the other part of the story

the story of the orchid and the bee

once there was a bee. a male bee. he was so much in love. one fine day, he asked his girlfriend to go for a date and they agreed. so on that very day, before he went to meet his love, he thought that he should go and get some cologne ;) so he flew off and dropped by at a flower, an orchid, just to 'spray' some cologne all over himself. unfortunately he fell into the flower, on the sticky bed inside the flower. all wet, he couldn't fly. he looked at his watch. damn he's late. he struggled to get out from the flower by walking up the stairs-like part, and once he is near to the exit, some pollen grains got stuck all over his body. but he couldn't care less, and at the end he managed to exit successfully.



once he was out, he felt uneasy and not comfortable with himself. he removed all the pollen grains off himself. thought he was in need of more cologne, he flew to another orchid. as silly as he was earlier, he fell into that orchid as well. with more determination, he managed to escape, this time, faster than before- just because he knew well how to exit this time. and he did. once he was out, he then flew again to other orchids and the story repeats itself again and again.




...and nobody knows whether that bee managed to meet his love at the end. or rather, nobody talks about it.





well, this is supposed to be a story to describe how the ecosystem actually works, and specifically how the flowers bloom and got spread around the world. this story was told to show that the bees are actually the agen pendebungaan, and that this is the flow of the ecosystem.

but.

when i think about it, it actually can mean that a person can keep on repeating the same mistakes over and over again- that's just the way nature works. we may need people to tell us that what we are doing is wrong, and then only we tend to change for the better. poor bee, nobody dares to tell him that he is silly, that he doesn't need more cologne to impress his love, and that the orchid only uses it to spread the pollen grains. oh poor bee.

"males can be very stupid when they go on dates"
-our favourite lecturer, 2010 :P

the person who tends to overthink things,


me

oh encik juris

the thought of tmrw's jurisprudence test makes me wanna throw up. currently i can't digest what i read.








fish.









oh be nice, encik juris :(

a public message

"friends are, in a way, witnesses to our lives. they see and experience with us our triumphs, heartaches, successes and failures. the transition to adulthood is one of the most important phase of a person's life, and the people who have seen us through that are the ones that understand us the most."

hey i wrote this on my own okay, and yeas i'm capable of writing such words that make sense.lol.

some public messages to the maniacs who have seen me rise and fall, and i'm not embarrassed at all doing all the silly stuffs when you guys are around :)

misz nadia- oh thank you for all your advices babe, you know i'm always by your side no matter what. and i really like your phrase of "muah muah kaw sampai lemas ;)" haha i find it really..erm..you.haha! ;D


mr. pilot- have fun kat tempat orang lain tu, but come back soon. i'm so proud of you, and i know you deserve much better about you-know-what :)



nur zahirah: glad to have you back here, needed you so badly that day but nak buat camne u were away.you owe me hugs :)

and others, you know who you guys are, i heart you guys tak sikit :)

lots of love,

yasmin

oh words always come easy

love is a battle that nobody wins but everyone has to fight










-sorry, not in the mood to write-

i guess the last hug and kiss matters most

going back to kl soon enough :(








p/s: jantung ni berdegup laju semacam je ni. imran. ape awk da buat ni?? ;)

-min-

11th :) oh no, its not just a number :)

oh heaven. its our 11th month together as a couple, imran and i. i honestly do not know what to write here now, not that i don't have any idea, but i think 10 earlier posts has showed how much our relationship had developed since we decided to be in it :)

so. the current mood- clueless. as i'm writing, imran is in rawang and i guess tonight we cant have our regular monthliversary chat over the phone :( sedih kan. hmm we have not seen each other for 2 weeks and it really is a torture. Imran and I can agree on one thing, that we can't stand long distance relationship. maybe we're not ready for it kot. by that, i mean, the distance can make me tak pasal2 emotional but somehow i'm working on that weakness.

