like the changes. i am becoming more irrational as days go by, i become more rebellious towards things, i become unaware of what i do. i am losing my focus. i am not acting as rational as i was a year ago. yes, this year marks the most changes in my life. i stopped writing which i love so much, i don't spend my time for colouring sessions anymore, i don't go for early morning jogs anymore, i don't really put on my make-ups anymore. now i tend to argue and scream out of emotions.



i remember how my friends used to tell me that they think i'm the most rational amongst them, that they can never be as rational as me on certain things. but now i am not like that anymore. i realise that nowadays i tend to follow my heart rather than my mind. i no longer sit back and wait for things to settle through time, instead i pursue to that problem to settle it. pushy in a way, yes, childish on the other, yes, but most importantly, i am no longer the patient, rational yasmin i was before. and this is not something i am proud of. somehow i realise that whenever problem comes to me now, i tend to turn to my family rather than my best friends present here, near me. why? i don't know. maybe because i don't want to burden them with my problems anymore, as they have their own lives to draw and i wouldn't want to be a wet blanket to them. but somewhere inside me is not satisfied. they no longer really care about me like they used to. now nobody bothers to ask me "are you okay?" when i looked down.



everything is changing. i am going through a tough phase of my life. in fact i turn to those who are far away from me, and i am thankful they still treat me like they always do, and they still care, maybe more than what the people around me can offer. yes, i know one of the reasons is that i already have a special someone to count on, but maybe what i need is my friend :( but it eats me from inside. yes, i am losing grip :(

i just don't have the strength

wishlist:


yasmin ibrahim, come back soon pls..

nur zarifah, i need you..

muizz.. :(

fatin faseeha.. we must meet!

nadia rustham, can't wait to see you..

i'm tired of faking,


me

just when i need you

mr.anger just went by tadi, he said goodbye to me and that he will not come disturb me anymore, not soon..





mr.happy walked into my souls later, erasing all the unwanted effects of yesterday's sadness..






it's just another phase, baby.





we'll get through this, we always do :)

i love you <3

yours,



yasmin

i think i'd reserve my comment :)

these days semua org duk sibuk pasal kredibiliti polis. rata2 especially on facebook, groups were established, and somehow people don't know what they comment can actually be wrong. and i was not an exception, then. but after much reports, much papers read, i can come to a conclusion. nobody actually knows the true story behind everything, not even me. we make comments based on what we read and listen, rather than give time for the matter to be settled correctly.



one sad thing is that, after that unforseeable incident, people who do not know anything but wants to show the world that they know something, came up with so many versions of stories, which later resulted in total disorganisation of facts. pathetic kan? and lebih menyedihkan lagi is when everytime there are stories about the police force, people will go like.. "oh reti pulak tembak kat anggota badan lain?/ i am 15, shoot me. (lame, i know!)/ polis ni keje tembak org je ke?" and much more sarcastic comments, just to heat things up. mungkin mereka lupe that accidents DO happen, and police are just normal human beings. to these people that do not know the real story, pls la reserve your not so important comment to yourself. you might be making false accusations and what is worse, you are making other people confuse about the real occurrance of the incident.



i was not an exception too, i admit. but somehow, being me, i will find a way to listen to both sides of the stories. why? because we all know that the ugly truth is that the saksi or any persons would tell what he saw, what he was thinking, and what sides them.



i give you an example. A take B's pen. B didn't know. B claimed A stole the pen. A said he was just going to borrow it for a while and return back to B. B then state how would he know that A was going to return it back to him. the point i am making here is that, both parties will stand on their on stands, and one would not know what was in the mind of the other person.



for the record, i am just expressing my opinion, and i am not siding any parties. the review at this moment is purely based on circumstancial facts which is known to all. so looking back to the issue. firstly, what was the reason a teenager without a driving license be allowed to drive a car at such hour? what was the so called crucial need for him to drive the car with the presence of the adults at home that can drive him around? how would a police know that the person driving the car was a teenager? and how would you, a reasonable man with a gun in your hand, not knowing how dangerous the person in the car might be, would act when the car in front of you tried to hit you? how would you know that the person in the car was not armed with any weapon? and how would we know that the bullet was meant for the head, in such circumstance that the police was acting spontaneously towards the car that was going to hit him? again, all these are circumstancial facts that everybody knows.



