pada hari ini

harini awak buka mata saya, awak buat saya terjaga.

harini awak ingatkan semula kepada saya ape reason we got involved in this relationship.

harini awak ingatkan saya that your love towards me is so strong, it can't be moved by a dissatisfaction.

harini awak tunjukkan sebab kita tak boleh jadi kawan biasa je.

harini awak buat saya sedar bahawa perasaan buruk yg saya ade tu patut saya buang jauh2.

harini awak buat saya menangis terharu.

harini awak letak dlm kepala saya yang banyak cara saya boleh buat awak happy, by just being me.

harini awak tunjuk appreciation terhadap all my little efforts throughout the day since kita bersama.

harini awak kuatkan cinta saya terhadap awak.

harini awak yakinkan saya bahawa pilihan saya tak salah.

p/s: hanya kerana kau yang cukup indah untuk didampingi, untuk disayangi, untuk dimiliki, untuk dicintai. dan saya akan sayang awak selagi awak sayangkan saya. janji.

saya,

yasmin awak

food never tastes as good

its one thing when you have dinner, and its another thing when you have fun while having dinner with your friends :) the surroundings make it different, so to speak :) my friends and i, we blabber a lot on how time had parted us, how time is never enough for us to sit down and chat, how time is always not allowing us to just relax and spend time together laughing. how time this, how time that. lots of blabbers, i must say. just the blabberings heard, but we know by heart that we all are busy with our lives. surviving law school.


so, when we had the time to really relax and spend time together yesterday, it didn't come to waste. the mock trial crew organised a dinner gathering for the 2010 mockers, at the faculty. almost everybody was present, and the event was really rocking. the food were awesome! ghoulash.woah! tiramisu.woahh! great job, farina's papa and abe! i don't remember the last time i ate that much :D the girls, as usual, would help out with the servings- thats what we do best. and we enjoyed serving people. alhamdulillah, sufficient food for everybody, some leftovers as well. we had group karaoke sessions where everybody shout their lungs out haha! :) pictures were taken, and it made our night complete. i guess its a good night for everybody present. (oh well.i had a good time until i realise something.something disturbing. *ignore ignore)



so. as usual, please scroll down for pictures :)

deline teaching us how to cook :D
*check out za's face :P

*budak ni mmg mkn byk. don't ask :D

the mockers, and proud of it :)




you know, when time seems insufficient for everyone, everyone would definately try their best to do whats best in that little time given. maybe that's one of the ways how The Almighty teach us how to appreciate the time that we have :)











yours sincerely,

mocker

when girls go out to play

it doesn't take much effort from eppa and myself before we agreed to meet and spend some time together, last friday. just some simple 'i miss you. we should hang out' text messages and the next thing we know, the date for us to meet had been set. its a pity fatin couldn't come with us. well, actually, a dear friend of mine, nadia was performing in an acoustic show that friday night, and i had decided to go and watch it. since the other half couldn't accompany me as he was busy with his moots (or whatever lah) so i thought i would tag eppa along- its been a while since we spent our time together :) knowing eppa, she would be a very good company to any event, and the decision to tag her along was the most brilliant decision i had made, in this whole week (exaggerate) :D



so we meet that late evening, and we headed to one utama. since the show was in damansara perdana, we thought it would be wise to be somewhere near it to avoid the traffic, plus the fact that we didn't know the place really well, so we decided that we should go to OU to grab lunch. catching up things can never be as fun, and i think we glued ourselves on the chair for quite sometime, just because we can have bottomless drink, and we chatted for hours!







after maghrib, we drove to @pentas, damansara perdana. the route was not familiar to us, but the directions given by mr. adi wafi (a new friend) :) was indeed very clear and we didn't have a hard time to find that place. when nadia arrived, we gave each other a massive hug -padahal baru jumpe last monday :D you know how girls tend to be extra loving and emotionally attached when we meet kan :P and there was also syareena, and jihan :) eppa didn't have a hard time to fit in- plus the fact that these people have something in common- they learn korean language. and mind you, as how i am obsessive about hindustan, eppa on the other hand is obsessive with korean :) so nadia and syareena sort of met their so called 'teacher' :)

so. a little promotion here. @pentas is a very cozy place. and by cozy, i mean REALLY COZY. a very good place to relax, just lay back an enjoy the acoustic show. and it can accommodate around 40 people at most, the sound system is very impressive. the lighting, the concept- very much soothing and comfortable. the performers were really great, and i'm talking about those who performed that night, but these people, they told me that other talents are really impressive too. can't wait to watch them perform. (to me, its really something when you perform your piece of mind- its really sincere) i'll definately go back, and i'll tag whoever wants to come along, alright? :) just buzz me, you have my number. hee.




to my dearest nadia:

babe, i'm really proud of you, i really am. its funny to hear your voice on the record, not that i'm not used to your voice, but listening to you, singing your own song, is a different kind of music theraphy. you get what i mean, kan? haha. sorry. you know i tend to like this hee~ knowing you, you are not that type of person that would let go of the people important in your life.heh i suppose i mean something to you, that you keep me this long, right? hehe. all the best! i am so happy that you are doing well, and that promising future of yours, will definately be materialised if you keep those positive attitudes :) love you to bits :)




to my dearest eppa:

you have been wonderful. since we first became friends. you have been wonderful. since we became close. you are still wonderful. even we don't meet that often. the best thing about our friendship is that, we don';t spend time that much, but the time we spent has been really meaningful, and i bet we can update each other in one whole day. thank you for not asking where have i been missing, why we don't spend so much time like last time, and for not judging me. i love you no less :)

p/s: everybody needs a little time away from each other, i heard they say.








love,

meen a.k.a mat :P

of inconvenience and ignorance

i would be a distraction only when you allow me to be one.



at most of the time, i take you as an inspiration though, not a distraction.








yours truly.

chirp chirp

it all started with a hye.

i said 'hye' with a smile.

replied with a 'hye' and a smile too.

i saw that look in your eyes. that look i suddenly miss.

the look that made me feel something, like a spark in the heart.