so. 11 months. lama tu. agree kan? still rasa like we baru je got into the relationship. call me hopeless, but since i've devoted (wah devoted gitu, pardon me, tak jumpe other words yg sesuai) my heart to this relationship, not a second pun that i thought of looking back. yes, i must admit. some things that we always do 11 months back, mungkin da tak buat dah now. sometimes i ask him about this, and he always reply with "i love you no matter what". even if he didn't, i know, our love for each other grows stronger. i believe him when he says that. i believe us :)

baby.we've got this far. its a miracle for me. given all the circumstances and our main issue is always the word, DISTANCE, i'm really thankful that we still stick together until now, and i pray that i'll love you this way sampai bile2 and you'll do the same too :) tak ramai org yang sanggup. i hope takde a piece of regret pun in your heart, sbb i know that awal2 dulu pun awk already decide not to settle dgn org jauh. hey hey. i was born in KL lah wey ;P

i had thanked you for all the things that you have done for me, for us. and i think tak payah write everything here coz u would definately blush kalau baca, kan? :) i know i do :)

ape2 pun, you know i'll stay no matter what, until the day that awk da tak sanggup nak sayang saya lagi. saya tahu you will be there for me no matter what, until saya tak mampu nak sayang awak lagi :) ni janji kita kan? :) saye pegang janji awak bee.

sometimes we forget that its not easy to stay in love.

sometimes we forget that love can fade.

sometimes we forget that it takes both sides to make sure the love stays.

sometimes we forget that somebody else can take our love away.

sometimes we forget that we might take our love for granted.

we forget. i do forget those things sometimes. believe me, it takes an effort not to forget all those things, really.

i want to be the person you turn to when you need one.

i want to be the person you talk to when you need to talk.

i want to be the person to hold you when you walk.

i want to be the person you care about other than your own self.

i want to be the person that cries with you through the worst times of your life.

i want to be the person that can make you happy always.

to the one and only person who takes my breath away in the most beautiful way,

HAPPY 11TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY

I LOVE YOU

p/s: no matter what they tell us, no matter what they do, no matter what they teach us, no matter what they call us, no matter where they take us, no matter how they judge us.

I'LL BE EVERYONE YOU NEED <3

always yours,

me

my 21st syawal :)

alhamdulillah, tmrw we are celebrating hari raya aidilfitri. another one. my 21st syawal :) tahun ni as usual, last minute shopping never dissapoints me. pada malam raya ni, semua org mcm relax coz everything dah settled cuma tinggal benda2 remeh like susun kuih2 tu..

hmm tadi the guys went to the mosque, anis and nina dlm bilik, mama pun dalam her room so i was aty the family hall alone. dengar takbir raya and it reminded me of our beloved arwah mak yah. whoever yg rapat to me like nadia and izzat tahu how rapat we were and she was really like a mom to kami adik-beradik. haih sebak sangat and tiba2 sedar my cheeks rasa warm dgn tears. to my siblings yang baca ni, i know we all miss her presence so much lebih2 lagi masa raya. ya allah i really can't keep myself calm kalau bercakap tentang ni but kami tahu that we can't let mama see our tears coz she will start to cry too.. allah je tahu how much kitorang rindu arwah sangat2 :'( al-fatihah.

tahun ni mcm tahun2 lepas, tmrw mrng after solat sunat kami akan ke kemaman.. mmg dah tradition.. hmm so lets see ape perubahan untuk syawal kali ni..

- abg dah bekerja and esok kite akan dpt duit raya from him! :)

- tahun ni for the first time in my life i have someone else in my life. i'm looking forward utk beraya dgn awak.. thank you baby for being a part of me. you know i love you so much <3

- tahun ni gak anis and i tak buat ape2 kuih raya, semua mama yg buat. semua ni sbb anis baru sampai pagi tadi from kelantan, and kitorg slalu buat kuih raya bersama-sama, kalau sorang takde, mood utk buat biskut raya mmg tak dtg

- pada malam raya ni tak kecoh sgt like last year, as i said, semua preparation dah settled so mlm ni semua org pun rest je menunggu esok..

