aku gile

aku gile

the end

-aku-

get it straight this time

well, here's the general rule if you don't already know. when you accept somebody as your friend, you ought to accept their past too and don't hold it against them later. when you accept somebody as your friend, you are not supposed to feel all big and clever that your friend would feel stupid and underappreciated. when you accept somebody as your friend, you don't talk bad and make up stories just to show that you are better in any way. now lets see if those easy words can get through your thick skull, you can't be all oblivious to not notice this, can you?

i'm done. for now.

yours sincerely,

a friend

so now i speak

there. there. i was always put in a position where i don't say anything about something that i don't like, just because i want to keep the good terms with the people around me. the strong will to keep my tongue to myself, just so i won't hurt anyone else, just so things will not get uglier. maybe i was raised that way. the more rational approach. the attitude to solve a problem, rather than making it hard on anyone, anyone at all. not that i'm already very happy with everybody around me, not that i'm happy with everything that goes on around me. but its my upbringing that made me who i am today, a person who is very optimist, to try to understand people's behaviours, and to work my best so that things will not turn uglier than it had been.

but no matter how hard i try to be the rational one, i will eventually come to a point where i will be tired. tired of being stabbed, of being judged, of being condemned, of being distanced, of being used. tired of being the one who always keeps a sweet face in front of people who stabbed me, tired of being the one who always have to be the first to put effort just so the tense will not prolong. i am darn tired, and i am not happy. if only you are in my shoes, or have been in the same situation, maybe you will understand a little, if not much.

don't question my commitment, don't question my effort. i know how to do work and i know how you tend to show off. please, don't let me question yours because i can definately do that and make you shut up at the end. i'm capable of that, and the reason i'm not doing it is because i prefer to show respect rather than finger pointing. sorry, i was not raised that way. maybe this is my emotions talking, but its better that way because i can indeed think rationally and lay down rational reasons to counter you. oh yeah, those attitude, keep them to yourself please.

yours truly,

yasmin

on being bold

love is a thing for two. but there's always a slut who doesn't know how to count.

ever heard the word respect? know your limits, have some respect please.

.yasmin.

twoo hot to handle

you can see him wearing armani almost everywhere. yes, because those piece of perfect clothes fits perfectly on his perfect body. yes, i do realise that at this point i had used the word 'perfect' too many a time, but the term 'perfection is boring' would be too wrong if used on him. i sounded a little obsessive, didn't i? maybe. but i guess i should do some justice and give credit to this man for working hard to maintain his alleged perfection. and let me tell you something, he had that perfection since the start.

i remember his first movie that i saw was pyaar, ishq aur mohabbat. followed by dil hai tumhara. then came dil ka rishtaa. and fox. and his special appearance in don and kabhi alvida naa kehna amazed me, and as expected, in housefull he put on such an amazing performance (oh you should see the song dhanno, he danced very erm yummy :P) oh oh even when he potrayed an old man character in om shanti om, he was smokin' hot. as a father in we are family, i think nobody else would do better :) and oh oh how could i forget, his breath taking performance (++ physic erm erm) in ra.one. did i mention that i literally shouted with amusement when he came into the big screen? yeah, everytime. and oh yeah, i did mention that i my previous post :D the point is, i'm now sure that he is indeed capable of making it to the top 10 list of actors in bollyood ;) i know he is in my top3 now <3 btw, i'm typing this as i'm watching asambhav.

one is too much to handle. can you imagine two of him? *faints*

mehr jesia is such a lucky soul ;)

well, i literally went through half oh his movies earlier, but that's not what i intended when i started typing. the thoughts just came and voila, one long paragraphs on his movies. heh i need to organise my writing soon :P

p/s: i might just make a birthday entry for him starting this year, on the 26th nov ;) no, i didn't already know that. i googled it ;)

yours truly,

me

you make me stay

you won't know how deep i feel for you, and i won't know how deep you feel for me.

but one thing we can both be sure is that, this love we have is surreal. i love you.

yours,

me

for thee sexay

2nd november 2011

shahrukh khan's 46th birthday

at 46, you still gives me jitters. have a great life ahead, please produce great movies, please be healthy so that you can produce more great movies after that. in case you come accross this piece of short writing, please know that i adore you to bits. have a good life ahead shahrukh :)

2009, 44th :)

2010, 45th :)

-46th?...-

your biggest fan,

yasmin mohamad

2-NE-1

01/11/11. the date my heart keeper turns 21 years old. his legal day, so to say. the date he was born in a clinic allocated somewhere around jalan tunku abdul rahman in KL, the centre of KL. klinik sambhi.