so, as a layman, more importantly a law student following this case, i beg to the people out there not to show that they know everything, thus blaming the whole police force based on one case that nobody knows what the truth is. we should just wait and reserve our comments, and not to be judgemental and terpengaruh with whatever the NGO's and politicians try to establish, as we should think based on what we believe in, and not be affected by what people say.



however, for discussion purpose, it is definately not wrong to express our opinions, i mean, everybody has the right to say something, don't they? but based on what i had learnt, our right should not be extended up to the point where it will deprive others' rights. so, be free to comment, but pls do not burukkan anyone, as kalau the truth is revealed nanti, kite takmau eat back our own words kan? ;) and i speak for myself, as a law student, i don't want people to say that i don't know the law, that would totally menghina the people who taught me :)

so, be nice, listen to both sides, and don't be judgemental. have a nice day, readers :)

i'm an observer,



yasmin

love means sacrifice?

ajab prem ki ghazab kahani

i have been searching for this movie all over kuantan, just to find out that it is included in the astro box office channel, 952. what a bliss, i really2 want to see ranbir in action again, after wake up sid :)




so this movie here, ranbir kapoor my heartthrob as prem, and katrina kaif as jenny..




hmm if you ask me, i'd say that this movie has a good organisation of plot, sometimes can make me laugh really loud, sometimes buat sentap sikit ;D and the jokes are really stupid ones, but yet very much funny! :D and what i can absorb from this movie is that love means sacrifice. cliche, yes. however, this theme is brought forward throughout this movie in a different perspective, which makes it a movie worth watching. and yes, there's one song i found really catchy titled "tere hone laga hoon" :) really romantic clip :)





and the dialogue often used oin this movie is "in friendship, no demand; no complain" :) somehow i found this very true :) well it's kinda hard to see my future ex-boyfriend mr.ranbir kapoor had his heart broken in the middle of the movie. kesian sgt, rasa nak hug and tell him that everything will be fine..huhu.. one thing that saye tak puas hati is that in that movie, katrina is not as pretty as she should be.so.yeah.





enough of the fantasy put on screen. as for the reality, i'm feeling lonely right now eventhough i have the most beautiful people around me to keep me happy. because YOU are not here, it feels incomplete. because i don't get to text YOU, and calling you frequent is not a good option. plus, i don't get to see YOU everyday, teman YOU makan and go for supper, and a day tak cari pasal with YOU makes me feel inadequate :(

i miss you, i really do :( sabar ye, saye akan cepat balik.

i have a huge crush on ranbir,

yasmin

home is where the heart is :)

i am home :) no, not because i am stressed, and yes, i still have 2 more final papers to face, this coming thursday and friday..huhu. well if i have to make it clear, the gap between the previous paper and next paper is 6 days so amik kesempatan to go home, and buat clearance for college. all the way from karak congested sgt and no matter how i tried to stay awake by singing the songs played, gagal jugak. i fell asleep.



just when i arrived home, agak terkejut becoz my house is under construction, pagar depan tu da diruntuhkan and all the cars are parked kat rumah depan.haha mcm pelik :D so, kitorg bersiap and went for a second cousin's wedding on the way to kemaman. uncle harun's son. i was starving so mkn byk hehe..




next, we headed to uncle ramli's house at chukai, kemaman, as we are having a small family gathering, rasenye makan2 and ade a short tahlil sekejap. as usual, pak cik lan was in charge of the bbq thingy and kitorg just helped to move stuffs and jaga budak2 kecik and make noise in the house. mmg terbaik la kan pak cik lan's hands were dirty and dia sentuh my cheeks la kan.terbaik, hitam la pipi org. tapi ape2 pun, the bbq was great!




banyak sgt makanan such as sate, ikan bakar, ayam bakar, sotong bakar, nasi goreng, nasi impit and kuah kacang, and ade tembikai as well. it has been quite sometime since we had our last family gathering, and yesterday was fun :) meet the cousins, the kids were adorable sgt2! and we realised how we had grown up when my auntie stopped asking us to susun selipar, and told the little kids to do so.hahahaa teringat masa dulu2, when we were little, when we were told to susun the slippers, it always ended up with us main baling2 slipper instead :) good memories :)




so here are some pictures of the babies in the family..

nina, adam, nadira, ijah, azizi, azizul

the twins and nina

the cheeky adam :)

we fit in very well ;)

love,


min