- tadi ptg kami ramai2 cuci kereta, instead of operasi membersihkan rumah. haha this is because rumah dah cukup bersih sbb baru renovate kan so mama dah panggil org before hand utk bersihkan rumah.

yeah itu saja setakat ni. alhamdulillah. semoga syawal tahun ni lebih baik dari syawal2 sebelumnya, dan diberkati :)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN :)

yours truly,

yasmin mohamad

somehow we tend to forget how it all started

bring back that proud, sensitive guy who made my heart beat so fast when he's around. who always triggered my emotions back then but at the same time had the time for me, always. who made me feel irritated with his sarcasm but at the same time made me miss him so much when he was out of my sight.









yours always,


me

quit trying too hard or you'll lose all of it

raya is coming in no time, and alhamdulillah everything went well as planned. everything on time. baju raya dah nak siap. except for my shoes i guess everything is in place already. haha yesterday we went for buka puasa at a hotel, papa's firm organised it for their clients. haha poor thing abg and kak iza had to sit with the clients. oh lupe. they are already in the working phase so its something that they should be involved in la kan? ;)



i was walking towards the dessert table when a good looking guy accedentally terlanggar my shoulders, sgt rude ye i thought at first but he said sorry so takpelah. he was in such a rush. haha figures, he was a chef in that hotel. when we stood side by side, he apologised again and offered to help me on what to choose for dessert. seriously i had no idea on what to eat, sbb terlalu banyak sgt lah! haha the next thing i realised was, he was talking passionately about choosing the right dessert with the perfect ingredients. mcm rancangan masakan pulak di dessert table tu? ;P honestly i had no idea at all on what he was talking about when he mentioned the ways to make good dessert, but i was amused by his passion and the topic- food! tak ramai org yg can speak passionately about food. oh and he thought i was a lawyer :) "muda2 dah jadi lawyer eh.how old are you?21?22?" *ok kat sini saye dah tergelak and i told him, the youngest a lawyer can be is 24 lah.



oh dear. an attractive young chef whom i bet makes a big amount of ka-chings, who talked passionately about food. attractive+passionate ;) kaboom little silly heart :P oh he was what, 26? entahlah. then i pointed him to nina- pastu nina dgn muke pelik was like "kak min, dia? nina rase abg imran lagi hensem." iish nina. entah sejak bile dia boleh geng dgn imran pun entahlah, sampai now everything pun nak side imran. pencuri adik org! suke la awk eh?..



so tak lama lepas tu he came to our table, maybe to make sure everything was alright. the food, i mean. he introduced himself, then mama pun sama naik lah, bestnye jadi chef and all, makan makanan sedap hari2. tapi mmg betul. the food was sedap jugak lah :) saye takde kwn yg bekerja sbg chef pun. hmm.



so malam pun menjelma. and we were at home, tgk cerita monsters vs aliens. texted love for a while. then called to wish goodnight tapi dia as usual lah. busy je selalu. so it was just a short call. banyak perkara nak bagitau. but erm i guess you are right. if its not important, it can wait. cuma sy taktau definition important awk tu. kalau sy buat presumptions yg its not important, awk tak suke. hmm baru terfikir when was the last time we really talked on the phone. cuti ni mcm hmm belum lagi. anyway. yesterday was tiring but fun! mcm2 benda tahu pasal bread pudding ;P

p/s: kalau awk jumpe facebook saye, awk akan jumpe blog ni. nak cakap ni: alaa.. boleh la awk cakap non stop, talking your language. jom cakap my language pulak, ade bran? tentu awk terdiam dan amused jugak mcm saye smlm ;P


oh encik imran saye rindu awak. sile beritahu awak rindu saye jugak.

