that time of the year

its that time of the year, again.
the one that makes me feel ignored, love. the one that makes me feel really neglected, love. the one that makes me feel dissatisfied with your periodical tactlessness, love. the one that forces me to be more patient, love. the one that i have to go through with that positive thought in mind that it will end soon, love. the one when we can't even meet just because an hour or two with me will take away your study time, love. the one when you know i'll pour it all out in this blog, love. indeed, love.
yasmin hates this time of the year because it takes imran away from her.
i guess the pain never really went away the last time.
yes i have my friends. i run home to my family. but they are not you, love.


you expect me to understand. i do. but you, you don't learn.










now, love, you are being such a huge distraction to me.

-me-

reality check

the exam dates are as follows:-


28th april 2011 - equity & trust - aras 2

4th may 2011 - jurisprudence - aras 2

9th may 2011 - company - aras 1

12th may 2011 - PIL - aras 1

p/s: stress lah bile buat post mcm ni. well. maybe that's what i need. a little push from my inner self.

counting days,

me

when i meet the pilot

i arrived home in the late afternoon, and since my mama is not feeling well, i don't have the heart to call her and make her drive to fetch me. thankfully, muizz is home. the last time we met was masa raya, and surely, there are a lot of catching ups tu be done, so we didn't waste any time. he fetched me, and we went for cendol and rojak :) talked. talked. talked. when the clock stiked 6pm, we went to get nina from school, and as expected, she was so happy and surprised to see me, and she got even more surprised when i walked her into muizz's car. talked. talked. talked. went to mcD to get ice-cream and he sent us home. its not the amount of hours spent, but the quality of the things shared. thank you mr.pilot :)



talking to you has always been easy.

maybe because you know me well.
maybe because you don't hesitate to tell me if i'm acting like an irrational spoilt brat.
maybe because you see my characteristics develop since high school.
maybe because you are mature enough and you know what i'm going through.
maybe because you know how to snap my thoughts and you teach me to grow up.
maybe because you make me realise all the things that you have made me realised.





indeed you are all these, my pilot friend- and i have always respected you no less :)

''manusia ni suka kalau org sygkan dia. sedangkan kucing pun perlu perhatian setiap hari, perlu diberi mkn setiap hari, perlu dibelai setiap hari, apatah lagi manusia"
(mu'izz, 2011)

-min-

it got me thinking

civil procedure

criminal procedure

ethics

evidence

p/s: oh well i guess no matter what, we cannot deny that time passes. in a while my batch will be the ultimate senior.

yours truly,

yasmin mohd

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1.5 Years ♥

time flies not a second earlier nor a second later. time makes people change. changes forces people to adapt. and by adapting, people learn about each other. this is what happens to me. and i must say, this happens to imran as well. this phase of learning and adapting, i must say, has not been an easy one.

being two completely different persons, we had to leave our differences far enough so that it would not affect how we feel about each other. we try to. but however, things sometimes don't really go our way, and we can't help but to talk our differences out to make sure the message is clear between us, and that we don't misunderstand each other. communication is indeed important.

imran and i, we are still new in this relationship. but it doesn't make us any less mature in handling conflicts, and the fact that we still stick together sure means something, no? frustrations. tolerance. acceptance. that is how we go about. nobody says that a relationship would be easy, but believe me when i say it is such a great feeling when you see your other half struggles as hard as you do just to keep the relationship and not let it go that easily.

for those who knows me and my love, you would know that we are two completely different people, with different backgrounds, different group of friends, different ways of being raised, different opinions on things, and different approach on things. we are indeed different. and proudly i must state here that the differences actually make us realise that we have responsibilities to accept each other's differences just because we want our relationship to work, not only for now but for so may years to come. despite all the fights and dissatisfactions, i believe him when he says he loves me, and i believe him when he says that he wants to keep me. i really do. maybe that is actually the reason that made me stay- knowing you want me as much as i want you ♥

so what if we fight? so what if we are not satisfied with each other's attitude? so what if the people around us try to put things into our heads? so what if other people decides that they should let go? so what if people think we are not suppose to be together? so what if people think that i deserve a better guy than you? so what if people think you are not good enough for me? so what??? - i know all this may come accross your head once in a while too, but really, what really matters is how we feel about us. after all, we are the ones who are involved in this relationship, not any other soul.

i can't thank you enough baby...