this is my third time celebrating his birthday, and as always, he doesn't seem to care much. he hid his birthdate on facebook (somehow i spoiled his plan because i did a birthday shoutout on my status- sorry sayang lain kali kasitau la ape plan awk hee) :P , and he slept quite early the night before. i called him at 11.45pm and he sounded so tired and he told me that he wanted to go to bed early, as he will be having his replacement tutorial the next morning. so we didn't speak long, but i was the first to wish and sing him the birthday song :)

this year i got him an ice-cream cake :) of course it came as a surprise to him, he didn't really expect me to tag him along to get his cake that i had ordered a few days before his birthday. he had nvr had an ice-cream cake all his life, and he had nvr tasted any ice-cream cake before this. so yeah. i got him his favourite ice-cream yeay! :) however, due to the overload works, i didn't hv the time to make him a birthday card, and he demanded for it. cett mintak mintak pulak ape kes. hmmph! ;P

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MY IMRAN

dear sayang,

ape yang saya nak cakap semuanya saya dah cakap dalam text and dah cakap to you when we met. i really hope you love the cake, i really hope that you are happy. saya tahu awak selalu cakap awak tak kisah kalau tak celebrate, awak tak kisah kalau takde present, awak tak kisah kalau takde birthday dinner, as long as kita jumpa everyday. semua tu saya tahu. tapi awak kena tahu jugak yang saya suka buat semua tu untuk awak, saya tak rasa ia menyusahkan langsung and in fact saya rasa happy bila tengok awak happy. and that impression you had on your face everytime my surprise menjadi, that was really priceless. i'm really thankful to have a boyfriend like you, yang tak kisah sangat benda2 mcm tu, tapi if awak suka buat semua tu untuk saya, awak kena expect saya akan buat benda yang sama jugak to you. i love you.

love,

princess yasmin

its all in the pronounciation

if i were this blog, i would definately block myself from signing in, as a form of protest, for not having updates for such a long time! but thank goodness, computers cannot program itself ;P i believe that i deserve a hard smack on my cheek *dush!* and alright, now lets just get back to writing before i feel the numbness and decided to stop again. just so you guys know, i had typed this post half way and had to stop due to workloads that doesn't seem to become less. having said that, i believe that i should use this limited time to do some updates :)

anyway. happy belated diwali everyone. no matter whether you celebrated it or not, i suppose that diwali means good wishes, and everybody should be wished as such. my family came to KL and spent one whole week here with me, and luck was on my side as the classes were cancelled yeay to that! :) so. since my family did not have any specific plans to visit relatives whatsoever, we decided to go and grab the premier tickets for the movie Ra-One :) yeay! yes, i've mentioned about this movie in one of my previous posts, and yes my favourite actors acted in that movie. tripple yeays! ;) basicly, we celebrated diwali by watching Shahrukh Khan <3 and we enjoyed it to bits! ehem, managed to get imran to watch that movie with me, and he was such a sport, for understanding my obsession n towards Shahrukh Khan <3 oh did i mention that it was our 4th hindi movie date? yup, 4 already, looking forward to the 5th, this december ;) shhh ;)

"ra-one" is pronounces as ravaan which means the devil in the hindu belief.

"g-one" is pronounced as jeevan which means life in hindi.

since this movie was kept really secured before it was released, i did not know much about the storyline then. as expected, it came as a shock, a pleasant shock i mean, to have watched this movie without a slightest clue about the storyline. the suspense element was there ;) and i literally shouted and amused when arjun rampal appeared in the second half of the movie. ya rabbi. kacaknye dia. hot nye body dia. macho nye suara dia. sexy nye mata dia. *drools. and pardon me darling for saying this, i thought arjun really caught the attention and stole the limelight from shahrukh. not many villain can be so attractive you see, but arjun was an exception ;) oh, kareena was super hot as usual, especially in the item songs, plus the creative choreography :) but still, Shahrukh's presence can never be interrupted each time he appeared on screen :)

all in all, congrats anubhav sinha for making a creative and impressive film, its a good start for this genre to be in bollywood in future *clap3* ok nak tahu tak, after "My name is Khan", this movie is the next movie to be released in many cinemas in Malaysia :) *thumbs up!

trivia: Ra-one is the 2nd most expensive film in bollywood, after Enthiraan.

i love shahrukh,

me