♪ yasmin ♪

i see love in you, so i bind the strings of my heart with you

this song is from the movie bacchna eh haseeno, starring my oh so handsome heartthrob, ranbir kapoor and the oh so lovely deepika padukone :) the setting was seriously marvellous, but somehow imran thought the choreography was quite exaggerate, but he loves it as well :) their attire were cantik gile and ranbir really looks good in white, dan deepika has the most lovely face structure and her makeup was really well done~ oh something to share- during the shoot, these stars were a couple and i can see the sincerity in that video clip. i've shared the video on my facebook :)

khuda jaane

sajde mein yun hi jhukta hoon,
(I bow down to you, yet I don’t know why…)
tum pe hi aa ke rukta hoon,
(I come to a halt whenever I see you…)
kya yeh sab ko hota hai,
(does this happen to everyone in love?…)

hum ko kya lena hai sab se,
(why should we think of anyone else?…)
tum se hi sab baatein ab se,
(you are the centre of all my thoughts now…)
ban gaye ho tum meri dua,
(you have come to be my prayer…)

khuda jaane ke main fida hoon,
(God knows, I am head-over-heels in love with you…)
khuda jaane main mitt gaya,
(God knows, I am all lost in your love…)
khuda jaane yeh kyun hua hai,
(maybe God knows why all this has happened…)
ke ban gaye ho tum mere khuda,
(that you are in my prayer nowadays….)

tu kahe to tere hi kadam ke main nishanon pe,
(if you say so, then I’ll follow your footsteps…)
chalun rukun ishaare pe,
(stop or begin on their each signal…)

tu kahe to khwaabon ka bana kemain bahana sa,
(if you say so, i'll pretend to come in your dreams…)
mila karun sirhaane pe
(… I’ll meet you each night at your pillowside)

ho, tum se dil ki baatien seekhi,
(I learnt all about love from you…)
tum se hi yeh raahien seekhi,
(and I learnt the ways of love from you…)
tum pe marr ke main to, jee gaaya
(by dying with you, I lived an entire life…)

dil kahe ke aaj to,
(the heart wishes that today…)
chupa lo tum panahon mein,
(.. you should hide me in your embrace…)
ke darr hai tum ko kho doonga
(I fear that I might lose you…)
dil kahe sambhal zara khushi ko
(the heart asks me to control my happiness…)
na nazar laga,
(and save it from the evil eye…)
ke darr hai main to ro doonga
(the heart fears that I might cry…)

karti hoon sau vaade tum se,
(I make a hundred promises to you…)
baandhe dil ke dhaage tum se,
(I bind the strings of my heart with you…)
yeh tumhe na jaane kya hua
(while you might not know what has happened to me in love…)

khuda jaane ke main fida hoon,
(God knows, I am head-over-heels in love with you…)
khuda jaane main mitt gaya,
(God knows, I am all lost in your love…)
khuda jaane yeh kyun hua hai,
(maybe God knows why all this has happened…)
ke ban gaye ho tum mere khuda,
(that you are in my prayer nowadays….)

you've been humming this melody since you come to know of it. you dwell into hindi songs because i influenced you, eventhough you don't understand a word. for all we know, you like this song now, and we've been singing this very song whenever we feel like it.

but, isn't it really much more meaningful when u understand the lyrics, love? <3

..:: i love you ::..

mission possible

mission possible :) hee yesterday for the first time saye dan aiman dan nina were involved in a mission- to bake cupcakes. pernah bake cakes byk kali, cookies lagi la banyak. but cupcakes, first time lalala~ yeah yeah loser but korang ade buat ke? kalau takde jgn byk komen. kalau ade, sedap ke? kalau sedap nak satu pleash pleash? :D



haha semalam around tengahari mission started. since nina wanted to eat cupcakes kan so i thought ok lah takde keje nak buat baik kite buat :) mama was bz baking kuih raya. she is the type yg kalau buat kuih raya jgn kacau, dia nak buat semuanya sendiri. so kitorg conquered the table but yeah, mama still helped the baking process letak cupcakes dlm oven sbb saye takut.hee~



so our first attempt was a success :D *clap3! vanilla cupcakes, with icing. hee~ za! i berjaya! haha! and we actually decorated the cupcakes and it was not a problm at all :) i was satisfied :)

not bad at all for the first attempt kan? :)

dedicated to encik cinta hati :)

ok this little brat pun buat jugak :)

oh! oh! to those yg ada my facebook, pls lihat video yg my younger bro tagged me, ada a video of crazy nina. seriously crazy. too much cupcakes maybe? hee~

p/s: baby i can't wait to buat utk awak :)

smiling,


yasmin

hush little angel

i've arrived home safely late at night, yesterday. papa and i drove, and the stomach cramp really didn't help at all :( but everything was well again when i entered home, saw those familiar faces of people who are biologically programmed to love me, kissed them on the cheek and went straight to my room for a rest. haih. it was a short journey gak, like only 2 1/2 hours. *yelah bee saye rase saye bawak laju.huhu.