*ignore.ignore.

each time we meet, i sense it.

tell me its not true, or rather, don't.

because i might think you mean it, what i'm afraid of.

*highschool mood. highschool mood.

you don't talk much.

but that look, it explained almost everything, everything that i noticed.

and i am afraid.

p/s: oh virtual conversations is often easy, no?

-min's-

mirror mirror on the wall

they say trust is like a mirror; a cracked mirror is not the same as a fine mirror.

but the truth is,

a cracked mirror can still function if you know how to change the angles.


so instead of throwing it away, why not try to make the best out of it? :)











-yasmin's-

through my eyes

believe it or not, life experiences can make and break us. but the beauty is, we will always realise when it starts to break us, and therefore we would have the strength to stand up before it can really break us to pieces- that's when we won't be able to stand up again.

and yes, i learn from others' mistakes as well. i sure hope i do.

p/s: writing mode- ON! :)

yours truly,

yasmin mohd

the princess adds a year to her age

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DOLL

oh how fast time flies, you are 8 years old already. i still remember the day we brought you home from the hospital, you were so tiny and fragile, and i love you so much since then, and i will love you more as long as i live :)

facts about nina:

- her full name is Noor Alina but we call her Nina.

- she wakes up quite early, and she will sleep really late if anis or i am around.

- she sleeps really wild, 360 degree turning. at night you sleep with her head on the pillow, and the next day you'll wake up with her legs on your body ;)

- she loves mcflurry oreo ice-cream but as much as she likes it, she can't finish it on her own.

- she is a charmer, she knows how to get people's attention. much attention :)

- her true friend is PINKY. (a pink teddy bear- thank you ali hassan) :) seriously. when she gets moody and doesn't want to talk, try talk her through with pinky :)

sayang, kak min will go back home for your action song performance in 2 weeks time alright :) and please remind me to bring home your wondermilk cupcakes okay.



i love you munyi munyi muahh muahh cipika cipiki cida cidag ciram :)







p/s: aiman, pls make her read this post and ask her to call me after she reads it.










love,

kak min

when you say you'll never let go, i believe.

awak, kite dah 17 months :) :) alhamdulillah :)

i am greatful;-

- i still have you when i need you, always.

- my phone is still full with text messages from you, be it that simple 'baby :)' text.

- i still anticipate to get your calls, still hope for texts from you every morning and every night.

- you never fail to tell you how much you care and how much i am important to you

- we still make time for us no matter how busy we can be

- i am still very excited for this date, just so i can make that childish monthliversary card for you.

- we would go through the hassles just so we can meet, like that supper excuse 2 nights ago.

- your voice is still my most favourite tune to listen to.

- my eyes still search for your wma1220 everytime i drive into the faculty compound.

- your silly jokes means so much and to me, only you can make such silly jokes and i still laugh at it.

- you still check up on me every now and then, and that you miss me as much as i do.

happy 17 months monthliversary, my imran :)



i love you so much, can't be less than this


♥

naili's place :)

p/s:

i still can't get over those feelings when you look me in the eyes. and awak, please. i really can't look at you when you read my cards in front of me. awk buat saye segan ;p









yours,

♥ yasmin ♥

marah tandanya sayang

''saye marah sebab saye sayang''- imran osman

its funny how these words can actually ease my heart. i mean. not i don't know that marah means that someone actually cares. hmm if we were to recall our days when we were little, kan kite selalu dengar those words spoken. i'm sure semua org pun had gone through a childhood di mana when kena marah dgn our moms or dads especially, lepas2 tu mereka akan cakap, ''marah tandanya sayang''. so by right, since we were little lagi this concept had been instilled in our hearts and mind.



but saye tak pernah sedar when exactly i start to think that marah tu tandanya benci. hmm kadang-kadang saye lupe that someone got angry because they actually cared, because they don't want me to behave in a bad manner, they want me to be a better person. i tend to be very emotional when i got scoldings from the people who are close to me. bukan taknak terima kesalahan but somehow i need time to digest that what i did was wrong. eventually, i will be okay and i promise myself not to repeat the same thing again.



ye saye manje. since i was little, saye takut sgt if kena marah. actually, until now i have that feeling of insecurity whenever i get scolded. perasaan takut kalaulah marah tu jadi benci, perasaan takut kalau one day i repeat it again and there might be no apology sufficient. i'm sure semua org ade perasaan tu. saye cuba utk jadi a better person. everyday i hope and pray that the yasmin tomorrow would be better than the yasmin yesterday. doesn't everyone?



i am not perfect, i don't plan to be perfect pun. i am ready to learn but with the right way of learning it, not by some unnecessary scoldings. i know it may take some time. to be fair, how can we change the things that we have been doing since we were little in a blink, no? so i guess time is indeed essential.

p/s: awak, saye menyesal. saye janji akan cuba tak buat lagi :(
help me be a better person, please? :(

yours truly,

yasmin