- for knowing how to make me smile when i frown

- for telling me i look pretty even when i look pale without makeup (blame the complexion) :P

- for keeping cool when i lost to my emotions

- for knowing how to make my subway sandwich just the way that i like it

- for finishing my food

- for taking care of me without fail

- for apologising and easing my heart

happy monthliversary my imran

i ♥ you

p/s: who would have thought that on our date, 16th, abg and kak iza would get engaged :) lalala. congrats abg and kak iza, semoga jodoh korang panjang hendaknye :) aamin!











yours,

-♥-

the pretty little dancers

so i went home last weekend, just so i could fulfill my promise to my little doll, nina, to watch her perform in a school dance competition, zone level :) got her wondermilk cupcakes as well, as she had asked for it since her birthday. as i thought, she was really excited to see azri and i when we came down from the bus. being the youngest girl in the family, we already knew her signs that she wants to be spoiled by us :) handed over the cupcakes to her, and the next thing i realise was, she suddenly stood up and performed her routine in front of me. i was really tired after the long journey, but i was also very much happy and delighted to see that little doll grow up so cute, so well-behaved, so lovely, and she dances and sings well, too :) alhamdulillah :)


the night before, she called me to ask something that was really cute.




nina: kak min balik esok mlm eh?

me: yes princess, why?

nina: kak min, nina nak mintak tolong. kak min boleh tak mekapkan nina utk persembahan nanti? pleaseee...

me: mesti lah boleh sayang! haha nina kan adik kak min. kenape nak tanye, mesti lah boleh!

nina: heeee..





comel kan? like she is only 8 years old but she understands that she needs to ask for help the right way, with a 'please' at the end of her sentences. how fast time flies.


the next morning, we had to wake up early as she must be at school early. i woke her up using pinky to talk through, and she was in a happy mood. big day for her, i suppose. we arrived at the school, and guess what. my teachers recognised me and i was really happy by their warm 'welcome back' hugs and we had a fair share of stories during that short period :)


i snapped some pictures of the little dolls. and i swear, they were really cute. although they didn't win the dance competition, they did great, and nobody can say otherwise. maybe luck was not on their side. good job dolls, i'm sure next time would be better :)

oh did i mention, assunta convent kuantan is famous for having multi talented pretty girls? :D :D :D

this is hani anisha. i though she looked a bit like sharifah amani :)
and she is, literally, a doll face :)

nina and rania :)

these girls, they were dressed to represent different countries in the world. and nina, she was a hawaiian girl. they performed the song by michael jackson, heal the world (lyla syahirah must be proud :D ) continued with oops i did it again (with different lyrics) and together (high school musical song) :) they really did great! the moves were sharp, the message was clear. oh did i forget to mention, the theme for the competition was "SAVE EARTH'' kinda thing, (imran osman must be flattered) which is really good indeed :) i guess this issue should indeed be an awareness since young, no? alright readers, hope you enjoy reading this one, as i really enjoyed writing it.

mmg muka dia ni takleh lagi comel drpd ni *dush!dush!!

p/s: assuntarians, the teachers sibuk bgtau suruh daftar alumni.haha :P

assuntarian,


yasmin

glucose alert

Y: asal hyper sgt ni yang?

I: entah. sugar rush la baby.

Y: what sugar? bile awk mkn chocolate?? *envy

I: tak makan pun. tengok awak terus rasa sugar rush. awak kan sweet sgt. *smug face

Y: gile (-___-'')

******

it's so right, i got scared.

my dearest magician,

i always want to make you happy. or so to speak, i always try to make you happy. not realising that as much as little2 things could make me smile, the little2 things that i do can make you smile too. maybe because you never tell. maybe because when i asked, you tend to divert the topic. maybe because you don't want to look all mushy in front of me, as you are indeed that type of person. that type of person that makes my heart skip a beat just by looking at me deeply. little that i know, i can give you chills too, i can make you happy just by being myself- that's what i do best indeed :)

"you can easily make me happy when i see that look on your face, when i say NO to kedai mamak"
(imran,2011)

p/s: this made me realise not only the ways to make you happy, but so much more than that.

i love you.

love,

yasmin mohd