nina was still awake, waiting for me. i remember in my previous post ade mention about nina who will wait for me, for any of my siblings yg balik :) she's a big girl now, so tak larat nak dukung ;) gave her a big hug and urged her to sleep. but later when we were in bed, as usual she will talk about her day at school, that she got presents or her good performance in the exam, and how she really wants to eat cupcakes. so. since saye dah start bercuti ni, i'll bake. later today :)

this little angel's hair dah pendek. now she's adorable :)

oh yesterday i had a short buka puasa with the heartmate. papa said he wanted to go back to kuantan early so at first mmg ingat tak sempat buka puasa sama2, but then he said be home at 8.30pm, so kami went to Restoran Nelayan, Titiwangsa, as its really near to my house kan~ kite makan steamboat :) erm i'd love to write about how comel imran was, but takpelah save it for later, i'm sure muka dia masih panas pasal the earlier post ;D see baby saye kasi awk chance ;P



anyway back to the subject. yes. nina wants cupcakes. and as the eldest sister i should fulfill her wishes. actually because now she can really be mengada and membebel for no reasons.hahahah. lagipun i have to try, mane tau sedap then boleh buat masa raya nanti ;P and i think decorating is never a problem, and my inspiration always starts with this:

meet this cutie. imran wants to call it ladybird.
coz the name 'ketam' has been taken by a ladybird figure fluffy :)
comel kan!

alright then, sampai sini dulu. i promise to write as much as i can during this break :) and cupcake mission-on! mama sibuk nak buat kuih raya so i'll be bz doing something else.kite berebut oven ok mama? ;D

p/s: awak i miss you already. semalam i didn't talk much on our way home sbb sy nak dgr awk bercakap because i'm going to miss your voice so much. i'm looking forward to see you soon. and please, please take care of yourself. i heart you baby :)

toodles,


mrs shahrukh

and i call this, spilling the beans :)

yes miss author of the little black book, thank you for tagging me in your earlier post :) hehe i was looking forward to do this tagging thing, and here i am, typing like nobody's business.hehe. -well actually i'm currently bored, alone in the library.papa nak pakai kereta so he dropped me off quite early i must say *yawn-


alright here goes~ :)




1) Siapakah diri anda di rumah?

saya adalah yasmin, the only child in my family whose name starts with the letter 'Y' whereas the others names' starts with an 'A'. i am the 2nd child, the first sister and often said, the loudest. diorg cakap i sometimes don't know when to shut up and watch tv quietly, unless ade my heartthrob on the tv, i'll automatically be glued and sampai malas nak amik air and will go like.."nina,nina sayang kak min kan?kak min rase mcm nak air sejuk dalam gelas cantik, kalau nina taknak amikkan takpelah nanti kak min amik sendiri japlagi tapi skarang ni betul2 dahaga."- sambil buat mata besar kelip2 ;P and it works everytime dengan si kecik tu. sampai up to one point papa kata nanti si nina da besar jgn haraplah dia nak buat semua tu lagi.haha.


these loves call me 'min' without 'kak' and eventhough i am the first sister, i always got scolded by anis who is a year younger than me.saye rasa mereka ni semua tak sedar yg saye adalah kakak mereka.haih.oh! saye boleh jadi rajin tak kena masa. tgh2 malam boleh tukar2 langsir, vacuum rumah and kemas2.biole saye malas, sy sgt malas sampai bangun pun pukul 13 :D one thing i can't tahan is katil yg tak berkemas because sy rasa rimas. i don't really cook(not yet) but i love to bake. and among the 6 of us, only anis, azri and myself suka thrill rides, so bring it on! :D



