thank you for responding to my shoutout in facebook. here goes nothing :)
dearest 'aaronaziz', i don't really know you by heart, but we had taken steps to get to know each other more. we were not friends, but its rather wonderful that we can actually have chemistry on our first chat :) and what actually made me really comfortable is that you didn't take sides when i spoke to you about my problem the other day, the one i messaged you on facebook. you potrayed that understanding guy and your other half must be a really2 lucky girl :) i also feel that you may have issues with yourself, about being too easy tempered sometime, but i'm sure as you grow up, things will eventually fall in its places :) i am really really happy to be a friend of yours, and i hope we will spend some time to lepak ramai2 and yeah since you already got into the next level of your life, there must be so many things to share, no? thank you for keeping track of my blog, i appreciate it :)
dearest 'companion', i only knew you when we were at PD for our asasi stuff. introduced by a mutual friend, we didn't talk much those days. i can't quite recall how we actually started to talk, but it started with YM right? we barely call each other, barely talk, off the chatroom i mean. so our conversation only went about chatting :) i don't know why but i feel really comfortable talking to you about my problems, my dissatisfaction, and you always have your ears ready for me, and i appreciate that a lot. remember how we used to talk about our fvourite place to makan? mcm2! setapak la, tanglin lah etc etc, the places not so many people i know fancy them :D you admitted that you have that self-conscious problem, and we already settle it and you know how i feel about you, friend :) thank you so much for being there for me always through thick and thin *i mean literally gemuk dan kurus :D
dearest 'future', i knew you since i was 13. we were in the same class, but we don't really hang out, just because you have your own clique and i had mine too. you are a really funny guy. together with those friends i miss, mmg you guys can make our day full of laughter lah :P we are never that close, we barely hang out but one thing for sure, you are one of the friends that i want to keep insyaallah forever. and thank you for tracking me down ion facebook, if not because of facebook i might lose you, my long lost friend :) thinking about it, we have been friends since 13 but we rarely contact each other. let's change this, shall we? :)
dearest 'yasmin', haha tatau why you gave me my own name. sweet la tu? :) hehe its funny because i don't know whether to compliment myself or kutuk myself nih :P i first met you during our asasi trip to UM and UKM tu, but i don't really liked you then. coz u r that bising2 type that for me mcm tatau when to stop kacau ppl. but, as i spend more time with you, i grow to like you, and yes, i want to keep our friendship sampai bila2. i want my kids in future to know you, and laugh at your jokes like i enjoy laughing now :) you are funny, yes that's what your best quality is, to me :) when you make that silly jokes in class, you actually pull me out from stress sbb tak fhm the lecture :) your words makes my day, honestly. and i just love arguing with you about you know what, and the fact that you always lose makes me feel lagi seronok nak argue everytime you mention about that. haha :D saye rasa awk seorg yg sangat tabah, but you have to be stronger than what you are now. i may not understand what you are going through now, but the fact that you can keep a happy face shows that you can actually be happy without pretending :) saye percayakan awak, and sy sgt gembira ade teman mcm awk :)
dearest 'tomstoms', i love you lah babe! i really do! you know what, the first time you approach me to get you know what, i found you as a very interesting person, just because we possess that same blurness sometimes :) hey, its a compliment, really. i always thought you are pretty, and the way you carry yourself is rather amusing to me :) i love it that eventhough we don't meet often, we can still talk endlessly whenever we meet. hey babe, as you know, i follow your writings. and i can feel the hardship that you are going through. i can't say that i understand because i don't. but i know how it feels if i am in your place. what i can say is, i'll be here if you need someone to talk to. you text me at random times, and i do the same jugak. you are not judgemental, you are very straight forward which i really like, and you state your stand the first time we met. i mean, you always be yourself, and its as if telling the people around you that 'accept me for who i am, or just leave' term. yes babe, you made that clear everytime. i look forward to spend more time with you, and insyaallah we'll be friends forever :)
dearest 'curious', oh one of my favourite creatures, since asasi until now and hopefully for many2 years to come. as i said, we have different dakyah but you know what, i am really2 happy to have you around. you always keep us together, no matter how busy you are, and no matter how fussy i can be, you are always there for me. the thing about us, we can't make plans. it just takes a random, spontaneous plan for us to meet and its fun that way don't you think so dearie? :) although we don't fancy the same thing, tapi its best gile sbb we understand each other's obsession so well, so well! :) and sangat best sbb we try our best to accept each other's interests eventhough its not easy.hehe. and the fact that you layan i when i talk about my obsession, really makes me happy lah and i treasure our friendship sgt. even when i am facing a difficulty, you are always there to listen, to just listen :) be by my side forever, please? :)
dearest 'mee rebus', oh my this is going to be tough. hey u dont gv me that look or send any evil 'haha' msg to my phone later ok :P alright here goes. we met in johor, for that you know what. we competed, and honestly i thought you gave me that look.haha ok i perasan whatsoever but in your letter you said the same thing jugak ok.hehe. we became friends in a usual way, through letters. and honestly, i really anticipated your replies every 2 weeks.haha because kita jauh kan? :) then we exchanged phone numbers and started texting. we shared so many things about ourselves, and mane nak tau our path crossed at UM. we went out for the first time, you terated me haagen dasz and talentime, remember? haha i had good fun lah, and i thought that you were being yourself, you taught me how to take a bus, you sent me back to college :D you are a charming person. and that one thing we have in common is our passion on you know what. ahhaa and something i remember. you asked me who drogba is, and i managed to answer it honestly. but when i asked you about vidya balan, you pretended to know but u actually googled it up! haha kejam!
dearest '622', i asked for a word but you gave me numbers. hahaha takpelah. you were my roomate during asasi.awk ingat tak how we actually bumped into each other and suddenly we felt that chemistry and terus agree to be roomates :) sy syg awk.itu sy boleh cakap tak payah fikir byk kalai. awk mcm kembar mmg tak seiras langsung tak sama tinggi tak secomel saye but kita serupa :) having you is one of the best miracles that i have experienced in my life, and please don't ever turn your back on me because it would be a heartache that cannot cure, seriously. you always understand how i feel, and you always have the time for me. we share almost everything, and still, i regret nothing :) i want to keep you, and i want this relationship to end forever, and sedetik lebih :)
dearest 'snowflakes', i always feel that you are a very soft-spoken person. being a friend to someone important in my life, you are always like a big sister to me. awk sangat lemah lembut, and saye rase sangat kasar bile bercakap dgn awak.haha ;P hey but whatever it is, we are both princesses in our own way, alright? :) you are fun to be with, and we never run out of ideas when we meet and talk, and that is really fun for me. you know i mmg bukan pendiam. haha. you are warm, and i believe that you are a strong person :) its funny that you asked for hindustan updates from me that day, and i think that shows that u appreciate my presence and the fact that you asked me instead of you know who, makes me proud jugak somehow :) you are pretty, but with your own style :)
dearest 'basikal', haha i'm a little embarrassed lah nak tulis ni. just promise me that everything will remain as it is, we remain close ok! i had a crush on you during high school. yes, after that you know who that you always pair me up with. haha just a silly crush that never last that long pun. as we spend time together, i realise that that crush actually is minor, and that feeling that i have towards you is more of like loving a brother :) and i'm proud of that, having you when my real brother is not around. when we actually turn to each other for little2 stuffs, i feel that mmg you are not only close physically, but also spiritually. with you, its just so easy. erm macam.. hey lets meet blablabla and you'll come without hesitate :) so, yeah. huu segan la ni i don't care at least i'm being honest :) :)
others, i'll update in other posts okay :)
much love,
yasmin mohamad