2) Siapakah diri anda di samping rakan?


okay maybe this question should be posted on facebook supaya kwn2 saye boleh jawabkan :) but from what i see, saye antara kawan yang in the middle dalam skala 'slalu kena bahan' dan 'slalu membahan' :P tagline saye yg selalu diorg guna kalau nak mengusik saye is "hye korang!"-sambil melambai2 ceria dgn muka gembira. but mereka akan tukar kepada "hye SORANG!" *well sy pun tak paham kenapa benda ni jadi bahan? anyways, for me impersonation is the best way to compliment. chueyh! :D lalala~


oh dan saye selalu dikatakan tak relate. contohnye kalau diorg cakap pasal keretapi, saye boleh tiba2 dgn muka semangat pun cakap "weh lama tak tgk cerita dil se, scene shahrukh khan menari atas keretapi tu dia buat sendiri tau!" ---> pastu diorg buat muke pelik and terus malas nak layan sambil cakap, ok min tak relate dan geleng2 kepala. muke saye akan merah beberapa saat lepas tu. oh mereka juga tau saye die hard fan shahrukh khan, dan mmg tag team dgn syak or myra bile azzairi tgh mode poyo :P


3) 5 perkara anda idamkan tapi belum tercapai


- really understand hindi and be able to speak fluently sbb nak sgt2 mahu jumpa shahrukh khan in person and make him impressed! lalala~ *imran yg tgh baca ni akan buat muke menyampah dan scroll down immediately :P


- my first car should be WHITE in colour :) ini belum tercapai sbb saye masih blaja.hee~


- pelihara pets of my own. rabbit ke.. sugar glider ke.. penguin ke ;P.. i had hamsters and a pet rabbit back then but tak lama kemudian mereka telah meninggalkan kami :( hehe i've always wanted a pet pony actually :)


- keliling dunia, backpacking pun takpe. but without money, semua tu mcm impossible sikit kan~ :P


- to get married when the time comes, insyaallah :)



4) Siapakah nama pasangan anda?


at the moment i'm deeply in love with muhammad imran bin khairi osman. or i call him encik gila. or mr.monkey. or paling baru, budak tembam :D *imran yg tgh baca buat muke geram pastu terus mencarut ;P we're praying for the best for this relationship, insyaallah :)



5) Ceritakan 5 perkara yang paling anda suka tentang pasangan anda.


mcm off topic sikit eh soalan ni. lah? nak 5 je? *imran mesti buat muka bangga. dah 13 chapters dah kan bee? :) *these will make u blush, i'm sure bee.

- imran sangat penyabar. in every way possible. i am not the type of person yg pendiam, ayu2. i'm crazy. i do crazy stuffs in public like tiba2 jerit nak aiskrim tgh2 public. and boleh lari2 nak pijak lampu2 warna biru kat pathway between cineleisure dan the curve. kalau org lain mesti dah tak tahan malu dan takkan stick with me. imran did :) bile sy pms dan mengadu sakit perut, dia sabar melayan mood saye yg tak menentu tu. bile sy degil nak makan something, dia sabar teman sy beli benda tu. paling baru, dia sabar teman sy pusing satu OU cari kasut raya yg sampai hari ni tak jumpe :) imran sangat penyabar :)


- imran sangat caring. in every way possible. bile saya pms dia beriya tak kasi sy minum air sejuk or ice-cream supaya sy tak sakit perut lagi teruk. bila sy nak blk rumah mlm2 kalau boleh dia nak tlg hantar to make sure sy sampai rumah safely. bile saye sakit he's always there for me, teman sy pegi klinik, tunggu sy kat hospital, and never fails to ask to make sure of my well-being. bile sy balik kuantan dia akan text to ask dah sampai ke belum, dah mkn ke belum etc. kalau sy text muke sedih, dia akan sibuk2 tanya what's wrong. kalau jari sy ade plaster pun dia mcm risau. kalau nyamuk gigit sy pun dia marah nyamuk tu ;P imran sangat caring :)


- imran sangat klaka innocently. he has this problem of mispronouncing things taw. kalau org lain mcm kdg2 but imran ni mesti ade benda yg salah sebut always ;P commercial TRANSHACTION la, MUSHROOM SHOUP la- just to name a few.banyak lagi! ;P so kdg2 tgh2 marah pun boleh terus cool down dan gelak. some find it a weakness, i found it, cuteness *ele suke la tu suke la tu! chet! ;P slip of the tongue eh? imran is seriously innocently kelakar, kdg2 dia tak sedar pun benda ni but he always complains when he did that. tak payah complain, i love it :) and dia slalu over confident on things, tengah2 nyanyi lagu 'selamat malam' by faizal tahir tu, dgn muke feeling2 boleh pulak tersebut 'selamat malam SLAYANG' instead of sayang. hahah!!!! gile potong kan? ;P and..

y: awak, suke tak lagu satu hari di hari raya?

i: tak!

y: kennnaappe???

i: saye tak suke jamal!

y: err..awk.. ni bukan jamal

i: -diam pastu control senyum-


(-.-'') hahahah!!!! that's why i love him so much :)


- imran appreciates me :) those cards, love letters, goodmorning and goodnight texts.. semua dia appreciate. my gifts.. and those things you gave me, you know well i love them all :) when i come to kl from kuantan during the holidays, he allocated the whole day for me, for us to spend time keluar makan tgk wyg and all other stuffs :) and i'm sure if he has the time he would drive all the way to kuantan like last time, and come to see me :) i know by heart :) eventhough we're here at the same place, he never shows me that dia rimas or whatsoever with my presence, in fact we always spend time together :)


- imran always tries his best for us and wants me to be better for us :) when something went wrong, he will definately take some time to calm down, to cool himself off, and lepas tu agree to discuss. a girl's nature, when things don't go well, we tend to push the guys to discuss, without realising that kita tgh marah and the discussion will turn into an emotional fight. i've learnt that message through a hard way, and he always reminds me not to follow my heart too much, but think more. kalau sy tak suka about something, he will try not to do it again. one way or another, he always try to save our relationship and i love him for that :)

i bet imran feels like this now :P

6) Bilakah tarikh anniversary anda?

16 Oktober 2009 :)



7) Apakah kenangan pahit anda bersama pasangan anda?


I can't really tell, but i must say kalau masa exam, and masa cuti, akan rasa sangat distance. and masa mcm ni, benda-benda kecik pun boleh trigger our emotions and boleh gaduh. erm maybe that's it kot, but we're working on it. nasib lah, dua-dua pun rumah jauh from each other kan. and the time we have mmg kitorg treasure sgt2~ and another thing, when ade org try to get into our relationship. tak kirelah whether a guy or another girl. we fought about this too many times already but we're getting better in handling this matter.



8) Lagu tema cinta anda?


Erm i don't know lah~ but what i know is, when i listen to this song- Never Knew I Needed, it immediately reminds me of him :) cuba tengok lirik, sgt2 terkesan.hee~



9) Apa perubahan yang anda ingin lihat pada pasangan anda?


- tak perlu share kat sini kot? imran tau ape sy tak suka. imran tau saye harap perkara2 tu berubah. and imran pernah cakap, jgn pressure dia and let him lead his life the way he wants to. but i'm part of your life now, right? u know what this means, love :) takpe.we'll leave this to time :)



10) Tag?


- fatin faseeha azmi from infiniti=definisi :) atin, since today is aizuddin's birthday, i guess its sweet kalau awk buat tag ni :)




oh thanks a bunch, cik laila :) i really enjoy doing this, and while doing it i have been smiling and laughing to myself :D honestly i didn't hesitate at all. and to my dearest, i'm sorry, saye letak jugak dlm blog, ape yg berlaku smlm! ;P wait.i'm not sorry ;D

much love,


yasmin